Hi guys!~
So as some of you may know, I used to go by neutral and male pronouns. I labelled myself as agender. For a while I was content with this decision, I was alright with living outside of both genders until recently.
I have been thinking a lot over the past few months about how people see me, how I see myself, how I feel about my body and how everything relates to me being comfortable in my own skin- to be comfortable with my identity.
After speaking to a very good friend going through the same thing and reaching clarity- I have realised that I am not truly happy with myself. Not yet.
As soon as the clinics are ready for me and I get pushed up on the lists, I will be getting a chest operation and receiving hormones (T). I will be labelling myself as Trans (FTM) until I am comfortable enough with myself to finally and happily call myself a male. In the mean time however, I would truly be extremely grateful if you could all address me by male pronouns 'he, him, his' because it feels more comfortable and puts a huge smile on my face.
Being female doesn't sit right, and I'm finally, after years of confusion, doing something about it. :}
When the day finally comes and I am speaking with different specialists, I will be sure to update my progress, not only so I can keep track myself, but to help others who are in the same position as me, hopefully I can give others confidence in my journey!~
