#floweymsi

[floweymsi]

Feelings and Me

i actually feel insecure about my feelings, especially as a sx6 person in the enneagram

like ever since i was a child, my biggest desire has always been to be strong, and i always dreamed about it so much

so one of the things i think makes me weaker is my feelings.​ actually I don't feel that deeply or get sensitive at all and have a hard heart (thank god). but 9/10 of the time, when I feel nervous or heartbroken and cry (especially if the reason for those feelings is a PERSON), I feel fucking weak and I hate that so much omg

like i feel strong now but still not enough and now, one of my biggest desires is to be unstoppable like a psychopath (which means I'm still trying to be strong lol)

i adore how psychopaths have no feelings or empathy, and don't feel nervousness or fear at all (their amygdala [it's in their head, the piece of their brain that is responsible for feelings] doesn't work scientifically)

omg like I can't imagine how anyone can defeat them psychologically like that's so cool!​!!

that's why I fear feeling anything at all so much. that's why I keep myself busy or sleep right away when I feel any nervousness

。。(〃_ _)σ∥

[floweymsi]

​i feel so stupid and useless these days

​it feels like there's no compliments that work on me, they have no meaning​

and im hating all the support i get, like wanting to take revenge

made by: PQHAÜS

[floweymsi]

Love Pearl

i will open this when i feel pretty(yeah, seriously)

im so excited for this omgg

imagine someone got this for you for valentine's day!! i would literally believe that i'm really loved by him(but i don't have anyone so i got it for myself lol)

[floweymsi]

this cutie and this THING are the same person btw

here~

[floweymsi]

I always wanted to die clean and pretty..

[floweymsi]

♧ ABOUT ME ♧

🪧 howdy¡ I keep myself anonymous here so you can call me Flowey! here's some information abt myself:

♧ name: flowey

♧ age: 17 y/o

♧ pronouns: she/her

♧ typology: istp, sx/sp6w7 683, LEVF, SCUEI, chaotic normal

"what does Flowey mean?" it's a character from a game named Undertale and the reason i chose it as a nickname is because I relate so much to Flowey's story(which is asriel, they are the same person) so i see myself in him and love him so much

》this is how Flowey look btw:

"what's the concept of this blog?" idk, nothing, or maybe the concept is me!! i just post whatever comes to my mind~~

》this blog is mainly in english, but i occasionally post in turkish too!

》here are the hashtags i use to organize my blog:

#floweymsi: ​you can find all of my original posts without unnecessary reblogs by clicking on it

#eng: you can find my english posts by clicking on it

#tr: you can find my turkish posts by clicking on it

#reblog: you can find my reblogs that i've added my thoughts to by clicking on it

#rant: you can find my rant posts by clicking on it

#music: you can find my lyrics posts by clicking on it

"is this blog a safe place?" idk girl i just post whatever comes to mind, sorry if i hurt your feelings with anything i said before lol

(this part is still in writing)

》fandom:undertale/deltarune, omori, psjk, kingdom cookie, fnaf, gacha life/club 》my interests: typology, psychology, indie games, art, writing poems

》my top favorite artists: ☆STOMACH BOOK☆, mitski, syudou

》DNI: racists, nsfw/gore blogs, older men

[floweymsi]

LGS KIZI MAFUYU

tt de gördüm çok hoşuma gitti ^^

sahibi(tiktok): sachilovesmusic

[floweymsi]

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》 "Though nothing will ever satisfy, i wanna feel alive."