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@claracosmia
I've seen this before, but it's been years and it just came across my Twitter in its dying days. The words are from a favorite author of mine, Maggie Stiefvater, and they are the words I most need to hear when it comes to dealing with chronic pain and illness. I didn't need this the first time I saw it, six years ago. I need it now. Maybe you do, too.
Playing around again w graphic liner shapes, now which eye do you like better? Technically they're both double wings this time so is it option A on the left the liner with negative space or B on the right the solid thick liner that covers the lid? Also I included a second even more unflatteringly close pic (yes I always forget the hold it out and zoom trick, deal with my pointy face haha) unedited just as a reminder that lots of ppl have pores and spots and scars and fuzz and lines and all that jazz, IT'S NORMAL AND YOU ARE STILL GORGEOUS WITH THEM. Nobody has perfect skin despite what Instagram may want you to think :p (and if you do omg fuk off I'm gonna need a min I'm too envious to talk to you rn lollol) PS now I'm for sure convinced this reddish rusty eye liner colour really makes my grey eyes look green, colour theory is wiggity whack gentlefriends https://www.instagram.com/p/ChyHbNaLq5N/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
It's been A Week 😀 https://www.instagram.com/p/CgzvSMmJCAL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Dear fellow disabled & spoonie folk, pls remember you don't have to earn your right to exist in this world thru productivity Bcs contrary to what capitalist society would like you to believe you don't have to "contribute to society" or "be productive" to be a worthwhile human And besides that creating joy for yourself, or just covering your basic needs, *is* productive anyway you don't have to "produce" something for others. Personally I know this mentality you're only worthy of care and love if you can function "normally" in society is exponentially hard to fight when you're a creative trying to support yourself bcs chronically ill people generally suck at boundaries so we extra suck at self care when self employed boundaries. Constantly feeling guilty when we're too sick to work that we should be working and then when we have a silver of health we lush like mad to catch up and still feel guilty if we spend any on ourselves. It's a horrible cycle we can't win till we reframe the rights we have... Till we remind ourselves we are gorgeous valuable souls without having to contribute or produce a molecule. Till we unbrainwash ourselves from thinking we need to earn the right to exist and if we fail then we deserve our suffering. Till we believe we're valuable & worthy regardless of our abilities or limitations https://www.instagram.com/p/CUYN2FwFb20/?utm_medium=tumblr
Just because I am a disabled person does not mean I am automatically compassionate and empathetic. I do not want to hear about how your back has been hurting for a couple days, or how you didn’t get much sleep last night. I understand that I may seem like somebody who can relate, but I can’t relate to acute pain. I can’t relate to getting better. I don’t get better. I’m not saying I have it worse, I’m saying that I will never get better.
Happy Valentine's day loves I'M GOING LIVE TO CELEBRATE! It's on the sight we can't talk about Lolol so check my twitter for details (handle's claracosmia) Logging back on in 20mins (7pm EST) Had a real rough few weeks and I really miss hanging out w you all, I hope you can make it, the memberboat is super on sale for today only so more peeps can make it to the live 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLSpIIUD4rX/?igshid=jx5u6gl0cc54
Cherlene Tunt from archer vice OUTLAW COUNTRY wooooo! 🔥 📸 @mysterymanphoto https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ2ZMntjF3h/?igshid=17j8p9ufg0pzy
Don't believe anyone that says you're hottest at 20 👌 #spoonie #glowup https://www.instagram.com/p/CJhcCvODAlG/?igshid=1x2tvu2xbmbos
Happy new years eve! Selfie from this month vs swipe for one from Jan... Well I dunno about you but this has def been the longest bloody year of my life. If you could go back and give January you some advice, what would it be? I think mine would just be to work on getting more comfortable leaning on people and also being more patient/kinder w myself when working w my limitations (esp ones not my fault). Who knows if Jan me would have listened tho haha https://www.instagram.com/p/CJfNTK6jUjr/?igshid=8bp6nx4atotu
Happy Christmas my Cosmians! Or cripmas for my fellow spoonies hehe thanks for being on this wild ride of a year w mei couldn't have gotten thru it without you 💕 Got a lil gussied up for Christmas, it's been ages since I felt cute so I wanted to document it. I only had one panic attack about being too sick to get the OF work done but I still sent everyone a super hawt selfie so I'm proud of myself. I tried really hard to carve out some time to focus on things to bring me joy. Extra important as a chronically ill person bcs it feels like you're only allowed to do absolutely necessary things bcs you have such precious limited functionally! And heck we've all learnt a lot this year but one of the lessons it really drilled home for me is the need for boundaries and effort into self care and creating joy. I learned I couldn't help others when I was so broken (but still trying to work) and I'm desperately trying to do things differently now. Anyway one of those things, I planned and have been looking forward to, for ages is my Christmas pudding! I had to special order this gluten free one from England and I am SO EXCITED to set it on fire and stick it in my face 😈 What's something you did today that was just for you? And if you can't think of anything maybe brainstorm something for this weekend bcs self care is important 🥰 PS I have to be rly careful what words I use on here to not get taken down but I'm having a xmas s@le on only you know what, check my twitter for more! https://www.instagram.com/p/CJPj5yNDiQn/?igshid=k7b6it5wkttx
There are a lot of scary crackdown happening across many platforms for adult entertainers. Myself & lots of other models are having to just watch while huge chunks of their livelihood are taken for no good reason. There's some info here and there about some ways to help protect yourself but most of it I'm already doing or way too sick to handle. The best I can do right now is try and make alt accounts and back ups whilst I still have the accounts I do. I really didn't plan for this and I hate that it's making me push back releasing the Xmas content I'm really excited for but obviously I've got to try and protect my accounts before any more are deleted. First things first is a free OF page, since I can't even post most of my content on my socials anymore bcs it's too l3wd. Hopefully at least OF is immune to censorship deletions! Working on an email list too. I know it's a big ask to sign up/follow me on extra stuff but it really means a lot to me. I lost so many friends, really personal posts/stories/shared moments, and huge chunks of my community when my insta was deleted last year and I'm not sure I can handle that again Following me on multiple platforms not only helps boost me but also means I won't lose you entirely if one gets taken down. Joining my email list, following my free OF or following my $1 tier on p@tr30n, if you can manage it, will help me so much in keeping our community (and hopefully my business) intact despite The Man trying to hold our tiddies down. My anxiety is thru the charts right now bcs I couldn't have gotten thru the last two yrs of hell without my Cosmians and I'm terrified to lose more of us. Esp my fellow spoonies. But fingers crossed we're gonna get thru this! I'll drop the accounts as soon as I've made them 💕 Meanwhile if you have any other info or suggestions pls pop it in the comments, hopefully we can help each stay afloat amongst all this puritanical censorship nonsense 📸 By the wonderful @shutter.owl https://www.instagram.com/p/CJH5j7tjuzL/?igshid=1p300my5g97mi
Screencaps from cute lil jiggly video I'm PMing out for free to all my subs w renew on tmrw!
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What the actual balls is my eye colour? I'm used to them looking different colours depending on makeup and lighting but in these pics that's the same so how do they seem to match both bras... Are they just straight up grey? AM I A WITCH?? https://www.instagram.com/p/CItUpMtjVhY/?igshid=1fbqqdn0k41c5
Which elf looks like the naughty one? Lots more Xmas elves content with the wonderful @itsrosemoon in OnlyFamLand (& lewder teases on twitter). Been hard at work curating all the Dec content including naughty videos from our live strip show 😈 and I'm so excited to share it! PS I'll be sending out a free 7 min video to my subs around xmas 📸: @shutter.owl https://www.instagram.com/p/CIrg3-tj8Zb/?igshid=kg89qvkthrvc
In Feb my hand pain was so bad I couldn't even pet my cats. I would just sit there crying bcs they'd nuzzle my hands, I'd try to do just a lil scritch, and it'd be excruciating. But bcs of everyone's help w the fundraiser, the ring braces & treatments I'm getting now ensure lots of pets most days 🥰 I'm just so damn grateful, and so are the kitties, thank you cosmians 💕 #spoonie #chronicpain #ringsplints #hypermobile https://www.instagram.com/p/CIrASO6j-d-/?igshid=188i2avrv8akt
What flavour of Mrs Claus is your favourite... Goth or Vanilla? (check my twitter for more from these looks!) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIo_VUyDjTH/?igshid=1gs0pqeuck7a5
What's your fav Xmas cookie? This Xmas ho would love a comment! My last cookie monster post was a hit to my algorithm obvs haha Esp after the removed posts its super fucked so here's an easy post PLS TALK ABOUT COOKIES OR MY BOOBS OR SOMETHING 🙏 PS I'm dropping daily smexy n cute Xmas content for my OnlyFam check my highlight to join!I still have very lil time with how bad my health is so almost all of it is going to OnlyFam & ClaraLand (p@ttre0n). 🥰 I'm really enjoying getting to develop next level relationships with my biggest supporters and also have a fabulous fun safe place to push my sexy limits and see what new stuff I can make!! I also PM out bonus free content so youre srsly missing out 💋 https://www.instagram.com/p/B5rCyV-pPcv/?igshid=10pseg32q13xa
