gemini north node ☿
Here we have quite a favourable incarnation. This North Node Sign is indicative of “good” karma if you will. You spent past lives as a higher minded and moral being (Sagittarius South Node). Your soul craved however, to socialise again. Just remember not to become overly confident in yourself. You may feel restless due to that Jupiter orientated past life - you really need to learn how to slow down and concentrate properly, you need to learn how to communicate with other people, you need to learn how to study and re-integrate yourself into society. The soul really wants to join society again, you were quite self-righteous in a past life and had very little restrictions or responsibilities, you were definitely a free spirit. Now you feel the need to get to know your community and neighbourhood better, you had so much liberty and idealism - living as a bachelor of sorts.
You did make it almost impossible for other people to get close to you in a past life, your energy was very scattered and you spent a lot of time unaccustomed to the real demands of society. You had very little responsibility, you won’t be able to live like that again, at least not in this lifetime. You spend so much time now trying to “run”, trying to “free yourself” - only to be smacked in the face by more pesky responsibilities. You don’t like responsibilities but you’re going to have to learn to like them and have them and take them on regardless of what you think you may want. Please try not to be selfish, try to think of others a little bit more. You really need to open your eyes and mix with the society that you are benefiting so much from, you cannot run from society - ignore and then still expect to directly benefit from it. Respect is earned unfortunately - nobody in this lifetime will respect you until you earn it why should people respect you just for existing? You are here to give society a reason to respect you, you have to become a part of society and your community, a part of your neighbourhood, not to hide from everybody all over again. Stop running - start learning. Your prior incarnations were Jupiter themed - now they are Mercury themed. Jupiter is about growth an expansion whereas Mercury is about learning and communicating, so what this means for you is that you need to learn more, talk to people more, socialize more, communicate more. You should try to call people more often and talk to them more patiently - ask more questions, socialise, cooperate. You struggle to actually see yourself clearly in society, who you really are, who you really are to others- your real role in society, your actual role in your community, people to not listen to you anymore and they don’t have to either, people are going to put you in your place in this lifetime, they are going to talk back to you. You’ve probably already noticed this, and will continue to notice this. A dictionary may now be your best friend. Learn how to speak - study language, read, listen. I know you think you don’t have to but you do and the sooner you take this advice, the better. You really need to educate yourself so that you can actually have a place in society, an identity. Study and live in the city, adapt to city life, refrain from moving away to a foreign country. You’ll be tempted to move country a couple of times - don’t. Your body may cry out for sports, nature and country life but you’ll eventually be led to the city and a study of words and language, a study of other people, your freedom and independence will slowly be taken away from you, you will need to learn how to deal with people. Your soul actually wished for all these experiences before it incarnated.
