Feb 29, 2024
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say hello to tallulah and isaac :)
ask me q's ab these fuckers
hiii!!! im a fan of your work and was wondering of you could write some hcs of the mercs with an autistic s/o?? i struggle with autism and reading these things kinda helps. thx sm!!! :ooo
Absolutely!! I'm so glad you enjoy my headcanons, i haven't written any for quite a while lmao
--EDIT FROM YEARS LATER OML-- I had this sitting in my drafts completed with all mercs except for the last 3 listed, between procrastination and life and falling out of the fandom I guess I just eventually forgot... Once in a blue moon I'd come back to this post and think... "I'm sorry tomatosoopp... I will finish this for you one day. Maybe not now, or later, maybe not even soon... but... eventually. I promise." I hope things are going well for you, you've probably long forgotten your ask but I genuinely hope seeing this finally answered will bring you joy and make your day <3
I know it's late to say it, but Merry Christmas and Happy New year! Perhaps you can consider this as a long overdue gift, from me to you! I hope this year will bring you lots of wonderful and amazing things <3 Love, Flo (P.S., I also added a bit to the shorter blurbs at the beginning... To make up for all that time! Now enjoy your long awaited post, my friend! <3)
SCOUT
Scout is pretty ADHD, and we all know how that's the peanut butter to his S/O's jelly. He gets excited with you about the things you love! And stims? Oh yeah. Leg bouncing, pen chewing, and the likes. So he won't judge you when you excitedly flap your hands or smack your thighs/any available surface. In fact, he'll share his fidgets with you when he notices you're feeling nervous or stressed. Sometimes he forgets you are extremely empathetic and sensitive to high energy or strong moods, so if he gets too excited or angry or anything of the sort he will do his best to calm himself as to not overwhelm or overstimulate you!
SNIPER
Sniper's not much of a talker, but he loves to listen to you ramble! Sometimes just the sound of your voice makes him smile! Also since he knows how tactile you are, he doesn't mind letting you feel his scars, tracing your fingers along and across them. He also lets you scritch his stubble, and he finds your reaction both amusing and adorable! Also, if you love nature, Sniper is your perfect guy! He'll take you for long walks in the woods or along hiking trails, not minding if you are slow or simply taking your time to stop and observe every little detail <3
ENGINEER
Engie loves all your little quirks!! He thinks you're the cutest darn thing on the planet! He'll definitely build you some fun fidgets and stimmy things! He also has earmuffs for when he's working with machinery, if you're feeling overstimulated he'll let you borrow them! Additionally, he enjoys relaxing with you by a fire just to chill out and play his instruments! He knows you have a fondness for music, so he tries to learn your favorite songs! He is also the type to always check on you to make sure you eat and drink <3
HEAVY
Like Sniper, Heavy isn't much for words. He doesn't mind silence, so he's perfectly okay with you zoning out, staring into space, or just lost in your thoughts. He also understands when you have a hard time wording things. He still struggles with English. And if you're feeling anxious or overwhelmed, he'll scoop you up in his big arms and hold you like a lil baby, and gently whisper words of praise and comfort. He'll also let you take naps in his arms <3 Like Engineer, he likes to make sure you don't skip meals. He doesn't always understand that some food textures are unpleasant, but he tries his best to find something you like!
DEMOMAN
Demo LOVES cuddles. He won't admit it to the other guys, but he finds it soothing. He knows you love to lay your head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat. He also gives great hugs! You told him once that you enjoy physical pressure on your body, so he'll give you extra-firm hugs, and sometimes he'll lay right on top of you to take a nap! He definitely will gift you some weighted blankets, along with some fun beanbags just to mess with. He also makes sure any touch on you is firm and grounding. Additionally, if you have a habit of sleeping a lot, it's no worry for this man! He's perfectly happy to pass out with you for 12+ hours and STILL have room for naps! As long as they are with you, he is happy <3
PYRO
Pyro themselves are nonverbal autistic, so honestly to them, you are the most normal person out there! They have hyperactive tendencies and struggle to pay attention to anything too long, but when it comes to you, you have their full attention! (To the best of their ability, anyway!) They will happily share their love for fire and cute things with you, though they also love when you share your hyperfixations with them! Not only that, but they will often bring you gifts relating to the things they know you love! Should you ever feel sad, touch-starved, or understimulated, just know Pyro will always be by your side to give you the best cuddles and hugs you could ask for!
MEDIC
If you are someone who is always psyched to learn new things, Medic is your perfect guy! He knows a lot about physical and psychological health, including autism! He will take time out of his day to educate you on your brain and why it works the way it does! He will do his absolute best to keep you informed so you can better understand yourself! (Even if at times you get tired of his lecturing) He also knows that you are very hands-on when it comes to many projects, so he will allow you to assist with simple tasks in his lab! He also knows you struggle with your health habits, aka hygiene, sleeping, eating, drinking, etc., so expect this man to be on your back! He wants to make sure you take good care of yourself <3
SPY
Spy is a bit of a tricky one. He seems completely unbothered by all of your quirks, almost to the point where you wonder if he even notices them. Rest assured, he certainly does! But he does his best not to bring attention to it unless you are the first to bring it up. He wants you to feel as though your autism doesn't define you, after all, you are more than your disability! At times he may challenge you to break from any bad or unhelpful habits, such as nail biting and pulling hair, or more serious matters like harmful stims when you get upset. Unrelated, he knows you are a person of the senses. So any gift to you is always a high-quality item: scented soaps and lovely colognes/perfumes, clothing that is soft and pleasant to touch, weighted blankets, and any type of small heavy object that may be grounding. Not to mention foods he knows you'll eat, since taste and texture can sometimes be an issue. Of course there is more, and if you don't like scented things and find soft textures on your body displeasing like some, he will accommodate for that as well! And lastly: Don't let him catch ANYONE making fun of you! They may not live to see the sun tomorrow.
SOLDIER
Honestly... He might also be autistic. No one knows for sure, but even if he was, he would loudly and proudly deny it. Loudly seems to be something the two of you do well-- you may find yourself struggling to control your volume in your excitement, but that's okay! He does too! Though he may also partly be hard of hearing from all of those rocket blasts... Regardless, the two of you seem to match each other's energy to near perfection- Yelling and screaming about nonsense, singing loud and off-key, even just making animal sounds or random noises incomparable to anything on this planet... Still he enjoys your company, neither of you really seem to be able to get a handle on social cues, but to heck with those! They're all confusing anyway! At least you understand each other! Additionally, the two of you may also struggle to remember things, especially short-term. But you're a good dynamic, always reminding each other what was forgotten! (...Just don't act surprised when he wants to recite to you the Declaration of Independence by heart for the 5th time that day.) And lastly, if you ever tell him you're autistic, surely he will tell you that you are American. And should you attempt to explain what autism is, more than likely he will assure you that you aren't (even if you clearly are-) and that you're perfect! He sees a lot of himself in you and he thinks you are the best thing since the birth of America <3
FLORENCE IS WRITING ?!?!?!?!? this is unreal this is insane florence is writing she hasn't done this in years
anyways ask questions about these two since these r the first look at dinoduo or i'll haunt you
Gordon: I'm going to actually go insane. He has NO sense of personal space, doesn't respect my privacy, an-and he's always fucking staring at me!
Tommy: M-maybe he thinks you're p-pretty, Mister Freeman!
Gordon: No. You misunderstand. This GUY. THIS IS THE FUCKING GUY. Who- Who fucking stares at me--UNBLINKING, mind you-- for twenty fucking minutes while I eat, o-or when I'm folding laundry, washing dishes, HE TRIES THAT SHIT WHILE IM IN THE FUCKING SHOWER--
Tommy: ...(thinking)
Tommy: Have y-you ever tried gazing back at him?
Gordon: Wh- no, I'm not gonna fucking stare back, I'm not a creep! Also prolonged eye contact makes me uncomfortable!
Tommy: *gives him a knowing look*
Gordon: ...
Gordon: Um. Okay yeah, you have a point. Alright, I'll try it.
The next day, over the phone:
Tommy: S-so how'd it work, Mister Freeman?
Gordon: ...Tommy. You won't fucking believe it. He actually stops when I stare back. It's fucking madness in heaven.
Tommy: H-have I ev-ever wronged you before?
Gordon: *sighs* No. Not at all, buddy. You're literally like. Actually always right. I don't know how you fucking do it but I'm glad you've got my back. I'd give you my left kidney.
Tommy: ...That's gross, Mister Freeman.
Gordon: *exasperated laughter* I'VE SEEN YOU SHOOT OVER A-- A HUNDRED--- you little sunshine fucker!
Tommy: *laughing as well* I'm-I'm happy to help, but I think you sh-should keep your kidney!
Gordon: Alright alright, later Tommy!
Tommy: Goodbye, kidney f-fucker!
[both laughing as they hang up]
A couple days later:
[Benrey proceeds to win every single staring contest since]
A Frenrey Blurb.
Based on a conversation with @animallathepurpledragon! For some context, we each have our own versions of Benrey and Gordon, but her Benrey and my Gordon are together.
Her Benrey has a lot of different forms, so the question arose: "If your Gordon was stuck choosing, which form would he pick?" Benrey doesn't care which one he decides, he will transform and stay that way until Gordon asks for another. However, he'd just tell Benrey to be whichever form he feels most comfortable in. But the issue is, Benrey doesn't know which one is his. Sometimes he has issues figuring out his identity, and on occasion will cry in his room. Even though Gordon tells him he's beautiful no matter which form he chooses to be in, and he'll accept whichever one he wants to be. Benrey still doesn't know. So Gordon asks, "How do you want to look?" The other replies, "However you see me..." He responds by saying, "I love you just the way you are. You're perfect." And gives him a big hug and a kiss. Benrey weeps, but he's still troubled. So in a shaky voice, he asks, "What's perfect to you? What is the way I am...?" He hums a little in thought, gently rubbing his back. "Everything about you, right here right now, as we are, together." For once, Benrey doesn't know what to say. He's still searching for the answer to what Gordon really wants him to be. He's looking for his true self but can't find it. It's like there's a missing piece to his memory. The scientists played too much with his shapeshifting ability, forcing him to be what they desired. So Gordon tells him, "Be what you want to be. Be what makes you happy. Live for yourself, and not for others." With a tired voice, he replies, "I don't know how to live with myself anymore... How to really be happy. How to be the real me. I've lost everything all for the joy of others..." And to that, Gordon reassures him, "You haven't lost me." He takes a moment to pull away and gaze into his eyes. "And you won't. You don't have to figure this out alone. And... It might take time, but... I'll be there with you every step of the way." Benrey cries freely in his arms, and Gordon hugs him tightly without letting go. "Life isn't about what you have and haven't done, it's... it's about the journey you've made, how you grow and learn, and the connections you build... And you... You've come a long way, Benrey. And I'm so damn proud of you."
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How would the mercs react to their S/O saying "I love you" to them for the first time? I've always been hesitant about saying that to people so loosely and feel like it's my way of showing them how close and special they truly are to me!
This might be a little tough but I'll try my best!
Scout would be flustered! He'd hug his S/O and bury his face in the crook of their neck as he whispers the words back!
Soldier lifts his S/O into the air and twirl them around, saying he loves them too and that he would shout it from the rooftops!
Pyro does a little happy dance before giving them a big squeezy hug! He gently presses his mask against their face, only to lift it just enough to give their S/O a peck on the cheek!
Demo laughs heartily, because their S/O is just so hecking cute! He peppers their face in little kisses, telling them he loves them too!
Medic would chuckle sweetly, and place his hand gently on the side of their face. "Ich liebe dich auch." He then plants a soft kiss on their forehead!
Sniper would rub the back of his neck nervously with a blush, and mumble something under his breath, but they hear it anyways! "Y-yeah, you too..." He smiles softly.
Engie would likely have a similar reaction as Sniper, fidgeting a bit nervously. "Aw shucks... I love ya too, partner. Heheheh..." And he gives you a cute wink!
Spy has given them so many gifts to show his love for them, but actually hearing his S/O say the 3 special words sends his heart fluttering, and butterflies in his tummy! (Luckily not the knives-) "I'm glad we're on the same page." He spends the rest of the day planning a romantic gesture in which he can say it back to them!
Heavy would stop whatver he was doing to look at his S/O as they blush madly. They say the 3 words, and he smiles softly and kneels in front of them. "You are cutest. Heavy love you as well." And he pulls them in for a snug hug.
Anyway apologies for the super long delay, I honestly forgot this was in my drafts LOL
I hope you enjoyed it nonetheless!
pen pal letter received 3.18.2023
i always look forward to letters from this pen pal! she has a sort of classic vibe that i like with her envelopes. she's interested in old things and history, so i always try to give her letters with my wax seal on them
letters sent to pen pals
3.3.2023
with these 2 letters i sort of tried to match the vibes of the letter i responded to. the first one i went for more of a cute, crafty vibe and i included a mini hangman game. i also used green as a theme since my pen pal used blue as a theme for my letter.
for the second letter, i kept it to my typical letter formal and paper, especially since this one was more content heavy. we usually write longer letters to each other, which i enjoy, but it's harder to go really cutesy on these. i always try to keep my envelopes fun, though!
3.10.2023
these two letters i wrote to 2 of my best friends. we wanted a way to keep in touch better and we thought letters would be sort of low pressure and fun! i sent one of them stamps since they've been having a hard time getting transportation to get their own. these are fun bc i already know them, so i feel like i can have a little bit more of a natural conversation with them :)