#gettingitoutthere

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Island of strange attraction

Last day on this island of pure hapiness and peace

To bad all that goodness will cease

When tomorrow i fly back to the other side of the world

My thoughts and feelings twisted and twirled

I might be imagining this

Maybe I expected too much bliss

But last night before i fell asleep beside you

Dont know if it’s actually true

A tiny seed was planted in my heart and brain

And today it has been ripping me apart again

It might be because of the drinking but i’ve done a shit ton of thinking

What i possibly could have done to fuck up all the fun

I can see on your face in the way you look at me

That i’m not the person you hoped i was, not so careless and free

How the seed grows, it’s vines and leaves strangling my already shattered heart

And i’m just waiting for it to fall apart

Like it did so many times before

Like the time i ran out my mothers door

Bag on my back, bag in my hand, no where to go, no where to stand

It’s very possible i have this all wrong

But this is what i do and have done, all life long

Worry and stress and fret about the tiniest of things

Trying to be the one to pull my own puppet strings

I have tears in my eyes and am about to start crying

I have the feeling that i’m dying

But you looked at me and smiled and in that tiny moment

I saw a person reflected in your eyes that might actually be a worthy opponent

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Getting it out there

Getting it out there is what my intention with this tumblr blog is. "Getting WHAT out there?" one might ask. Well, you see. I'm a fairly (modesty) creative person, but my problem is, and has always been, getting my creative things, and mostly my creative thoughts, out. I think these brilliant things in my head, and then when I sit down and try to get them out, there is only sounds of blowing wind in my head. 

No joke, I'm very serious. So this is an attempt to share with the world, the brilliance within. Now that was a joke. ;)

Things I will post will be really diverse. One day I'll bore you to death writing about my day and all the boring things that bored me. (I get easily bored). Another day I'll (hopefully) share a brilliant idea or a working progress of a previous idea. And some days there will just be randome rambling (not much unlike this). 

I have, of course, a hidden agenda with this as well. But what would be the point of telling you what said agenda is, then it's no longer hidden and loses it's original purpose. 

Oh, and I will be writing in both swedish and english. Mostly in english tho cus my thoughts, at least the deeper once that are hard to catch and write down, are most often in english. This might be because the english language is more poetic then the swedish, but then again.. no I think that's pretty much it. 

I have a confession. (And this I will tell you). I'm a nerd. Not a massive nerd, but never the less a nerd. So I might (no no, this will happen), nerd out on you here. If that is how you say that. Because where I live right now, I have a lot of awesome friends, but no nerd friends. So I'll need an outlet. Just FYI. 

On a totally related note I'll share with you the thing that brightens up my days at the moment (apart from the snow), it's a website. and they do podcasts, utterly brilliant podcasts with utterly brilliant people (specially if you are a nerd). 

http://www.nerdist.com/

GO GO GO! 

This will be all for today, this very first day. Hope you'll follow me and that I might, at times, put a smile on your face. 

"Enjoy your burrito!" 

[iwatchedworldsburn]

To all Republicans/Democrats out there

As much as I hate America and its capitalist system, I'm going to be patriotic just this once. To all Republicans out there right now who are bitching about Obama being re-elected, SHUT THE FUCK UP! Like seriously! This also goes for all Democrats bitching about a Republican whenever he/she becomes president! It doesn't fucking matter! How the hell are you supposed to support your own country by judging specific political policies?! No, an American supports his country for what it stands for and what it has accomplished as a country; not by criticizing a particular candidate's policies! History has shown that both policies work regardless of who it affects and what happens. And you can't just judge a party based on on single aspect or just all one-sided views! The goal of America is to establish authority, improve itself and stand out in the world; because without a leader, who knows what the fuck kind of mess we would be in! So stop worrying and bitching about what you yourself believe in and praise our country's goddamn Constitution for what it stands for: that we have a leader, a president who is willing to run the country for life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness, truth and justice for all!

So what's it going to be? Loyalty to your country, or loyalty to your party? Your country, or your political candidate? What the country stands for, or your beliefs? Your duty as an American or your personal feelings? Because whichever choice you make determines if you're really an America patriot...