#ghsd

[existentialscreaming]

New Pinned!

Hey yall I'm Axel (he/it)

I'm a gay and trans man

I have:

Generalized hypermobility spectrum disorder (gHSD)

And postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (pots)

Constant pain :)

Feel free to ask me questions and give me advice! I just am a silly guy talking about my silly life

my main: @demonicscreeching

[lesbians4lino]

new aesthetic: baby giraffe core

[fazcrew]

Here come all the fruits with the ryan in [x]

[bustedlookinbean]

not only do i have to deal with my awful mental health right now but i also have to deal with my awful physical health, i’m not having a good time

[saftochbulle]

anyone else that have issues wearing a nightguard? I got one to help me with my TMJ(D) a few years ago but i only wear it when i have flare ups because i cant swallow without sucking on it first, which means that when i wake up there’s blood on/in it and my front teeth hurt A LOT. 

[bishopsknifetrick-moved]

hey atlas i mgay

hey adrian i too am gya

[woolfcried]

moon river makes me even madder that they dubbed over audrey in my fair lady. sure, the songs in that are a lot harder vocally but damn it she tried really hard to train her voice and you can hear the emotion she puts into the songs and it makes me really upset that they would lie to her about dubbing it

[taypls]

Torn || Loulor

Taylor threw her phone on the couch. She didn't need it where she was going now. She didn't want to be disturbed. By anybody. It was like when he left the party. She channeled all her energy into Louis, and just Louis. No distractions allowed. That was how it was when it was him and her. She owed it to him and more. It was still somewhat surreal to her that he loved her in the way that he did, but there was no turning away from it. She was to face it, and take the pain and the guilt as she deserved. She was almost sure that she would never truly stop blaming herself, and even years into the future, she would deep down believe it was her fault.

She dressed in jeans. Her stripy top. Flats. She wanted Louis to be able to make the best of his 21st birthday, even hospitalized and broken up. Taylor didn't believe she was the best thing for that, but she wanted to see him, and he wanted to see her, despite all of the complications and obstacles in their relationship. Lou messed with her head a lot. He was nothing like Luke, yet she seemed to be starting to realise what she actually could have with him. But the hard part was, she could have something beautiful with Luke, too. She hated being torn apart like this when all she could do was stand by and watch as her heart began to fray, tugged in different directions to two different, perfect boys. Jade was right. She would have to pick one soon, to avoid even more pain. Taylor shook her head to clear it, climbing into her car and starting the ignition.

The hospital smell hit her straight away and she avoided cringing, walking up to the front desk. Unexpected nerves washed over her as she put forward her name, and the nurse gave her a sympathetic look. Probably remembering her from last night. Her screaming and pleading, her tears, her helplessness. Taylor had to look down and avoid her eyes.

When granted entrance permission, she ran down the halls. Ran to find Louis. To see him in person. His room number was written down on the inside of her palm. Bursting open his door, she practically tripped into the room and dived to hug him, unable to stop herself. "Lou..."