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[krishnmohini]

what’s the story behind your name?

I got my name because my aunt was praying while my mom was pregnant and she says that “a voice told me to name you ___ so I told your mom” till this day I don’t know if she was delusional, hearing things or if it was a ghost lmaooo

[krishnmohini]

how much aura did I loose when I was watching Krishnavataram in the kitchen and cried at Krishna’s death scene because I imagined kanha leaving this earth and leaving us behind. Then my mom came out and saw me crying so I had to make the excuse that my school work is hard (I study arts) 😭😭

[neelabharkavi]

Did this happen to you guys as well

We will be dreaming about Kanha

Suddenly we get glimpse. But could not differentiate between dream or mental projection

I have this. Iam not sure

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@hari-priya

[krishnmohini]

Something about kanha’s decision to marry 16000 princesses he’s just…so self-sacrificial. No one asked for his consent but he has never refused anyone because he loves humans so much. The way that he divided himself constantly so that every wife can get his time. He would’ve been justified with not doing that but because he’s so righteous he wants to fulfill his duty towards all his wives. He’s the only god that is known for allowing his devotees to see him as a husband and then reciprocated the feelings of his devotees…People don’t realize how big of a deal that is. He just never refuses anything….you don’t have to be perfect to have him….you don’t need to be a sadhu…you don’t need to be pure , you don’t need the perfect personality you just need to love him and he’ll take care of you.

[azuredrift]

And today I finally turned and saw you once again, I do not blame you for you were always there. If anyone, it is my sinful eyes to be blamed that looked right through you as if you were only a bundle of fresh air. As if you were only ever a figment of my imagination —beautiful, but not real, and definitely not permanent. What a terrible crime they've committed.

But today I looked to my right once, and there you were —waiting , and smiling as ever.

"Aah, so finally you actually see me today, Sakhi," you said almost teasing, and then your expressions turn into mock hurt, "you took too long, sakhi, too long. Look I'm getting older here waiting for you," you said, pouting.

"Aren't you already a billions year old, Kanha," I laugh.

"Technically, even older but who's counting," you tease smirking as you spin the flute in your fingers. "But it's not a good feeling being ignored like this, Sakhi. Dont ever do that again, ok?"

And as I see your face, tears running down my eyes, Never again, I think. Never again. Please dont ever push me again, Kanha. Please dont ever let me forget the only one worth remembering—You.

Hare Krishna🙏💕

Tagging: @darkskytenjiku I think you might enjoy reading this🥹

[mimaridoesmurari]

Don’t you feel blasphemous viewing krishna in a lustful way. I feel like we’ve been brought up with tbe mentality that god should be pious and pure and sex is something that is too high up for him. Have you never thought that perhaps Keishna is mad at you for viewing him in that way and how do you deal with it

I dont feel blasphemous at all. Never I did.

Infact, I always had a crush on Him.

All these stories of saints writing romantic stuff to Him, got me all giddy on my toes.

My lust is a consequence of my extreme secretly crazy obsessive love for Him.

I cant digest the fact that romantic love and lust are separate. For me, it is just opening up different layers of myself to the One i love.

Yes, whatever I read, all the godmen say the same thing.

Moral policing, anti-sensual, claiming God to be akin to a military sergeant.

They put God so high up on a pedestal, where He becomes unreachable, in the pretext of being formal.

An entity who knows you through all ur births, someone who knows us better than our parents, why do we need too much of formality to approach such a person?

Rules, rules and rules. So tired of this.

To answer you, yes I have thought about this.

Am i too blasphemous?

Is He OK with it?

If i am overstepping His boundaries, if He consents.to it. I asked Him.

"If You dont like me "like that", do tell me. I will walk away, once and forever."

He never said no. Infact, He gave me dreams and signs of a relationship much beyond conventional stuff.

I dont have to deal with anything. I personally dont see it as a sin.

And i have no regrets whatsoever.

My feelings for Him are still a secret, no one knows it other than me and Him who lives in my Heart.

I hope He never says no.

Because I have nothing to look forward to, except for Him.

I have nothing to give Him, other than myself.

Hope He is happy with my offering.

[krishnmohini]

Never believing twink femboy kanha propaganda

like guys he’s literally the stereotypical robust pretty boy archetypeeee

He is described in Mahābhārata & Harivaṁśa as Mahābāhu → long, powerful arms; Vṛtta-bāhu → well-rounded (not thin) arms; Uru-skandha → broad shoulders; Vakṣaḥ-sthala vistīrṇa → wide chest; Sama-deha → perfectly proportioned body; Dīrgha-bāhu → arms reaching near the knees.