It really hurts finally learning what it’s like to change beyond recognition. It’s not like you thought it would be, because there’s no one left to enjoy it with. . Not really. Becoming so different means building a chrysalis around yourself to change in. . But when the change is complete and you have these new wings, you become painfully aware of the fact that it’s time to leave. It’s not possible to live your whole life in a chrysalis, no matter how nurturing it once was. . It will slowly begin to reject you in every possible way.










