#gross personal stuff

[persimmonjam]

Hey, sorry for disappearing from here for a week without a notice. Damaged my hand (again), and also got a bunch of unpleasant messages, which caused me to revert my old sociophobic state for a bit. I would've liked to think that I'm largely unaffected by that, but sometimes it hits a sore spot.

Big thanks to those who messaged me while I was away and tagged me in stuff! It's nice to be remembered. (๑˘︶˘๑) I'll be sure to get to it tomorrow, as well as make the blog running again and hopefully translate a couple comics this week to make up for the lack of activity.

On a brighter note, I've managed to squeeze some money from an unexpected source before this whole thing had happened, and ordered a few new djs. Pushing to finish my current long-suffering project before those arrive... That's the plan anyway.

[brothermonduo]

Update!

Hey guys!

Alright so things are settling down a bit, my apologies for disappearing on you all!

With what was going on, and is still going on. Things are still a bit rocky and in the air, everyone is sort of waiting for them to make the first move to decide and see where this all lands. It’s a bit old funky mess, but it’s a quiet mess for the time being.

Commissions that have already been commissioned, be expecting your pieces by Saturday 11pm MST by the latest! 

For now, I’m in need of $40′s to buy my animals their food and food in general. Am short by a bit aha.

So I’m opening up again, for those who were previously interested- if you’re still interested just send me a little bump or smiley/etc so I know you are and I’ll get right back to you!

[glitterpeas]

well lookie here- a negative post.

This is gonna be a rant.

why the fuck am I so fucking awful? I literally let down fucking everyone in my life and even myself. I can't do anything right. I'm so much less than average. Why do I honestly bother trying to be positive when there's nothing about me that's good. I'm actually lower than human shit and I don't even think that I've properly processed emotion in a while. Why the fuck. am I. so pathetic.

[glitterpeas]

Tbh I'm pretty insecure about most things. My friend made a post about how she's starting to like some people less and all I can think about is if I annoy her or if I did something wrong. I know not everything is about me but I still worry :-/

[princeandreburakovsky]

Sometimes I'm like my mom and friends would be totally ok with me being bi defiantly. Then five seconds later I'm like oh yeah no no they wouldn't.

[umbrie]

Stressed Umbrie

Cons: Stress, obviously, the start of what might be a migraine, loss of appetite and desire for water, urge and capacity for sleep right out the window

Pros: Pretty sure all the stress is holding off my period, which anyone could guess I don’t want to deal with on top of all this so... woo stress?

[tempestofmyeyes]

Please send help I only care about like 3 people and a scene I’m doing and everyone else seems to have a zillion things to do and care about but for me it’s just these few people and they’re too busy for me and this scene is going to end and I need to fill the void within me with something before it all gets bad again.

[fabledshadow]

MY FUCKING ARM IS PEELING OFF AND I AM SO MAD ugh so one week after bad case of road rash (i got in a fight with a gravel road it won) and my scabs are itching like fuck and peeling up and then bleeding cause apparently all the new skin IS NOT DONE COOKING OR SOME SHIT AND THIS IS REALLY REALLY ANNOYING. I understand that it's gross to a lot of people but what it mostly is to me is a goddamn obstruction to living my fucking life like a person. UGH