I think my mom is a little embarrassed that I have to wear adult diapers. Like, my doctors agree that it's the best for me because it helps reduce the amount of rashes I get and protects my clothes. Like she's supportive but like I wish she'd listen to the doctors that, right now, this is the best thing for me and wearing regular underwear would cause me more pain and ruin my clothes and ruin my sheets and cause more IC flare-ups. It took me a long time to accept that I need them and I understand it's gonna take a while for her too but there is no perfect answer right now or at least not until we figure out why I'm still having leakage.











