Mar 5, 2021
I cant tell what are dreams and what are memories and what i’ve done and not done i cant take it anymore i just don’t know what is real i wanna rip my hair out
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I cant tell what are dreams and what are memories and what i’ve done and not done i cant take it anymore i just don’t know what is real i wanna rip my hair out
My reality is so blurred i legit can’t differentiate between dreams and memories. It’s very confusing.
I’m so up and down it’s mad, i go from crying hysterically legit about to kill myself to being angrier than an erupting volcano to the happiest lil cherub around like i can’t keep up with myself i need to chill
Is it even....actually possible to be borderline and in a long distance relationship..?!?. Cus like my heart breaks about 38 times a day
When i was in the psych ward we lived on really strong coffee with a shit ton of sugar to try make it through the day because they just upped everyone’s meds and zombified us until they could kick us out
i keep hallucinating spiders everywhere why can’t i see things that i’m not absolutely petrified of like idk a leaf i could deal with that
Can clothes with ‘cute but psycho’ please die the fuck out!? Psycho isn’t an edgy adjective and having psychosis or psychotic episodes isn’t fucking cute and soft grunge. They’re terrifying and confusing.
Do boys even realise how mean they are?