if only I could ride the rollercoasters that would be as fast and crazy as my mood swings

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if only I could ride the rollercoasters that would be as fast and crazy as my mood swings
Laventon’s gaze softens, and he looks away, too shy to keep facing Cyllene even though he knows she can't understand his words. “I...I remember how I felt when I first saw you, standing there on the dock. Well, what I felt aside from all the terror and anxiety and excitement, of course. The wind was blowing through your hair, and I swear I could see the sun shining in your eyes. It left me speechless, truly. All I could think was 'goodness, she's so beautiful'."
broke: actually working on my "Cyllene is into foreign languages and asks Laventon to speak Galarian just so she can listen and he ends up confessing to her while he does" fic
woke: posting semi-out of context fanart and excerpts from it
Howdy everyone! If you noticed I haven’t been as active, it’s because my dash is currently hurting my feelings and making me emotionally unstable😂 I love the love that’s being spread by our guys, but I simply cannot focus on contract talk because I do not have time irl to be spiraling!
I’ll be back on my bullshit soon though, no worries!
i think i have adhd but i remain undiagnosed as im a minor and my parents won’t take this seriously if i brought it up and my silly little brain invalidates it and says that “others have it worse” haha send help
MY REACTION TO THE LOKI SEASON FINALE:
Poeple, I really think the intro to the final Loki episode broke me, like, I wasn't ready, wtf, I've been staring blankly at my paused screen for like five minutes
aight, back to business
I'm getting goosebumps already, aaahhh
OMG, NOT FREAKING MISS MINUTES LOOKING ALL CREEPY
SHOUTOUT TO WHOEVER SAID LAST WEEK THAT THEY WERE GOING TO BE OFFERED A DEAL WITH WHAT THEY'D ALWAYS WANTED, I SEE YOU, MY FRIEEEEEND
I'm deeply distressed by this whole thing, like, to a spiritual level, holy shit, I hate predeterminism
nO
WAIT, NOW THAT I PAUSED IT I REALISED I'M ALREADY MORE THAN HALF THE WAY IN, AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH, WHAAAAAAAAAAT
wHaT dO yOu mEaN tAkE cOnTrOl oF It, wTf iS gOiNg OoOoOoOoOnNnNn??????
he said "it's not personal, it's practical"
Sylvie:
OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG
"reincarnation, baby" lmao, me
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK
Cool fight scene, I'm still in deep distress though, babes, pls stop
OH, NO, NOT A SLOW MOTION THING, OH, NO, OH, NO, I'M SCARED
aaahh, all right, that didn't go as wrongly as I thought it would
I TAKE THAT ABSOLUTELY BACK, I THINK THIS IS EVEN WORSE (pls don't come at me, I love u all, I just have my preferences)
HOLY FUCK
OMG, WAIT, WHAT THE FUCK, WHAT THE FUCK, WHAT THE FUCK
OH, SHIT, WAIT, WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK
THIS THING HAS MESSED UP WITH MY HEAD WAY TOO MUCH, I DON'T WIKE IT
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG, SHUT THE FRONT DOOR, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, GIVE US SEASON 2
Have you noticed I do this thing where I want to hyperfixate on one character from an idea of mine and just... only draw them, lol. They become sort of mascots for their own story idea yknow? The only exception is Sugarcane’s characters, where I’m more determined to draw a bunch of supporting characters than the main two, but people like Adam, Joli, Charlie? Every one of those characters are main characters from a story I have at least partially imagined. Separate stories with very different genres! I mean, Adam is a cult leader and has a very important best friend, too-- in the context of the story, his story would be almost a duel protagonist kind of thing. And I just... have never designed any of them visually before..? Interacting with Adam? .... Interaction in general, perhaps, with any of my OCs let’s be honest-
For Adam, admittedly, he’s a strange case because he used to be an RP character and I think it’s... an odd feeling to transition publicly from that singular identity to a narrative with a lot of set-in-stone characters? And a beginning, middle, and end? but !!
I just feel like such a weird artist for how I approach things sometimes.
Why do you worship satan but not God? Aren't they kind of a package deal because they're from the same religion? Ok obviously Christians don't worship Satan because it goes against the morals of christianity but satanists don't have any sense morality so why not also worship the one who created us?
Theres so much to unpack with this question and unfortunately I won't be able to address it all in one short response.
Firstly, Satanists have a strong sense of morality. I'm not sure where you heard that we don't.
Satanists don't worship God because the religion is Satanism, not SatanandGodism. Also, I believe the worship of God/christianity goes against the morals of Satanism and that some Christians often lack a sense of morality.
Satanism is not reverse Christianity. Satan and God are not a "package deal". They're two separate religions with two separate deities.
Ok I'm going to nap now. I might answer this in more detail later.
I always feel like my fanfics are varied in like, theme and stuff. Like there isn’t a theme that tends to come back? But then I was working on a bit of Accident-related stuff for a new one and I realized-
this is the fifth time I’ve written something directly related to the Accident. I’ve straight-up written Danny’s accident 3 times, once written the direct aftermath, and this is the lead-up to it.
that sure sounds like a reoccurring theme to me oh god what’s wrong with me