#frida talks

[mon-d-i-e-u]

listening to the You're Wrong About podcast's episodes about the O.J. Simpson trial is something that can be so personal

[monsieurjunmyeon]

What is the point of cutting people out of your life when they show up in your dreams??

[tayaminaka]

What does help you to not give up? Tumblr, real life..

Are that quotes, people..

You are a fantastic person and I love your writing

Thank you for the compliments but I’m not even close to a fantastic person. Well I often think about this kind of questions: “Why do people go on, even if they know that the most things in their life are only temporary?” or “Why do people still try and don’t give everything up?”. Well giving up would be much lighter than actually go on, but giving all up would you make feel pathetic, wouldn’t it? Well for me, I lost joy in real life. There aren’t much things that I like in real life, I lost the will to live, I lost the hope in real life. But giving up and die isn’t a real option for me, not because I don’t have the opportunity but rather because of the feeling. The feeling of being pathetic. Many people in my environment would say I’m just an ungrateful brat, that I just don’t know life and so on and so on. I’m simply pathetic but if I actually give up I would be even more pathetic and drown in the pity for myself and with that feel even more and more pathetic. Yes, maybe I’m just an stupid, ungrateful brat that actually wants to give up but aren’t we all a bit ungrateful? Even the most greatful person was once in his life ungrateful so is it ungrateful and wrong wanting something for yourself even if it looks selfish to others? Maybe it is, who actually knows. It’s actually really funny how of all people you asked me this question, maybe it’s a simple coincidence. People are strange and so is life. I don’t know what helps me to not give up. Persons? Well this is complicated too. I have the warmth of my family, but often they aren’t helpful in such questions at all or maybe I just think like it after some accidents. I fear to see my mothers face if I just give up and die. I once saw it, when I had a little bike accident and even now I fear it when I see it in my mind. With my friends it’s complicated to, especially with one of them. When we are togheter I really feel joy but when I say goodbye to her and go my way home I suddenly feel burning hate for her. I don’t really know why I feel like this but maybe I will somehow figure it out. I like to read quotes, most of them are really funny but they to bring joy only for the moment I read them and tumblr, well it’s funny to try something new. I only got here when I entered this fandom. I had enough of this cliche soukoku fic’s (they are literally everywhere) and the oh so well known tsundere and whiny Chuuya that is only horny and wet for Dazai all the time. And on tumblr I finally found really good works that are worth of reading and I even got inspired to start my own blog. Giving up is a really attractive option but if I actually do I will hate myself even more. I hate many things and peoples but the most I hate myself for that and if I give up, this hate will double up. But one of the most things that holds me back from giving up is false and disgusting pity that I saw for example from the side of my aunt. And the funniest thing on that is that it’s not even hidden, you can hear it in their voices word for word. So it doesn’t matter if I success or not this disgusting pity will either haunt me or my family and that’s the last thing I want. It’s a big conflict inside me. The one side of me wants to give up and die but the other fears the thought of dying deeply and that is..well let’s just say helping me to go on. Now I have the feeling that I maybe wrote to much but somehow it’s so light to write everything down than saying the whole thing. Maybe I’ll just delete this post later, fully regretting everything.

[tommyvelvet]

And this is how it starts... (Teaser) - Newtmas

Teaser     One     Two     Three

Series Summary: Newt is the person who, if he wants something, he gets it. Especially boys. He likes to have meaningless sex with no strings attached. It’s easier that way, without the feelings. So when Newt sees Thomas at a party, he wants him. And what he wants, he gets.

But what happens when Thomas seems to actually care for Newt and not just the sex? Will Newt let him in or break it off?

Warnings: Contains description of sexual content

Newt looks away and his eyes lands on Minho who is talking to a guy Newt has never seen before. The guy is tall with short dark hair. He is wearing jeans and an unzipped bomber jacket, and his face looks like it belongs to a Greek God.

The guy laughs at something Minho says and Newt thinks it is the prettiest thing he has ever seen. He wishes he could hear it but he is too far away and the sound is drowned out by the music.

Newt feels intrigued and amazed at the same time. Newt doesn’t know why he is feeling this way towards a complete stranger he has only just seen but, oh what Newt wouldn’t do to have him sweating and moaning underneath him. He can imagine how pretty he would look with Newt’s cock in his mou-

“Penny for your thoughts?” Brenda says and breaks him from his trance.

Newt smirks and glances at Brenda before looking back at the unknown boy. “Ever looked at a boy and wondered if he moans as pretty as he looks?”

A/N: Here is a little teaser for the first part of a little series I started. Hope you like it and look forward to reading more :)

(PS: I deleted the other one because no one reblogged or liked except one person (thank you) and it made me feel terrible and I didn´t feel like I wanted to post this series here anymore. Now, I just changed up my blog and I thought I would post again and not care if just one person likes it because at least one person enjoyed my writing.)

Taglist: @agirlwithpointlessideas @sidespidey @desir-ae

[riptaytay-blog]

if taylor could write a song about that feeling when you're sleeping next to someone you love and suddenly you feel really warm inside and that everything else doesn't really matter as long as you're with them that would be really sweet and i would listen to that song on repeat forever

[monsieurjunmyeon]

In the last 24hrs, we got 2291 new cases of coronavirus in Québec. The government deadass say to not go out and not even have gatherings with other family members. I hate all of you who are breaking the rules

[tayaminaka]

hi !! i feel like this is rlly unnecessary for u, but tysm for writing your bsd headcanons and scenarios !! i rlly like & appreciate them a lot! i lOve how well written they actuallt are, and tysm too for making a blog dedicated to bsd bc honesrly ive been wanting to read bsd stuff for a while now but like i cant find blogs 💀 so im glad i found yours !! 🥺 i just want to say that all your writings are great ! anyway , please have a great day / night ahead of you ! bye ! 🥺🥺❤️💝💜💞🧡💓💛💗

Thank you for the compliments, I really appreciate them. Here are some other (writing ) blogs with really good bungou stray dogs stuff. Have a great day / night too💖💜🧡💛💚💙💗💓💞💕💝💘🖤🤍♥️❣️

[tommyvelvet]

I just reached 600 followers! Thank you so much!!

I want to celebrate and I was thinking I could do a writing challenge or something! If you have any suggestions on what I can include the challenge please send an ask!!