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DEALING WITH A CHRONIC COPYCAT

Dealing with this situation has opened my eyes and made me feel all types of emotions that I never thought I'd ever feel. I have been using my village to help me with channeling these emotions. Should I break down the situation so you can understand? Shit, do I even want to relive it? This situation has made me feel like I am not as unique and identity theft. Am I unique still? Am I still special? Can this person take over? Can they take what I worked so hard for? Should I stop what I love? Should I call it quits? These are some of the daily thoughts I have! I can’t control them and they drive me crazy, they make me dig deep into my emotions. I am not like this at all! I have never been weak and these thoughts make me feel weak! I have been laying in this bed consumed with these dreadful thoughts, tearing away at my confidence. Everyone has been telling me, “A BITCH CAN NEVER BE YOU.” So why do I still feel this way? So, let me tell the story.

So the copycat, we’ll call her Susie. This all took place our junior year. Now, sophomore year, I didn’t care too much about Susie but she started pissing me off when she would cockblock me and the guys I would flirt with. Then summer came and Susie began to post colorist and desperate posts about guys. Additionally, her favorite auntie had recently passed away as well. BOOM! It's the start of junior year and me and susie didn’t talk to each other at all. But we did have one class together, religion. During that time, everytime I would say anything like asking a question or even putting input in class discussion, she ALWAYS HAD SOMETHING NEGATIVE TO SAY!!!! Proceeding, she continued to copy me and get more obsessed! What was a red flag for me was her watching while I was sitting in the car.

I'm in the car, sitting and chilling, and listening to Nicki, a whole fucking vibe. I kept feeling eyes on me and when I kept looking over, NOTHING. Thinking I was tripping, I continued having my concert before school! Then something told me to wait for a while and I did. 10 minutes went by and I continued to feel that intense watching sensation. So, I slowly turned my head, and BOOM! I finally caught the culprit, Susie! Watching while she fucking ate! This bitch was eating a whole fucking meal while watching me like I was a fucking show! Weird ass bitch. Every time I think about this situation, it pisses me the fuck off. Back to the story, after that, she hurried her weird-ass up and went into the school! I wonder if I called her out back then, would she have continued or stopped right there? 

After that, she continued to copy me and even went too far as to dye her hair the same color as mine at the time. This weird bitch tried copying my mannerisms, the EXACT way i wore my hair, the way I dressed, etc. I called her out and she was LIVID! She then posted about me and tried to COMPETE WITH ME. Bitch you're literally trying to be me, how are you going to outdo me? She even tried to “bully” me and that's what pissed me off. Part of me wanted to fight that bitch and show her who the boss is, but the other half was like GIRL FUCK THAT HOE. So, I was battling between my ego and intuition! 

After that, the girl did slowly stop. So, why am I still pressed? I am not sure. Part of me feels like I didn’t have justice and then it’s my thoughts that I am constantly fighting with. What's shocking and new about this entire situation are the emotions that I am experiencing. I am experiencing fear, doubt, hopelessness, feeling uninspired, sadness, grieving, etc.. I feel like someone is trying to take what I created and make it theirs. Not being inspired but just straight up trying to rip me off! I dont like that shit! I hate her with a passion. She didn’t just copy me but she was hating along the way. Why would I even give her my power and my energy? Why am I so stuck on this situation? Why is it hovering over me? Why, why why? When will this thoughts stop? I just want my happiness and peace. I know these feelings suck but I can’t stop being me over all, that's all I know. I don’t want to become unhappy like her. I don’t want to become something I AM NOT. I don’t want that for myself nor will that even happen. 

At the very end, I want pure happiness for myself and to continue to thrive regardless of copycats and haters. By looking on the bright side, I can see the flattery of it all! I can see that I am inspiring to others even though it's hard for me to see it. Side note, I am going to therapy and I CAN’T WAIT! Anyways, I have so much growth and success coming my way and my dream is that one day, I’ll look back and smile and laugh at this situation. Still being me and living a life with no regrets. That’s why I am pushing on staying true to me and even when it comes to my business ideas. I don’t want to live in fear that someone is going to come along and copy, and just take credit or profit, or prosper by taking my ideas. Weak/unoriginal/insecure people copy. But I have a promise to keep. When I was younger, I made a promise to never stop being me regardless of what others say and do! Plus, a motherfucker can’t go they’re life trying to be someone else and a bitch can never in the first fucking place, wack bitch!!!! I still hate that bitch and still dealing with how to process this whole thing. 

HELPFUL REMINDER FOR MYSELF:

A BITCH I AM RAISING CAN NEVER BE BETTER THAN ME, A BITCH CAN NEVER GET THE CHEAT CODES!!!! LET A BITCH BE GREAT AND CONTINUE THRIVING. YOU KNOW BITCHES CAN’T KEEP UP!!!! 

Thank you guys for readingggg and I hope y'all have an amazing DAY!!!! Love and kisses

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KIRE ATTIRE 10 23 2021