#for loans

[catsbiggestfanboy]

// I had a consultation for my next surgery to continue transitioning! 👏 I’m looking at April-ish for surgery date as long as I get my letters in quickly, then it’s about a 4-8 week recovery so I’ll be out of work for about that long. I’m excited to get it done with then move on with my life

[icycm24]

can tumblr loop this? can it? :’DDDD

ok so this 2D rigging took me 3 days, I don’t know why, its so damn difficult hhh

next time I should be better at this hmmph

((also if ya wanna commission me for this i’m all up for it ;)

[mirapancake]

i have no idea what i'm doing.

there is all this important info i'm supposed to know with fucking college and loans and shit that i have no idea about. And then when i even express the fact i have no idea what i'm doing i'm met with nasty faces and shrugs from either my parents or the people i'm trying to seek help from.

and there's the fact that loans are fucking terrifying and make me want to curl up under a rock and cry for decades but i have no choice but to accept them because i'm poor as fuck.

so here i am crying on the couch over an impending oil change expense for my car and filling out paperwork for a loan that i had no idea i had to fill out. and i HOPE AND PRAY IF THERE IS EVEN ANY GOD TO BELIEVE IN that this loan goes through by today or i'm pretty much fucked for $700 dollars i kinda don't have all of. (also my mom is sitting across from me seeing i'm crying and she asks "whats wrong with you now" in the most condescending tone... oh nothing just life around me going to shit no biggy whatever) 

help me...