#goddess mail

[goddessxeffect]

The last days have been a bit hard on me. After reading a lot about Hinduism and Non Dualism (coming from LoA) I see the "World" completely different and don't see it anymore as 3D which is separate from the 4D. My Ego and the whole world is just an illusion and false, made up from my consciousness (hence, consciousness is the only real reality) There is only my SELF entertaining SELF. There is no other because everyone and everything is me. Only me. I AM completely alone and no one can hurt me except me hurting myself. Memories and pain are just illusions too and don't exist either. I started to feel at peace and my mind was quiet for a short period of time BUT getting rid of the ego (seeing it as not a part of my SELF) or being indifferent to my ego made my anxiety GO HIGH after few days and I tried to just observe the thoughts and don't give them too much attention but it made it worse. My Ego has always to do something to feel in control e.g. affirming or doing other methods it started to feel wrong to do nothing and just *be*. Doing methods soothes the anxiety. I just feel stuck on my journey of realizing self. Can you give me any advice?

Hey, I'm so sorry for the late reply. I haven't been online much here.

Oh friend, I feel you - I have been there. For almost a year I believed that I made no progress within this philosophy and no matter what I did, I still felt there was an Ego (I don't like that word, or any word for it, makes it realer than it is - it's a baseless thought) until I encountered an extremely profound realization.

What if you made no progress all this time because there is nowhere to go, no progress to achieve and nothing to become?

You are it, right now. Just notice.

We are NOT in LoA anymore, I'm not gonna give you x methods to practice. You can't become more awake or aware than you already are... being awareness itself!

[goddessxeffect]

Hello I want to shift to a parallel reality but I find it really hard because I feel powerless and being in this reality makes me sick in my stomach because I am extremely unhappy with myself and my circumstances and whenever I connect with my dr self I feel really happy and free. But it’s just I keep waking up and i have been trying to shift for 1 year while affirming during the day. What should I do??

I have never, not once, talked about shifting. How could I be qualified to answer your question. This is a serious question: How did you find my blog when the only concept I’ve been discussing since the beginning is non-duality? But since words or concepts are irrelevant anyway, I will answer your question honestly.

I understand your pain and deep desire to change your reality. Haven’t we all been there? I wish someone had told me, right from the start, what I am about to tell you.

Sadly, you’ll never be able to change your reality or shift elsewhere. Precisely because there is nothing to change called "your reality" or "circumstances." What you call reality is simply not what it seems. Just like your DR is not something tangible. The good news is that they are the same! You’ve been dreaming up a nightmare and now feel stuck in it, not realizing it for what it is – a dream!

If you are ready to hear this message and not blindly search for validation or desires, please read the following:

Firstly, behind questions like these often lies a desire to experience something in the physical (that is, 'in reality'), which has only bee

based on your statement “tangibility itself is another experience arising within "Awareness".” how does one go about choosing tangible thing

[goddessxeffect]

Hello, I'm new to this and I have a question, when they say "everything happens in consciousness" what does it mean? I seriously don't understand it

Whether you're feeling or simply thinking—each experience unfolds within something, or somewhere, and that something is you: the Awareness. That's all there is to it.The word you choose to describe it—awareness, consciousness, presence, God, or any other term—ultimately points to the same essence.

[goddessxeffect]

While I remain persistent in the assumptions I make in my daily life, my mind thinks that this requires a habit and process, but the assumptions we make while we are asleep are realized at that moment, they occur in the quantum field, like the state of space. situation or astral projection like shifting gears. There is no need for any process, no need for any habit, no need for shadow work, assumptions made while asleep are realized in the moment. Do we exist somewhere else during sleep or hypnosis? Are we in another dimension? Has a curtain been lifted? I guess the answer to this is What has been lifted is the perception of the physical plane. Without it, there is no resistance between the physical in where the assumptions are still not manifested and the assumptions.So can we say that there is no need to practice or be aware of nonduality? BECAUSE THEY ACHIEVED THE SHIFTING BEFORE ANYONE IN THE SOCIETY WAS AWARE OF THIS INFORMATION. PETER CAWKWELL, FOR EXAMPLE, MY FAVORITE OR BEST FRIEND DID THIS.Then can we say that the main event is assumption? It may even be assuming nonduality.

I apologize in advance; this question must have been in my inbox for a while. I have been irregularly active here, so I’m sorry for only answering your question now.

Unfortunately, I’m not sure what your exact question is? I feel like you are mixing up many concepts, and because of that, you’ve lost focus on the simple, big message or context behind all these 'hints' (= concepts).

" So can we say that there is no need to practice or be aware of nonduality? "

In this community, we never say that you have to actively practice non-duality. It is not a technique and cannot be practiced. It is an understanding—rather, a hint toward understanding. It is also meant to be let go of once you have found your answer. Nobody else can do it for you!

" Then can we say that the main event is assumption? It may even be assuming nonduality. "

Of course, non-duality is just a concept; you might as well call it an assumption. I don’t really care. I don’t use it because it causes confusion with the terms used in the law of assumption. Yes, you need to let that go too. Non-duality is not "the truth" per se, but it helps to understand what reality (is that what you call 'main event') actually is.

You are too focused on words. What is the message that lays behind them?

[goddessxeffect]

How do one focus on self realisation while handling school, studies, exams ? Like how do they not get engaged with the ego while doing all that ?

~ Thank You ✨

I'm gonna quote Bry on this (she specifically answered this several times) from here

" You detach from the idea that the person is who you are. Let the person continue to live it's life and fulfill it's obligations like studying, but maintain the knowing that it's not who you are. The ego is not real and whatever is happening "on the outside" is not real."

[goddessxeffect]

i have such a big problem not identifying with the ego like I try but then I just panick about life and I try a lot. I’m too harsh on myself when I care about the body-mind. I wake up and I try to remind myself “hey you’re not this” but I just can’t perceive it as true.

Your biggest or only "problem" is that you think you have to do something to be Awareness because as of right now, you think (and yes, it is just a thought) you = ego, and not you = Awareness. That's why the big bad Ego is in the way and has to get rid of. The only One making it real and "in the way" is you identifying with it.

You are missing the entire point here. All of this is effortless because you are already what you supposedly were searching for. Yes, you are trying, trying to be what you already ARE. You're like a man who has his glasses on but is searching for them.

When you know who you really are, you are being yourself again and know that the character is not you. You don't have to try. Of course you can't perceive it as true from your current POV (characters mind), you are actually beyond this mind but "trying" to understand that trough that very mind you want to get rid of and with which you identify. Let the Ego, the mind, be. It has nothing to do with you.

Do you forcefully try to change your dreams or do you just wake up and then realize there hasn't been any problems at all because it was just in a dream?

[goddessxeffect]

Hello ! <3

Actually I'm here from the very start of loa from subliminal to affirmations from 3d to amino apps shiftok I have seen everything ! I have always been successful in manifesting it's like from the start I have thought of me as a creator but now !! For some times I keep getting distracted or misunderstood or idk the thing is the self yes I know self is real duh duh duh but what about Venessa what about Laura these are my creation so how I just leave them like nothing? Ik we all need the inner peace the self knowledge the knowledge of we are everything but characters the ego how can we leave them to be it the connection the family we are the one who created now she is in the problem how are we going to leave her

Is there a thing where I can just silent all these questions and you know I think I'm attached to heal my inner child not the self but the child who have been neglected by my own self nothing is impossible I as a master manifester know it !! But Love why I can't just let it happen why can't I just imagine and think it's over why I keep going back to the old picture why? ( English is not my first Lang and while writing this I think I have adhd too ) I just can't focus

I'm not really sure if I understood your question, it is obvious that you (Ego) are confused right now. I think that you got entangled in all those "teachings" or concepts so let me shed a light on it :)

First of all, there is a massiv difference between what you learned in LOA and what I am teaching here (self realization). What I'm trying to get across to you is that you are no longer stuck in a loop of trying to fulfill an Ego, even if LOA calls that Ego "Self, God or Creator" - they don't know what they are talking about, honestly.

To know your real being you have to first abandon what you thought yourself to be. – Ada (4dbarbie)

You (Ego) wanting to manifest something stems from a THOUGHT of not having it, so you (Ego) want it. You having something, also a thought. Your mind, body, EGO, this world, people are just THOUGHTS of Self / thoughts in Awareness.

Everything already exists in you (Self). You are awareness taking the shape of this body, dreaming of this reality literally. There's nothing to manifest. There's nothing real here. You (Self) imaging lack and desire through an Ego, for real.

You literally got teached to add more imaginary labels to yourself than getting rid of labels altogther aka waking up from the dream. You have to come to the point where you understand that both Egos, Vanessa and Laura, are equally not real. You are making each of them "real" by thinking "this is me" and adding the Ego to your "I am". Let alone that you are asking this questions shows me that you are still very attached to her or both of them. Detach and disbelieve. They are not real or all you are, do you care what happens to a dream when you wake up?

You can do a lot of parctises actually: sit in silence, self inquiry or just understanding who you are are… the second part of your question is kind of already answered in what I already wrote above. Detach, this is Ego talking (also Ego labeling itself "Master-Manifestor" and being afraid of letting go.)

Stop worrying, you are already Self. You only have to let go of the thought that you are this Ego, that's all. Let the thought pass!

[goddessxeffect]

Do you personally believe that everything is truly possible? Since our true being is just consciousness, wouldn't you think that we don't have to even be humans anymore? We could take on forms of mythical creatures, create new worlds from scratch and so so much more, like it's almost crazy to think about. I would love to hear your take on this!🙈

Short answer: yes :)

Well, You (Self, Awareness) are creating this world and its characters (like Ego) every moment from scratch, why would it be crazy to think that you can dream up any new world with new "rules" i.e. mythical creatures exist? You are just too attached to this one (dream) world and that one character specifically that you can no longer see this yourself.

But it is not much of a question if I believe that this can be done since I'm just a figment of your (Self) imagination. Are you willing and ready to doubt the reality of this world and your Ego? You have to realize that all of this is imaginary or unreal or else you'll never be able to change the attitude towards ego and moving on from it!