Sober...
I’m one year sober...
Sober from being out of pain
Sober from being free of worry
Sober from feeling some type of
Calm...unburdened...happy
I’m sober
But I’d give it all away again
To feel that perfect high
Once more
To be pain free and soar
To sleep so soundly
I believe that I’d opened doors
Even though the dosage
Is...never enough...
It costs so much
Money, family, friends
To be pain free and happy
How much would you give?
And will it ever be enough?
~ Christmas Eve 2018 ~










