“Sometimes saying how you feel breaks your heart.”
“But if you don’t, are you ever happy?”
– the dilemma
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“Sometimes saying how you feel breaks your heart.”
“But if you don’t, are you ever happy?”
– the dilemma
S //
Ptsd, the first time you broke my heart I thought I’d never make it out of the darkness. I thought I couldn’t live without you. But after all was said and done and we wasted years, you were the one to pull me out. You healed me and you broke me and you healed me. And I thought the darkest trauma was gone and far away. Then the symptoms came back. You were going to do it again. And I could take anything now, but I couldn’t have you do what you did to me again. And you would’ve done it without spending an extra second thinking about it. And I would’ve been thrown into the darkness so deep even you couldn’t pull me out.
S // adding salt to my wounds
Final semester!!! That is so exciting!!! You’ll smash it I’m sure 🏆 And getting ahead now for May is absolutely a 10/10 excellent idea, dissertation submissions come up so quickly 😥
Start of the year has been good because I’m starting a new job next week so I am really looking forward to that! Can’t wait to move back to the city omg. Other than that the weather has been lovely so I’ve been swimming lots which has been so nice ☀️
i’m sorry this is so late!! i haven’t been online at all the uni work is killing me 😵💫 thank u sm!! i fear i have too much data analysis to do struggling fr
oh that’s so exciting! how’s the new job going? i hope ur move went good <3 swimming weather sounds so nice! it’s been a weirdly warm january here! i hope everything going well for you!! are you excited for what might happen tonight 👀
HELLO LOVELY!!!
How have you been??? I hope you had a wonderful new year and christmas break 🩷
renee hello!! i’ve missed sending u asks ngl 🤧 i’m doing pretty well hehe going back to uni for my final sem (!!) this weekend and we just got our new assignments and stuff so i’m just working on uni stuff so i’m not overwhelmed in may with everything including my dissertation due at the same time shdjf
it’s been lovely! a really nice break to freshen up 😌 how have u been!! how’s 2024 treating u so far? good i hope <3
sorry for reblogging a bunch of sex education stuff from you dkmlskfhjf I finally finished the season and knew you’d have the goods x
I'm happy to provide 😌🫶
As someone who has watched jane the virgin since it came out I am loving your live blogging! It’s so entertaining to see your thoughts when I know what’s coming next dhskljgaj it’s such a great series too I love it so much 🩷
AW TY i'm loving it so far, really pleasantly surprised by it
willow and no body, no crime 😎
1. willow 🌿 whats a song you can't get out of your head?
cowboy like me! i just love her voice and lyrics in it
6. no body, no crime 🛥 what's your relationship with your best friend like?
oh well we've known each other since middle school, we don't talk often but i could say she is the most kind and loyal person in my life
I am of the belief that the greatest loves we experience are the ones who do hurt us, the ones who meant enough that they have the ability to, the ones who uproot us and make us different, or just more ourselves than ever before. I believe that love is trans-formative, and that shying away from that is one of the greatest ways we sell ourselves short.