#for newt

[mawofthemagnetar]

@newtoodles-dot-png *dings bell* order up! Someone ordered some phone fic as to what would happen if Keralis was in 3L/LL?

[Why Keralis was not in Third Life]

(Warning for death, violence, and violence against Bdubs)

Keralis cheats.

Those two words burned through Bdubs’s head as he sprinted through the forest. Doc breaks the rules, Grian raises Cain, and Keralis cheats.

He closed his eyes, listening to the rattling of skeletons and the hissing of creepers. The whole world was bathed in eternal blackness- he’d tried to make it day more times than he could count, but no matter how many times he did his ritual, it didn’t seem to take.

Something human called his name from the darkness and Bdubs kept running.

He couldn’t listen to that voice calling after him. That wasn’t Cleo.

Or if it was, it wasn’t worth stopping to check.

Keep running. Just keep running.

Don’t stop. Stop and you’re-

Bdubs stopped dead in his tracks.

His eyes went wide, wider than usual, as he took in the devastation that had swallowed spawn whole.

It was like some mad engineer had turned up with the express intention of hollowing spawn out from build limit to bedrock. All he could see was a sloping canyon that crawled to a bedrock floor, on into the distance. As though Doc was just around the corner, waiting to put some mega farm at the bottom of the crater.

This was no perimeter and there was no farm.

Holes, chasms in the bedrock, like some mad giant had come through and smashed a fist through the bones of the earth. Yawning black holes through which the void was clearly visible, and-

Protruding from those pits were great black hills, teeming with an unsettling parody of life. Tall spindly things made of spines swayed in the breeze, as horrible scuttlers moved across the lumps of flesh…

And the holes were only growing. With every pulse they wore away at the bedrock, slowly swallowing it as they pressed up against the razor-sharp edge.

The whole world was going to be slowly devoured by these things, highways of starved, pulsating veins rolling out across the landscape like an alien tumour.

And then something stronger than steel and colder than a glacier wrapped around his neck and cinched tight as a noose.

“Time to go home, Bubbles.” Skizz’s voice said.

Something grabbed the top of his head, and yanked-

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[the-mesozoic-system]

- For Newt -

Heya honey, I just wanted to stop by and say a few things that i've been meaning to say.

Out of everyone in your system, I think you're one of the alters I've connected with the most. Youre an absolutely incredible guy, and you make me so, so haopy. You do so much good for everyone, and I dont think things could work without you.

I've inferred from a certain post that was tagged as 'for you' that you've been... struggling. And knowing that you have/might have retained memories of your source material, I went and reserched the character Newt, and I can honestly see why, on top of some of the awful things that anon said, things people say in general, and just... the hell you guys have been through.

So I just wanted to say... Im here for you, sweetheart. I mean it. I want to listen to you talk. It can be about your issues, but it can be anything, as long as it can help you in any way. You dont need to offer that support back, I already know, darling. But I just wanted to tell you that its perfectly okay to be a bit selfish and do things for yourself to help you. A person can only be so strong, and you're one of the strongest, kindest, most loving, and amazing people I have ever met, regardless of what anyone else may say.

I love you, Greenie. You're a lil darling, and I want you to know I have your back. If you need me, find me. Ill get back to you as soon as possible, because you mean the world and more to me. Be safe 💚💚

Ooh I found it 🥺

Thank you so so much greenie... I don't think I can thank you enough for this. I know I've been gone a while and I hope you're looking after yourself, you deserve to be happy and safe. You're a real cutie~ thank you for this, greenie 💚💚💚

- Newt

[feely-touchy]

I love you

With all the love I've ever needed

Conjured from the aether

I knew the way to appreciate you

I always knew how I needed to be appreciated

I love you not for any deep reason

Nothing superficial that crumbles

Nothing impervious to scrutiny

I like the look on your face when you say my secret name

I like the look on my face when you're talking to me

I love you because I need loving

I'd love to someday get what I give

I love you because loving you

Is the only way I love the way I live

[doctor-ryland-grace]

Thinking about doing some Valentine's Day Headcanons

[the-mesozoic-system]

Hey Newt, it's Stevie. I know you're having a hard time right now, I just want to tell you that I'm gonna give you space and as much time as you need in the body to process your feelings and stuff again, just know you're safe and you have many people around you who you can reach out to and talk to.

Also I know you've just been sick and if it happens again come find me, I'll take care of everything, it's okay. I don't want you to be overwhelmed and have to do this on your own.

Make sure you look after yourself, okay? We're all here for you too 💜

[the-mesozoic-system]

Hey newt honey~

I can sense you in the background and I can tell you're having a pretty tough night, huh? It's okay to have flashbacks, it's okay to feel scared and worried. I promise you, nothing bad is going to happen. You're safe. You're not where your mind is right now, and you'll never ever go back there again. I promise you that. You're safe with us, you're safe with Theo.

Your worries, fears and feelings are completely valid, and I know it won't just go away but I need to tell you you're gonna be okay, it's all gonna be just fine. Try not to worry too much, okay? If you need to come forward and sort your thoughts out and work out where you are right now in the body, that's okay too. Take your time, do whatever you need to do to feel safe and comfortable. We're all here for you, we've got you 💜 if you need to talk or whatever, there's always the notebook or our notes app on the phone (the yellow notepad picture) or you can always rant on here too, whatever you're most comfortable with.

I just want you to know you're valid and you're seen, you're not alone in this, okay? We love you, and again, it's okay to feel like this, and we'll keep you safe.

And don't be afraid to ask anyone for help if you need it, there's plenty of people who are happy to help you out and talk through how you're feeling if you're comfortable sharing. I know it's difficult, I know you struggle to communicate your feelings, especially when your head is telling you you're in danger, but I promise there's plenty of people who can listen and help you out. Don't be afraid to trust people who truly care about you, because I promise you, there's plenty of people who do.

- Stevie 💜

[newtmaspassion]

Today is a big day. Today is the known to everybody '250 page' day!

Let's do this in the memory of our Newt!

#forNewt