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She’s in the sun, the wind, the rain, She’s in the air you breathe, in every breath you take. She sings a song of hope and cheer, There’s no more pain, there’s no more fear You’ll see her in the clouds above and hear her whisper words of love. You’ll be together before long, Until then listen for her song.
Heaven Needed You More
No words can describe the heartache, no words of comfort anyone can say. I've never felt a pain like this before a piece of my heart died with you. But I guess Heaven needed you more, but I can't understand exactly what for, is this a trial of my faith? a lesson to be learned? why did my baby come to earth then so quickly return? I gotta get up off the floor and trust that Heaven needed you more. I came home to an empty nursery, your cries and laughter won't fill this room, this was not the way I planned it. oh Lord I'm needing comfort from you. My arms are empty but you'll remain in my heart, and just remember Mommy loves you and we're not really far apart. Yes Heaven needed you more, and I'm starting to understand exactly what for, it's been a trial of my faith, so many lessons have been learned, yes my baby came to earth and then so quickly returned, but I'm up off the floor I know that Heaven needed you more. -Mikalene Ipson
Sweet soul, keep loving ❤️
Infant loss month always hits hard. I don’t think it will ever get easier. Even with a healthy, ever-growing, and curious child…It hits even harder for me since having my early missed miscarriage that resulted in over a month of waiting, 2 rounds of meds, and eventually needing a D&C. I’ve experienced it from both ends, something I couldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Our symbol for Emma, as most of…
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Holidays without You here....
Holidays without You here….
What should be such a fun season for parents, is a harsh reminder of what is not, for more than you think…. buckle up for this short, but sweet reminder this holiday season! As for myself, this year hits a little harder. You see I should have not only a 4.5 yr old girl, and a 3 yr old boy, but also an almost 4-month-old baby as well. And while I am so incredibly happy to have Easton here, to…
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You are NOT Alone
You are NOT Alone
Hi everyone! Just wanted to be able to update everyone at once, as opposed to having to text hundreds of people and explain things over an over again.. Some of you already know, but Ryan and I were trying for baby #3. We actually happened to get pregnant very quickly after having my birth control removed. After the initial shock wore off, I scheduled my first appointment. I got to see that…
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In the past 10 years we've lost 4 children, learned the church we had been going to our whole lives is actually a cult, left that cult, and lost all our friends and family. So we bought an rv and we're putting all our stuff into storage and living in the woods for a while. Going to wander wherever to find somewhere we can build a new life.
It took a lot for us to figure out what we needed to do to begin moving on from all this grief, so in case anyone else is asking "what do you do when you lose all your children, escape a cult, and lose all your friends and family too?" Buying an rv and going to live in the woods for a bit might be the answer
Distracted... Until Today
Distracted… Until Today
I’ve been distracted, and that isn’t necessarily a bad thing.
Wait, I should explain, considering the distraction is this horrible virus that has altered our world in a way that was inconceivable four months ago. The deaths, the panic, the ridiculous hoarding of toilet paper, the sheer volume of information we are being pummeled with every waking second. And so much of it is bad info which only…
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