After spending four years as the Princess of Monsters, Asriel and I attempted my plan to free the monsters from the underground, but it ultimately failed like any other timeline. After Frisk fell into the underground, I somehow was revived by her determination, however in a ghost form. I was excited to show Frisk the underground, but my excitement ended almost immediately after Frisk was attacked by Flowey and other monsters. At first, I thought they were just trying to spar with Frisk as sparring was an underground tradition. Frisk was very scared, so I promised to protect her, somehow, we figured out how to allow me to control her body, my training with Asgore allowed me to dodge attacks mostly with ease, however I had gone a long time without using legs at that time. Then Frisk met Toriel, she grew instantly attached to her. I noticed Toriel hadn't been taking care of herself, that along with living alone in the ruins of our old home really made me concerned. When Frisk wanted to leave, Toriel's momma bear instincts kicked in and she started attacking Frisk, telling her to prove herself strong enough to survive. No matter how many times Frisk begged or pleaded Toriel wouldn't stop her assault, I decided to step in, and I accidentally killed her... I broke down. Frisk comforted me, saying it wasn't my fault. I mostly stayed quiet after this point, occasionally giving Frisk advice and helping her with battles. Soon enough Frisk had befriended most of the underground. After clearing out the True Lab, Frisk eventually told Alphys about me. I don't exactly know but using some of Dr. Gaster's research, some of Frisk's soul, and my body, which for some reason never decayed, and some of Frisk's DNA, they were able to revive me. It took me a while to adjust have a body again, and I couldn't use magic for some time. While Alphys and Frisk were discussing how to tell the others, I found some old video tapes some of them from Asriel's camera I watched our memories we made together.
Thats when I found some CDs, I didn't know how they worked so it took me a while to figure it out. Once I did, I was mortified at what I saw Asgore's call for war and the death of every fallen child. I felt betrayed how could my own "father" do such a thing, like honestly did I mean anything to him? Was I just being used as a tool to help monsters reach the surface? Did anyone truly love me? All these thoughts ran through my head, the only people I didn't doubt was Toriel and Asriel.
I became so angry I started killing everyone in my way, equipped with just a knife and my necklace I tore straight through every monster. Undyne, Mettaton, and Alphys started evacuating people, but before the door could close, I threw my knife, and it broke the controls to the door stopping it from closing... Mettaton activated his Neo Form, but I cut through him like paper, Undyne I gutted her like a fish, I went for Alphys and the others when Undyne transformed into her Undying form, though she wasn't even a challenge another blow to the neck took her down instantly, the Amalgamates proceeded to try and protect everyone but they fell just as easily as the rest I proceeded to kill everyone in hot land. I went from area to area killing every monster. Waterfall, I managed to actually kill Napstablook and Mad Dummy with my slowly returning magic. Old man Gerson thought he was slick because shops have anti-damage field until I dragged him out of the shop and stabbed him. The Dunes were quickly wiped out as not a single bullet grazed me. The monsters in Snowdin fled to the ruins, but I just used the secret entrance me and Asriel used when we were younger. After finishing the ruins and other areas along the way. I arrived at MTT Resort, dragging Burger Pants out of his hiding spot and dusting him. After finishing everyone in the core off I arrived at new home where I saw Papyrus standing opposingly, He tried talking to me, but I was still in my undying rage. Let's just say he put up one heck of a fight, unfortunately didn't hit me once. I proceeded to judgement hall, where I was confronted by Sans and Frisk.
Due to Frisk's Determination, I killed them both 1,000 times which is when Frisk finally gave up. However, due to when Frisk saved, I had to battle Papyrus multiple times as well. Then I arrived at Asgore, at first, he drew his weapon, but upon realizing it was me he lowered it, then I stabbed him in the eye, only doing attacks that were painful but low damage to him to make him suffer. He finally gave up on talking and tried to defeat me, however I knew all his moves. I ended up knocking his trident out of his hand and proceeded to stab him with it. That was it the underground was empty not a single soul left, but My Genocide was not over, I proceeded to the barrier where I was once again confronted, this time by Dr. Gaster and his Followers, Frisk's save file loads ended up bringing them all together. Dr. Gaster didn't even try to talk just immediately summoned a massive gaster blaster and firing it. Of course, I dodged it but then I simply reached out and pointed at gaster, the blaster's eyes turn red as it immediately turned around and fired at Gaster destroying him and his followers in one blast. With them out of the way I pulled out my knife and plunged it into the barrier shattering it in one blow.
The rest was a blur in my mind but next I remember I had killed the last human, all 8.7 billion of them... Thats when Flowey showed up saying he had Absorbed Frisk's and the other 6 fallen children's souls. Transforming into his original form, where he revealed to me, he was Asriel. I was overcome with joy dropping my knife to hug him, as yellow bullet flew past my head. I realized what this meant, I drew my knife once again in disbelief, believing my BEST friend had betrayed me. Asriel proceeded to absorb all the human souls in the world. Transforming into the GOD OF ETHERIAL HYPER DEATH. Our battle lasted months. When I dealt the final blow Asriel collapsed. Realizing what I had done I ran over to him, where he muttered his final words, which today still haunts me: "I hate you... Chara". Letting out a sharp breath he turned to dust, every single human soul shattering at once. I collapsed into tears, for I don't know how long days, weeks, a month? I became the think my grandmother's prophecies spoke of I was the Incarnate of Destruction, and I ended all life. I tried resetting the timeline multiple times, but only Asriel wouldn't reset, leaving only his soul left. I even tried a TRUE RESET, but to no avail. I decided if Asriel couldn't be alive with me that I would join him in death. I attempted every way I could to kill myself: stabbing my chest over and over again, cutting my own head off, drowning, submerging myself in lava, and much more. No matter what I did I wouldn't die... I couldn't die.
Thats when a Portal opened up behind me and out stepped who I presumed to be Asgore. Which I was only half correct. It turns out this was War Era Asgore, revenge timeline, or otherwise known as Wisdom Asgore, he looks like any other Asgore except his armor is all gold and his normally golden colored beard was a light gray due to his incredibly old age. At first, I drew my knife only to plunge it into my own soul, it shattered... for a few seconds my emotions were just gone... until my soul reformed. Wisdom Asgore shocked at the sight of me harming myself. Wisdom Asgore eventually got me to calm down. He started explaining the Multiverse to me, and eventually the reason why he came here, he sensed a powerful presence forming in my soul, one that he had as well, showing me his soul, it was like any other monster's soul, but it had a golden outline around it. He told me it was the soul of a multiversal Deity and only 5 other people had it, but he could tell it was forming in my soul. I was at first interested then I thought why would someone as horrid as me get such a powerful thing. Why me if there were infinite others who are more worthy. I told him this, he laughed and said he thought the same thing when he first got it, but after years he eventually found that it chose him for a reason just like he believes it did for me. He asked if I wanted to come along with him, and around this time my birthmark started glowing for the first time since my rebirth. Deciding this was a sign I accepted to go with him. I went to the barrier and shattered it with a single touch. Leaving only a potted flower and a note behind.
I took Asriel's soul with me so nothing bad could happen to it. Ever since then I've tried my best to help and protect all those I could.
(To add some more context Chara isn't getting into the specifics of everything this is just the story on a surface and understandable level)
But believe me in something, I also feared my destiny because having a very close pact with the humans, I could not start a fight just like that and neither betray my people, I was in the middle of an insatiable mess for both sides, with different thoughts that cloud you. That is why, after many events, I decided to stay in the ruins, some will think that my choice was bad, that I should cling to destiny and that destiny that they saw correct in me, was to see how they became violent ... how little by little they died and killed humans for revenge! So, I made an intermediate decision. Stop governing, that is, lose power, that they have freedom to follow Asgore's ideas and be isolated in the ruins. In exchange for maintaining my position and accepting that I would not achieve change even if they were witnesses...
In order not to be left "without hands", the author decided to write
"To fully understand this guide, I'll tell you a little about myself, Guilted Chara. When humans and monsters lived together in harmony, there were many candidates to be king and queen, and you know what? Even though it was already written that I would be the future queen due to the many requirements I met, it never stopped me from being "rebelliously obedient" which translated to your situation would be "Even though it's written, it doesn't mean you can't change or alter something about that event" even if it's temporary.
Therefore, you can still stop DELTA, you can change and move forward. But possibly, you will not be able to maintain that change forever and you must make a balanced decision according to your situation. Sacrificing something of yourself to get what you want is one of the hardest and most mature decisions that one can make if done correctly.
So take note, to defeat your monster, you must change what you can about her destiny until you feel that you will handle it. But if you do not feel that it bears fruit, be patient, make your best decision and balance your circumstances well.
And I know, I know, you just wanted to vent, but a little guidance doesn't hurt to make better decisions, you will achieve it, believe in yourself, in the crystals, in the sanctuary, in the tea. Believe in what you see, in your actions and consequences, don't be afraid of them because they fear you more than you can imagine."
*Coach looks intently at Guilted Chara, patiently waits for response or opinion, gives a sincere smile and hopes to give self-confidence.
I have finally made sprites for the patience soul, so they are now available for asks and will show up in Non-ask Content as well (If I don't procrastinate...)
Slasher froze, every bit of guilt she'd bottled away countless times rising up in her mind like acid. Her expression darkened. And then a single black tear escaped her eye. Chara recognized that color, often associated with hate. Then another tear. Then another...
In the surveillance room, Lilac gasped. Was she... 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨?
Slasher tried to wipe away the tears but they kept coming. She saw memories of blood and dust on her hands, her former friends screaming in pain about how she was a psychopath. The world around them shifted once more, now involuntarily, as they teleported to every barren universe in Slasher's timeline. Corpses of every species were scattered across the ground wherever they teleported next. The shifting eventually stopped back in GuiltedTale, in front of a now-growing crowd near Frisk and Kris. Slasher wiped away her tears, gritting her teeth. "𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼! 𝒀𝑶𝑼— 𝒀𝑶𝑼—"
Her hands clenched into fists as a ball of concentrated negativity floated over her head. She held up a hand, using telekinesis to send the projectile hurling towards Chara... until Lilac blocked the blow, unharmed.
Lilac gave Chara a wink before turning her attention to Slasher. "Stand down, Slasher. This is between you and me."
*After Lilac joins the "fight"*
*Everyone Gasps and begins running away screaming and shouting words such as "DEMON", "Murderer", and "Angel of Death", except Frisk and Kris*
*As Frisk froze Kris stepped between her and Chara wielding a sword and shield*
*Chara just stood there, not even breathing, not like she needs to anyways*
(Also, context the city is filled with monsters and humans, Also I realize I forgot to respond to the other part of your previous ask.
Also, the physical manifestation of guilt on her soul has always been a thing, I'm pretty sure I refence it in my other media of Guilted Chara)