Grayson Hawthorne x Reader
Warnings - Smut (Male Masturbation)
A/N - it's my first time writing masturbation so please don't hate it
Grayson had been away from you for a whole 2 weeks now and it was killing him to not be by your side. You see, Avery had asked you to come with her, Libby and Max for a birthday getaway before her actual birthday and it was strictly girls only which unfortunately excluded any Hawthornes from coming.
At first, albeit a little saddened by your absence, Grayson was fine. He did work at the foundation, bickered with his brothers, and covered for Avery while she was gone. then he started to do things like color code your wardrobe, organize your makeup, and stare at your instagram page for way too long.
By now everyone in the house could tell how bad he missed you, and it was starting to become a real problem for him. Especially during the night.
Usually, Grayson didn't have many "self care" sessions but with you gone and almost everything in his room engraved with your signature scent, he couldn't hold back any longer.
Grayson had been staring at the picture on his phone for a hot minute now. He was hard and contemplating whether or not he should just go to bed but the way you looked made his hand wander down to his belt.
You were on the beach during golden hour wearing the tightest bikini he ever saw, posing like you were crawling in the sand. The position gave him the perfect view of your deliciously revealing top.
He's always loved your boobs. He was never one to deprive himself of a quick glance at whatever top you were wearing on any given day just to see how perfect your cleavage looked. He felt himself twitch.
With his belt now unbuckled, he began to palm himself through his briefs. He let out a low hiss at the relief.
He closes his eyes and starts to imagine how much better it would be if you were here with him. You'd let him slowly undress you, taking his time to kiss along each newly exposed piece of skin until you lay naked under him.
He momentarily lifted off the bed and to allow his briefs to pool at his ankles along with his slacks Once his cock was free, he squeezed the head and slowly dragged his thumb over his slit.
"Ah-" He cut himself off with a gasp, more sensitive than usual 'How pathetic.' he thought. He should be able to keep himself together for longer than this.
He wonders what you're doing right now. Have you been thinking of him the same way he was of you? Have you touched yourself like he is right now?
The thought of you being forced to pleasure yourself because he wasn't around to do it for you pained Grayson deeply.
He started to pump his now leaking cock acting as lube. His eyes rolled as he bit back a moan. He pictures your face contorting in pleasure while you fall apart to your own fingers.
Deciding he needed to see more of you, Grayson went to his photo app and began swiping through the album he labeled "Personal" until he found your video.
He pressed play and was immediately blessed with the sound of your soft moans. You were laying down on your back with the camera straight above you, which gave Grayson a pov of hovering above you while you fingered yourself. His favorite view.
"Ah- Gray!" you wailed. He bucked up into his hand at the sight of your eyes rolling shut. Clearly you had started before you actually hit the record button.
His face was incredibly hot as the pressure started to rise. He drags he hand down to the base and squeezes to try and replicate the feeling of your warm walls taking him in.
"Mmh f-fucking perfect." He groaned out.
He can feel himself losing control as each second without release goes by. His ragged breathing now fills up the room.
"Want you inside me. You'd fill me up so good." Your words come out breathy.
The way the camera was set up also gave him the perfect view of your tits. Every time your hand sped up, your chest would bounce.
"You'd feel so amazing baby, you're so amazing, so- ah mm." You cried out. By now your eyes were glazed over and the camera was shaking a bit, making it slightly harder for Grayson to see every single detail in your face but he didn't care.
He only needed to hear your sweet praises and moans slip from your gorgeous lips.
His hand speeds up as your moans grow loader with nothing but his name on your tongue. Grayson really wishes it was your pussy squeezing his dick instead of his hand.
The hand holding his phone up to his face is gripping it so tight the screen might crack. "Please love. I'm so close." He shut his eyes and let out a groan that turned into a moan half way out of his mouth. "It's been too long."
His hand was going so fast he could faintly feel his arm starting to hurt but he couldn't bring himself to care, he was too close to the edge.
You turn your head to the side into the pillow and he wishes he was there to bite your newly exposed neck. "Fuck, Gray baby- ah, I'm gonna cumm." You bit your lip to prevent yourself from screaming.
"Please,please please-" He cut himself off with a loud groan as he came. Ropes shot out, completely covering his hand.
His thighs were twitching along with his dick while he rode out his orgasm. He opened his eyes to see the end of your video.
You were laid out breathing heavily and staring at the ceiling with a serene smile on your face. The camera was now aimed at your side profile due to the fact that your arm came down during your own orgasm.
You turned to look at the camera with a sweeter smile on your face. "Goodbye Gray, I hope you don't miss me too much." You blew a kiss at the camera before the video stopped.
Funny, you made this for him before you left. "You might get lonely without me." You joked.
Grayson of course denied needing a video to get through the next few weeks saying "I have more self control than that."
It seems you were right after all.
A/N - sorry this took so long. it was a bit harder to figure out a masturbation scene than I thought it would be
