I saw Ryan today. Ha. He said "I'm going to the gym, so at least I'm trying." And I said "But that's not fat." And then he laughed and then I went away. Basically I'm bad at social interactions even with people I really want to be friends with. I'm really tired. And bored. And I have no one to talk to because I suck and I can't be bothered to do anything about it. So, I'm going to go make myself some tea or hot chocolate to combat the cold I think is coming on (I have to get over it before IA) and then maybe read Strangers. And combat my many issues (eg. Who am I going to debate with? I mean, yeah, I chose Isaac but that was when he still talked to me... But then how do I tell him that I don't wanna debate with him anymore? This probably sounds stupid. It is.) Other than that, I have a cat on my dashboard, and it's adorable.