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Intro

A real relationship, the ones that can bring you the most joy comes with a cost. I never thought tremendous pain can come with such blissful joy. I knew that love is undefinable but it’s the first time I’ve experienced it. Lies are just as painful as cheating, hiding things can be hurtful and it impacts the relationship by playing mind games on each other causing trust issues, trauma and unloyalty. Strong relationships in the modern day stick together, through hell and back meanwhile a lot of social influence is just to leave and find that perfect person. Perfection in a relationship doesn’t exist, everyone has flaws and insecurities. There can be a lot of people that can be better than your significant other but there’s that special connection that you know you can’t find with anyone else. With the hardships that come in a relationship, the answer that pops in to mind shouldn’t be to breakup, even when it feels like they completely hurt you where you feel like it couldn’t be healed. The greatest damage also comes with the greatest love. People tend to forget about that including myself at one small point, we humans tend to reflect and remember the greatest moments but when rough waters hit, we neglect it. We are so focused and prioritized on just being happy and how to make it work, when it’s okay to have disagreements, it’s okay to have a different opinion and definitely okay for your partner to drive you crazy out of everyone in your life. The point of a relationship is to stick together through everything and that’s how you know it’s real love. Throughout this tumblr, I’ll write some experiences, post quotes or things about relationships. Followers can message me for advice or ask questions!

-A.K

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January 6th-9th

I’ve been extremely sick the last few days, I had to take work off. With all the spare time, I still didn’t get to update my journal. I spent a good majority of the time sweating in bed and that’s what I will continue to do for the remainder of the weekend. On the 6th, Michael took me out for pho at Super Pho or something like that in Culver City. It was a pretty decent place and the price was average. We also got a BBQ Pork and Kimchi Bahn Mi. When it comes to Asian food, there’s a price range I like to keep it at to know it’s good, too often, Asian food gets Americanized and the prices get jacked up. This one guy recommended we went to this place on La Brea for a Bahn Mi and it was like $8, of course we didn’t get it but our roommate did. She gave us a taste and it was so bland. That night, we also went to 7/11 to get a powerball ticket, the prize was 500M. On the 7th, I did nothing buy died in bed. On the 8th, I attempted to go into work, grabbed my work laptop and left right away. Went to Chinatown in search of Congee and Xiao Long Baos. Damn it was good. Then we got Dim Sum and came home to die in bed again. Today, was the same. Michael went to work at 4 and got me Pho. He’s been taking such good care of me even though when I’m sick I can be so damn stubborn. I really appreciate him for all he does and for putting up with me. My mind still isn’t clear so I’m not able to articulate how I’m feeling and how grateful I am to have him in my life. I’m going to end this here for now and I’ll be back tomorrow. Good night.

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January 3rd, 2016

Last night, we met up with a couple of Michael’s friends in WEHO. I looks Gee but good other friend not so much. He and the people we have met through them don’t seem to be very genuine people. I actually feel that way about a lot of people here in LA. This morning, we got up around noon and went to Backstage Bar in Culver City. It was a great game and downing beers. We won today against the Redskins 33-6. It was a blowout that the stations here stopped airing the game. Luckily, the bar pays a little extra for the NFL Network haha. After, we went to target in Beverly Hills then drinking in WEHO again. This time, we just went to Rage. It was dad in there but I really enjoyed how intimate it was. On our way home, we got$20 worth of tacos and quesadillas and ate to Clueless. It was a good day. Time to turn down with my love and show him how much I appreciate him. Good night Tumblr.

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Wisdom From a Straight Guy

I have always been afraid of befriending straight guys for the obvious reasons but today maybe a turning point. I had a conversation with a straight guy that was a result of him cutting off all "sexual favor" that were to me, and him (even though he'd never admit it), a positive perk of our friendship. This guy is the only guy I'm out to and he wasn't comfortable doing sexual things with me because obviously he was straight. Basically we were bros with benefits, and as most gay guys in this situation the urge to keep this arrangement going was stronger than ever and I wasn't ready to let go. On to the conversation; He said a few things that are resonating with me. He said that the reason it's hard for straight guys to be friends with gay guys is because they eventually start acting like females. I can see the truth in that. I think I made up this fantasy idea that he was my boyfriend, just as he would pretend there was a girl sucking his dick and not me. I became obsessive and needy and that is one of the main reason straight guys sometimes favor their "guy friends" over their "girl friends." Another thing he said (after I had said that all straight guys think that all gay guys want to do is have sex with them, which is sometimes true) was that this stereotype is all in my head and he doesn't just think of he as some gay guy, he thinks of me as his friend. This really made me take a step back and think. Why do I automatically think that straight guys and gay guys can't be friends? I think the sex complicated things but we were friends none the less. Straight guys, although it may take awhile, will understand that just as they lust after girls but still remain friends with them, gay guys can lust after straight guys and still be friends with them. I guess maybe no more friends with benefits but I (which really means we) can start back at square one. He said one more thing; you are experimenting and expecting everything to be perfect. Well, that maybe true as well. I have never actually had a straight guy friend who knew I was gay and I was expecting it to be perfect and I was also expecting something that he was not able nor wanting to give. I think I will have to take the blame for the downfall of this relationship but I think this is good. As much as I want to have sex with my straight friend, like I see in every other gay porno, I can't and that is something I must except.

-The Purest Form of Honesty