#forlove

[angelboylove]

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2026

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[mrkaya1]

Lütfen Dikkatle Okur musunuz?

21 yaşındayım hayatımdaki tek yeteneğimin sex olduğunu düşünüyorum biraz çekingen biraz argo taraflarım vardır daha önce hiç böyle bir şey yapıcağım aklıma gelmezdi ama denemek istiyorum.

İstanbulda yaşıyorum her türlü teklifi değerlendiririm önümdeki gizli hazineyi keşfetmek istiyceksiniz

Bana ulaşıp tanışmadan asla karar vermeyin siz beni bende sizi tanımıyorum önemli olan konuşmak başka bir şey yazmak istemiyorum.

Lütfen DM.

[begottaum]

For love

If I knew anymore what Irony ever was

The son of man and the son of God were always one and the same guy.

They pinned him, like a butterfly, X marks the spot; We cross, transliterally, divine metaphors, a cocktail of mixed spirits

A living God and a dying man finally Conscious

There is absolutely nothing, We wouldn't do for Love.

[zai-ichii]

Um, I'm not obsessed, you are #Nov5 #destiel #deancas #cas #castiel #Supernatural #spn #forlove #profoundbond #rainbow #remembernovember #fangirl #misha #jensen #geeklife #blerd Shout outs to @jackiedeeart @shopstands @popculturesavvy @tohellandbackanthology 📸 by @chanelleolivia 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CV6vsCiLuik/?utm_medium=tumblr

[sirenspalette]

"Goodbye, Dean."

If using, please credit me on Instagram (@sirenspalette) or here. Stealing are is not cool :) thanks

Ah! My first #Destiel fan art. Thanks to a friend that suggested it was time.

[vixenkiba]

So I’m trying to blow the dust off my good old Tumblr account! Figured my Cyndaquil Mortar could help xD He spin~

[blueinsideout]

15x18 Coda

Oops I wrote a coda. I barely participate in fandom these days, but I read constantly. I can’t get The Scene out of my head. I can’t stop speculating on how things will go. I’m so hopeful overall, but my heart is breaking for where they are right now...

15x18 Coda

What aches more? Is it the ghost of the handprint that was just (was always) on his shoulder? Or is it the touches that never happened? Dean’s arms feel heavy and empty, where they should have been holding Cas tightly. He can feel the ache in his face, where Cas’s hand should have cupped his jaw. His mouth… No, he can’t go that far. He can’t think it.

The sobs stopped a while ago. He’s not sure if it was minutes or hours. Dean’s leaning his head against the cold wall. His eyes are closed because as long as he keeps them closed he can just barely see Cas instead of the empty room. Instead of The Empty. Everything hurts. He knows he has to get up soon. He’ll have to explain this to Sam, as if it could be put into words. He has to function, because there’s still a job to do. He’s just not sure why he wants to do it anymore if this is all there is.

So Dean goes through the motions. He pulls himself off the floor. He washes his face, and remembers staring at himself as tried to hold on to slipping memories. “And Cas is… my best friend?” Even then he knew he was lying to himself. He tries not to look at the bloody handprint on his shoulder. He tries not to hear the echo of Cas saying “I love you” before he left him, for good. 

And Sam comes home. And Jack knew before Dean even started trying to explain. And his voice is flat and there’s nothing left anymore. The grief and regret and longing are too big to feel and he’s numb in a way that feels worse than feeling does. Dean sinks to the bottom of a well and hides himself there while on the surface he keeps moving and keeps working because there’s no time and there’s no choice. There’s never been any choice. 

There’s a moment, when he’s driving and it’s just the roar of the engine and Sam’s grim face next to him. That he lets himself think it. “I love you too, Cas.” He could have shouted it. He wants to scream it until his voice breaks. But he swallows it down and blinks it away and keeps driving. 

He’s going to do this job. He’s not going to waste Cas’s final sacrifice. And then, somehow, he’s going to find a way to get him back and to prove to him that his final moment was barely a shadow of the happiness he could feel. He could have. Dean clenches his hand on the steering wheel and risks a glance at Sam. Sam already knows. Maybe he’s always known. And Sam nods in return, and they go to work.

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My family went through a major loss this year. I know that well. I know the shove it down and keep going because you can’t deal with it right now there’s work to do feeling. I hope it doesn’t have to last long for Dean.

[seleclariss]