11,12,15 and 16 for the bpd ask meme
11. When did you first start having symptoms?
hmm probably when i was too young to notice, quite honestly *r-ddit voice* i was raised by two people with npd so they never picked up on it
12. When did you realize/learn that you have BPD?
everyone knew i had it before i knew. i remember at least 3 people told me i was identical to susanna from girl, interrupted (the pinnacle of bpd movies) and my ex who realized he had bpd kinda hinted that i had it too bc we’re Hoes like that!
15. Do you get jealous often? What makes you jealous?
im actually so much better with jealousy now that i have confidence in myself but i do get bpd jealous??? like i get jealous at irrational things rather than like. real problems
16. Are you a discouraged, impulsive, petulant, or self-destructive borderline?
how about.....all of those