i had an gastroscopy and yesterday we were able to confirm gastritis !!
i wanted to talk about this a little bit because it feels like a pretty big deal.
the last 3 years of doctors appointment have left me with some trauma when it comes to medical professionals. they were all so convinced it was all in my head, they left me to starve and dehydrated, and let me go on for YEARS without help. all i asked for was some testings but because my bloods, urine, and ultrasounds came back fine, they never even considered it.
i was really getting scared. after so many doctors told me it was in my head and nothing was wrong and i was seriously worried i’d never get answers or even worse it really was all in my head. all the doctors who told me it was in my head, all the force feeding and the breakdowns and the struggle all led to this. and we finally know part of what’s wrong.
part of me is scared. gastritis is only the start of it. it's only what they can see from the endoscopy. but i’m also hopeful and happy. this certainly isn’t the end. this isn’t the only issue at hand, but it’s a step in the right direction.
i’m happy to say we finally have some results after years of searching and i’m happy with that.
i wouldn't usually put this on facebook but i wanted to share this incase there’s other people out there in my position. who have parents who don’t believe you or doctors or friends. who are scared it’s in their heads or can’t find what’s wrong. if you ever feel like you’re running out of strength i promise theres so much more left in you 🫶🏻