I might be a biromantic asexual?
From some time i've identified as bisexual, but now, partially because of the ace week, I started questioning my sexuality (again)
I'm not really sure, but I might be somewhere in the asexual spectrum. Here are a few things that make me think so:
I don't really look at people and think that I would like to have sex with them (that doesn't mean i don't think they're pretty)
sex itself looks like an abstract idea, that i should just not worry about for now
i don't feel sad in any way about dying a virgin, and don't get the whole idea of "I can't die a virgin, so I guess now I have to fuck somebody", like who even cares
when I was about 11 I found out that in order to have children you need to have sex (I knew about sex, but didn't know there was any reason behind it) It really put me off and I started thinking that I'd rather adopt a child than have one of my own (it might be unrelated, because as i said i was eleven; it doesn't mean i didn't think about sex then, i did, just not as a "real thing", that I actually would do, if it makes sense)
when i have crushes i don't ever consider having sex with them, for example i had this crush on one guy for a long time and once i don't know why, maybe i just wanted to 'check' if it was still a crush, I tried to imagine having sex with him, and the idea really digusted me, so I naturally assumed that the crush was gone (it wasn't)
I guess that's it for now. It's possible that I'm not asexual after all, but at least I'm going to try to understand ace people better. You're totally valid♥
