@godct liked for a starter!
Lana never cared for that coffee drinking misogynist. Something about him rubbed her the wrong way. The way he objectified the women, the way he called everyone ‘kitten,’ his constant desire to be seen as the best, all while never seeming to put in as much effort as Mia did.
Yet, something about him was a bit admirable. She couldn’t bring herself to hate him - no matter how much she wanted to. Dahlia Hawthorne ruined several people’s lives, though Mia Fey’s was the fault that stood out the most. Lana always loved Mia, even after their fling in law school was over and the two went their separate ways, Lana kept in touch with the other woman. She loved Mia, she did. Even if Mia moved on.
She remembered staying up late, comforting her ex-girlfriend, now friend, for the death of her boyfriend. She remembered cursing Dahlia Hawthorne’s name for causing Mia that much pain, and she remembered wanting to hold Mia Fey close, to tell her everything was going to be alright.
And yet, when she wanted to hate Diego Armando the most - for stealing Mia away, for acting the way he did, she felt the most sorry for him. Mia Fey was dead, and when he finally woke from the coma of seven years, she felt sorry for him. She remembered reading about Mia’s death in the newspaper. She remembered the tears falling down her tanned face as she remembered how much the girl meant to her. She remembered pushing Ema away when she needed her sister the most. She remembered how trapped she felt, how alone she truly was.
Yet, she wanted to comfort Diego Armando - Godot now. Let him know how she felt, let him know he wasn’t alone.
So she met him, something inside of her shifted, she wanted to meet Mia’s boyfriend, and she wasn’t sure if it was for selfish reasons. Yet she sat, she sat in the small coffee shop at the address the man sent and waited, tapping her short nails against the paper cup.