TW vomiting My life is really amazing, and really happy. But it also has its shitty moments. Recently I’ve been struggling really badly with nausea 🤢. This is my worst nightmare; pain, spasms, and seizures I can handle. But feeling sick, being sick, leaves me miserable. I’m even holding out on taking my morphine when I have pain because I know it’ll increase my nausea... I’d literally rather bear my pain than be sick. Being sick is actually really difficult and dangerous for me; my cough/swallow/gag reflex don’t work properly, so being sick takes a LOT of effort. Yesterday I vomited so violently that I’ve burst a load of blood vessels in my cheeks/eyes, and my face is swollen. These photos are actually today, after the damage has started to heal. I was meant to go swimming today, but I’m just not well enough. I’m hoping after a chilled afternoon I’ll be well enough for guitar lessons this evening. I have palliative care clinic tomorrow, so I’m hoping we’ll be able to sort this out. Please send me photos of puppies and other happy things? #vomitingsucks #unimpressed #getittogetherbody #palliativecarewarrior #notsuchagooddaytoday #sendpuppypics (at Cardiff) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxr3OOehvdE/?igshid=1sqtp3gg70w7
