#formyself

[betelgeusey]

I've been doing a lot of work on my content pages besides this one. I'm trying to take advantage of the time off from live. Y'all just stop dming me to go on Instagram. Until they let me stream actual music I'm gonna do insta live sporadically. If you miss me that bad you can go follow my pages I'm about half way to 1k on my backup spicy TikTok. I'm 45 followers away from 10k on my main TikTok so even though I can't go live it's worth it for the traffic to continue keeping the account. Watch me get mass reported again. I've been doing some deep cleaning so when the tax money hits I'm ready to start the upgrades I have planned for this year in the studio. For those that have followed a while the last time I had my major upgrade for the year I closed in my carpet and moved out of the smallest bedroom in my home to the carport/studio. This year I'm going to be taking advantage of my ceiling space and adding extra storage as well as a designated area for my content clothing. If you watch my story you will see me posting from my various pages but you can always find everything in my linktree in my bio. I recommend subscribing there for free updates in case any of my platforms ever go down. As always, I'm still trying to keep the ocd I crave. But still letting my ADHD plan content and try to keep it at bay enough to get the content out. That being said I'm going to be connecting all my accounts behind the scenes so I can cross post easier. If you don't care about this that's fine it's more accountability for myself. 💅 A few of my pages will be empty for a bit longer between filming and waiting for the weather to get right. But all are up and running. This page I will still use as my spicy/personal page as far as feed. But if you are interested in my other facets: art, gardening, cat love, interpersonal intercultural relationships, and coloring 😂 I'll be posting in my story when I have new content on those pages. #hustler #contentcreator #contentmarketing #content #behindthescenes #tiktok #socialmedia #spicyaccountant #tldr #accountability #formyself #instabooty #throwback (at Harnett County, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Co5d0pyO2HZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[1estherrose1]

“Got all dresses up for you, but your so occupied.” - @shakira . . #formyself #lookatme #foryou (at Albuquerque, New Mexico) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkO9lG0vABM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[superfluoushumanbeing]

Let it go

“Let it go” i tell myself. Why feel so deep about something and someone that doesn’t feel enjoyment by my presence in their life?

This is my time to explore myself. My mind, my spirit, my body, my dreams, my fantasies. So i’m going to dream right now. Dream for myself and for the things I never allowed myself to dream about because of a lost childhood. I will manifest my happiness and my self love that i seriously deserve and will feel. 

I’m just going to hold myself tighter than anyone can so I know i’m always safe. I want to feel safe within myself and the space i take up and i will do that.

[trojan0405]

From one of my email newsletters (from the brand “Go Fast, Don’t Die”) last night:

"While we wait for life, life passes."

― Seneca

Hope you all can breathe & give yourselves permission, today, Fam … 😊😊

[shellyhaynesposts]

Today is the best day of all to get things done.

Shelly Haynes

Week 1 - So as part of my graduate studies in technical communication, I am taking a Social Media Branding class. I am familiar with Facebook and LinkedIn, but have never really used any other platforms.

In the coming weeks I will be talking about my experiences with new platforms. We will be using Twitter and Instagram. Blogging and journaling will be done with Medium.com and Tumblr. I am sure there will be opportunities to use other platforms as well.

Looking forward to experimenting with Twitter this week, and learning how to use hashtags! Feel free to follow along and see my progression as I venture more fully into the world of Social Media.

[intruemen]

Menghindar

Apakah indah 'Rasa'nya jika ku menghilangkan semua hal yang berhubungan dengan ketidak-nyamanan ini?

Lelah sekali pikiranku ini, menghadapi segala sesuatunya dengan opini pribadi.

Tak ada jalan pintas bagiku, menepi saja susah rasanya!

Untuk itu yang kubutuhkan sekarang ialah 'Ketenangan diri'. Bisakah kudapatkan?

Jalan demi Jalan sudah kulewatkan, tanpa memandang sedikitpun kearah belakang.

Seperti itu pun 'Rasa', Sudah hampir kucicipi semuanya. Tak ada satupun yang kuinginkan.

Jiwa serta Raga, tak pernah kubertanya padanya! Jikapun mereka memberi jawaban, aku tak akan mendengarkannya.

Sebab, bukan aku yang menjadi curahan keluh kesah mereka. Tak sepantasnya aku memberi pertanyaan,

Bagaimana bisa? Aku hanyalah sebatas hambaNya. Yang berusaha menjalankan setiap bagian aturan-aturan kehidupan, yang berusaha untuk menjauhi laranganNya, yang bersedih dan menyesali segala dosa yg telah dilakukan.

Namun, membayangi siksa atas adzabnya di neraka kelak saja sudah membuatku menderita, Sungguh tak tahan merasakan cambukan amuk Para penjagaNya disana nanti.

Itulah yang selalu memenuhi pikiranku!

Setiap jiwa pasti merasakan ketakutan yang luar biasa.

Menghindarlah dari segala maksiat yang Selalu terpenuhi oleh dunia yang fana ini.

Menghindarlah jika kau masih dapat merasakan ampunan atas kasihNya.

Untuk itu bertahanlah atas segala sesuatu kondisi yang kau rasakan. Itu adalah nikmat tersendiri yang diberikan olehNya untukmu.

— Intruemen

[toostrangeforanyone]

Seflie sesh in my beautiful Autumn field. Enjoy the warm before it disapears. For myself. 💜

[bitchbishop13]