"I tried. to write, your name. in the rain. but the rain, never came. so i made, with the sun. The shade, always comes at the worst time"
This is my Main page, It will be nice to start fresh, and actually turn this blog into maybe more #poetry #literature #quotes #autobiography #Tylerstuartforbes #fanaticlifestyle
-The dark web of Tumbler
-This is no puppy love B.S
-This is a learning curve.
not about money, or a skill this is about a story, of a rabbit with hollow eyes, tying a knot with a cherry tip, playing connect the dots a hole a chance, a shot in the dark. To portray a deeper sense of living, of being. #freakofnature
These things Below actually hurt, and matter. Not just to me, but to the universe. because it is that hard. I am just here, telling my story.
"I see it in your eyes your special. You think you are. same, same".
"The Grape Vine paradox" Unknown
"Infidelity, horror story, false sense of self, learning curve, chemistry, bar tender, anesthesiologist, artist, depression, Gigolo."
"Blackout, doge 120k, Sunkist in the middle of the ocean"
"Runnin into consent"#ghost Jamaica? Miami?
"Twerking in the dark, just on a little drive. kids? 4 maybe meant a lot of fun, it take us a couple hrs but we’d get there. Angel sent from heaven."
"May 27: Rabbit hole? A hard belief. #Internal #TheGrandDesign."
"Darkness perpetrator, Get in line"
"The things, i see are the ones that got away from me. This is a story about true love, not love, much better truth." God is a women, if not women then jeopardy." #theeyeschicotheeys #tastethepaint
A story about having blind faith, Did Christopher Columbus think that the world was round yes he did he had faith only faith that the world was round and everybody thought it was flat but because of his blind faith he strapped someone to the front of his boat and said if the world is flat we will hit a end so you need to tell me if we need to turn around but because the world was round and he lead with blind faith his works proved everyone wrong when he made it to America. ("To realize someone went here, would be something. i suppose")
Jesus was a rabbit, still got persecuted.
The proof is in the putin.
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one thing i am certain of is that everything is connected if not connected then everything was meant to happen for a reason if not a reason then everything was supposed to guide you somewhere through perception that place being the horizon the horizon being your being a refection in space and time a place only the true soul seekers realize so then they are able to integrate their being with a perception so similar it was almost like tearing open the void true perception lies with integrating your shadow your imprint (369) into reality so then maybe you are not reflecting anymore your not interpreting or chasing you become a source of infinite reality possibility and certainty through statistics being measured that your certainty lies with new opportunity a manifestation so strong it is abstract art, a triangle of infinite awareness, and knowledge where your no longer guided in the void your choosing a path within the void so then certainty, mystery, abstract philosophy into the unknown of mystery of what nature, universal laws, could truly be for you, not only a sign but your creating the signs. Certainty and, direct energy from the source itself, into a creating, not only manifestation, but a true imprint, of abstract, if not abstract then, certainty of a higher mystery, if not mystery then a direct purpose to integrate, into reality. a way to unfold reality at your very own free will. given to you by interpreting, reality before reality. A portal into your own intention. manifestation is a thing, within true focus, awareness, i believe your able to change reality through action. or far more abstract thinking, through consciousness, could be only grasp a glimpse into a thought that could change the world forever, a true imprint on reality, your no longer being the imprint you are creating the imprint. something the hierarchy, try very hard to manipulate, propagate, a society that just getting worse, and worse, because money isn't everything. to them it was, The theory of universal consciousness combined with abstract thinking explores the idea that human minds do not generate consciousness, but rather tap into a foundational, all-encompassing cosmic field. Through abstract thinking, individuals navigate this collective awareness, transcending physical limits to manipulate complex concepts, symbols, and universal truths
By training the mind and directing your conscious focus, you can harness your mental energy to drive deliberate action and manifest desired results, rather than letting your mind, being, wander uncontrollably, in the confines of nature you were just another blimp in the system not the system at all.
you are no longer being integrated you are creating a imprint, no longer being imprinted, but imprinting the imprint. meaning your higher being is at free will, and only free will will not integrate imprint into being but far more your breaking generational curses, your manifesting a higher establishment.
The god formula, was a predictability, probability, statistically, certainty that changing one thing in one room, will alter something else in another. I believe, there lies our compass into the unknown, for example you change a pattern, and only look for this pattern your then integrating into that pattern. it is like a loop hole.
In philosophy and legal theory, a loophole is an ambiguity or technical defect in a rule, law, or moral code that allows someone to circumvent its spirit or intended purpose while strictly adhering to its literal text. It explores the tension between the letter of the law and the spirit of the law
you propagate, enough propaganda, lies, rules, into this world it creates fear, and a ever lasting loophole. so then you break free from the lies the world taught you, implemented, imprinted, like cattle, brain washed your souls with. you then have free will something so special something so different in being that your imprinting onto reality. not only imprinting but manifesting for yourself.
The reasons for your choosing was so you could learn more about yourself you know that was the great mystery
The "crack" represents:
A break in certainty
A flaw in a system
A mystery in reality
A moment of transformation
The "light" represents:
Knowledge
Insight
Consciousness
New possibilities
The Logic: The symbol teaches that nothing is purely one thing; the "seed" of the opposite always exists within it
Ancient Taoists viewed nature as the ultimate teacher. The Yin Yang (Taijitu) symbolizes the dance between these interconnected states: light/dark, action/rest, and strength/vulnerability
In other words, many philosophical traditions suggest that understanding often arrives not through perfect certainty, but through the places where our assumptions, theories, or perceptions begin to break open. The crack is where the unknown enters the known.
Two things, always matters in life The collective unconscious is a concept coined by psychiatrist Carl Jung representing a universal layer of the human mind. It contains ancestral memories, instincts, and inherited psychological patterns—known as archetypes—that are shared by all human beings.
Theory has it,
First layer- So if everyone believed in the time, that's collective. So if everyone believes in the bible, that's collective. General speaking, its surface level. common sense. There is no escaping collective unconsciousness, it is universal, like the grid. Had me by the holy gun, twisted like Japanese soup. (so i need a alibi).
Second layer- your deepest darkest memory, you were held by the stakes of, by gods balls. The underworld. A figment of your dirty imagination. So you need to go deeper.
Third layer- Truth would be pretty mysterious. A rabbit hole, at its finest.
morals are just, so are the laws, which laws, all of them. but not in the realm of spirituality, their lies only mystery, and a rabbit you see.
Truth was the only gateway to a trinity. There is no truth in a unjust world. So they try to strip the world of it, the best they know how. Hide all purpose. Purpose, from humans.
Nationwide, the amount of people living entirely off the grid in Japan is statistically negligible. Because Japan possesses a highly developed, robust infrastructure, 99% of the permanent population is connected to the centralized electrical and plumbing grids. But if you could see through the veil, anything would be possible.
(Only a key to pure, awareness. Pure, imagination).
#rabbithole #purpose #awareness
I know for certain, absolute, about that rabbit hole, i am in. It is so fucking cool. I wonder if, i am able to get out. Or it would be safer for me here. Nothings, more beautiful, then honest beauty. I was just a dog, fucking anything that walks, not anything honestly. I never had any knowledge, more so compassion. I was in the unknown; of love, known of love, present being. It is the true miracle, being unknown, looking into the abyss, with a lazy eye, knowing love meant a lot to me, presents, being, meant compassion for me. No feeling was final, that still didn't discourage you coming for me. So i wonder. Am i stuck in a place of obsolete?, do i wanna be here?, i believe it is a place of heaven. knowing, unknowing, relearning, it is a paradox at its finest, beauty always was living breathing their even under the surface. It is, YingYang, YangYin, so what separates, all of this, a mission, a higher purpose, clearly, a way to find out anything. Because in that place, i could never escape, as much as, i laugh at that state. So it is a question of mine, if we, if i, love me enough, or not at all, you'll reflect to me, for me, either way. If i love you, truly love you, you'll be in the same state as me. because truth only goes as far, as who you are. She scared me, and i still couldn't wrap my head that. I just was not that dark, and just didn't care enough to know. Even when, i had that money, i didn't know more then what i new. I did not know you then, as much as i do now. So the questions, lies in the cause, and effect, it will always come, chasing after me, until i confront it, find it, unravel it, begin to imprint it. You were not only a blessing in disguise, much much more, a mystery. And i wonder, how i would turn this to any good. I guess, i would have to find another way. Being here, is just a mirror. Being out there. Out of the void, i guess would be true personality. And i do not have to go any deeper, maybe reach, a little further, then the horizon. That is a far shot, you know, i love you too. Love is everything, and anything, a refection. Of how well you are able to love yourself, is how well, you are able to love the entire world. A reflection, and the ego only wants to reflect, conquer self, so that has me in denial, to the ego. What is more then the ego?. Very little, i must have these days, i run from any shade, maybe a little cats pride, they say, you know it was all a reflection, to come back to the beginning, where light, met with darkness, turned you into a little spite. True mystery lies where, ego dissolves into space, and time. true authentic personality, wisdom, mystery. That is how i get out. Dropping something, you have no idea still exist in you, would be like, going against time, and space, within choice. There is no time down here, no space, up there, and only choice in here, could be a higher realm of ecstasy.
Ecstasy in philosophy refers to the experience of "standing outside oneself" (ekstasis in ancient Greek). It describes a state of self-transcendence where an individual breaks free from the limits of their ordinary ego to connect with a broader reality, another person, or the divine.
The philosophical understanding of ecstasy spans several key traditions:
Existentialism & Phenomenology: Thinkers like Martin Heidegger used Ekstase to describe how human consciousness is never totally self-contained. Consciousness is always "outside-itself" because it is directed toward the world, other people, or time.
Mysticism: In religious philosophy (such as Neoplatonism and Christian mysticism), ecstasy is the spiritual process of rising above physical and rational boundaries to achieve a unio mystica, or direct union with the divine.
Aesthetics & Epistemology: Philosophers often view ecstasy as a "peak experience" in which intense beauty, love, or flow temporarily dissolves the ego, allowing for a higher, clearer perspective of life
I learned something, perception, creates your very algorithms. It will show you, yingyang, it is in everything. Even if it isn't true, it's all in the mind, everything is true, through perception that is. Through yingyang that is, through even dreams that is. That is what you think about, you reflect. You dream. And You become, what you are not and most of. And find out what you are not. Growth at its finest. We are everything, and anything we manifest our reality. Though consciousness runs very deep, that may be the key, we still are able to dream, make choices. With choice comes great responsibility. With dreams, comes even greater responsibility.
You Are not playing to there game anymore, your manifesting more, then yourself. Through abstract art. Goals, affirmations. Your able to great the life you want, regardless of who you are. Or are not, or have not. You will become that.
So dreams, imagination is very powerful, almost I would say more powerful than consciousness.
At least, i know where my tip leads me. and shes fucking cool you know. shes more then cool, she understands me, i think. we would be a good pair together, if not a better pair, if not a great pair.
It is a fucking disease. People don't even have to know anything. It just runs the house. perspective, i don't think so. Collective consciousness, yup.
Its not that hard to comprehend, as old as i could speak, walk, choose for myself, i was always very devious, and chased a sensational high. I never needed anybody.
i don't have much problems i have addiction issues, a blood sucker vampire gone bat shit crazy it is a disease what you are most you have to be what you are most of not in your down time it is simple philosophy. and growth to know the.
It is just apart of who i am, but not what i am, it is a little bad that i am. The good. My personality, the bad. My addiction, the between. My soul.
em me se com la mala voce sempo vora- in me if with the bad you always vora(devouring)
ano na mira leta- year in lethal sights
maciomenio se vera firmas notempo- softly we will see signs in time
A tiro ver una de se no mapa se canodo timpano- The shot see one of itself on the map if canodo tympanum (village eardrum)
temo vermos da serna nado- I fear we will see from the mountains swimming
paro nos me morno perenta ser o zen- I stop, I lukewarm myself, it seems to be zen.
#barracuda?
#good #bad #indifferent
Quotes by yours truly- “the buddha from hell" "hotter then hell" "wearer of many hats" "paper bio paper to poster boi" "class act, class clown" "symphony, bottler vermos,(lets see) vermes(worm)" "web of flies" “what do you see?”
there is always a pore somewhere, meaning a loophole, but how well were you able to comfortably walk it. find it, see it, be it.
“I have been beat like King Kong” “They don’t wanna be me long”
“I see you through the peep hole” “I fuck with you till your extinct”
"do this shit for my people"
“Play the music they will hear it and sooner or later it will get on through” yours truly
"Not her moment, the moment"
you'll never find true peace in this world, endless you lived off the grid.
i believe you are able to reach enlightenment, i believe i have, i live purely in the moment most of the time, and if not the moment then more conquering becoming polishing presuming to be. its what i am good at finding peace within things. i am a buddha, out for a little bit of glory, you see in these confines of reality there is no escape there is only practicability an act of moral responsibility to respect what has been given to you. i not only have grown beyond recognition but i have learned to love the world for what it all is good bad and or indifferent and what great opportunity we all have to be alive on a planet that only contempt's your mortality, so then you are able to integrate into something like it all so then you could provide security for yourself. not in the world but of the world, true potential for awareness.
When life gives you lemons you make lemonade
Me becoming an enlightened being. That being said it never mattered who and what you are or were because in this world there is and only one king money and one religion practicality your sense in reality. There is no escaping reality, or the confines of practicability in reality. So I assume it is very much senseless to be anything more than money and a simple set of laws set before you. Makes for a simple washed up baited ran like cattle in a system that knows nothing about religion spirituality or being. More or less only excepts the idea of A good and A Bad within the good vice verse Yin and Yang their only map to morality a confined imprisoned economic facade of a world.
Spirituality meant unity if not true unity then a whole lot of bad not a little a gaping hole.
so the questions lie in what are so bad in this world
the ability to form an economy based on spirituality instead of publicizing religions, or taxes, is only a manipulation tactic to keep people only so deep in there own been, surface leveled, the main grid the economic system will never fail if the people are all followers.
instead there needs to be principle within practicable so then you are able to see true infinite individuality. creation, something they hide from the rest of the world and only true soul seekers find a loophole in the system and create for themselves. they just made very very hard to be anything more then practicable in this world.
true will power true religion true means to an end to creation was always within mystery of self discovery.
security and spirituality within United States Declaration of Independence.
what that means to me was a world full of creation liberty and justice for all who "do not see"
they say "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness" but trap us like cattle. everything was taught to you so you were more like cattle into a propagated propaganda manifestation of the hierarchy game to twist and play you like a fucking puppet on stage
were you the performer or the choir the entertainer or the denial within contempt to like or dislike you still paid to watch and by gods balls you'll get out of the performance what you deserve.
within performing you act as if everyone is watching you create a sense of being within been true liberty justice for all who do see because they came to watch me
so then that you are to say i have watched you and paid for contempt to enjoy the view i was in denial of what i saw so we nailed you dumb performers to the cross and never looked thoroughly through or we to would have not paid for the interpretation but became the integration
an interpretation to a whole. not singular but a whole lot of been.
your pursuit of happiness was never to sit and watch and pay like cattle being sold to the stage it was so that then in contempt you may see the bigger picture of who they were and why you were there what they took from you to learn to be happy without anything more then individuality
i say when all set and done and creation becomes more in tuned with been we would only be in contempt to find realer things to occupy our life with, like peace and the pursuit to happiness
when your back is against the wall for to long you learn to fight or you learn to propagate more propaganda into the infinite loophole of a witches well made by a hierarchy of delinquent imbecile ignorant morons that just did what they were propagated to do instead of finding the truth they judged you, and propagated a smaller view
the bigger picture was always within you i believe we all have so much potential that usually the ones that are hindered the most only climb out of this gradually creating a better view for all who want to come and see and believe and become as well the view to come and see to believe its a bigger loophole for creation something only so hindered in denial lost to the human race were are all essentially being impregnated just to have a little more sense of meaning through a bunch of propaganda lies that's been brainwashed into your very souls so you could play there game.
pursuit of happiness means to me true authentic personality individuality and essentially creation in these confines of a spirit you are only so very good and non judgemental. more so in contempt to being judged, and trapped like a bird in a cage, what was the worth if you birds could not sing from that cage.
everything has to do with a women don't you fucking know don't you know already creation. grace. love. without women there would be nothing. without man there would be nothing. the bad the good and the in between creation nature biology awareness. presumably you think of everything the inside and out of that business and hows its ran you then find something so beautiful like possibility creation opportunity if nothing then deliverance for all things that end create all things that are created sooner or later end its a lifestyle never ending loophole man is nothing but bitterness. cold deliberate eternal nothing was final. and i mean that. so then you see our purpose was never to end never to begin never to start but only to be eternal
The "Loophole": Instead of viewing this as a cosmic prison, Nietzsche meant it as a psychological tool to eradicate regret. If you knew you had to repeat every choice for eternity, you would be forced to live radically and authentically—a mindset of absolute affirmation known as Amor Fati (love of fate)
Consensus on the Forum: Philosophers and Redditors alike agree that the doctrine was primarily designed as a litmus test for life satisfaction, challenging individuals to ask: “Would I want this exact moment to play out for eternity?
Quantum Immortality (The Metaphysical Loophole)
In the realm of quantum physics and the Many-Worlds Interpretation, this theory suggests that whenever a conscious being faces a life-or-death situation, reality splits. yup another loophole.
The "Loophole": Since there is always a branch of reality where you survive the near-death event, your conscious experience only continues in those timelines. From an objective, subjective perspective, you would never truly experience your own "end."
The Paradox: While it provides a loophole to biological death, it traps the observer in an endless, branching multiverse
i presume that we are eternally destined for eternity with and without
i presume death and reality and a deliverance into another morality state of consciousness for the entirety of the universe is consciousness
The idea that the entirety of the universe is consciousness—often explored in philosophy as panpsychism or cosmopsychism—posits that subjective experience is a fundamental building block of reality, rather than just a byproduct of the human brain.
Panpsychism: This philosophical perspective suggests that consciousness is woven into the very fabric of the universe, meaning even the most fundamental particles (like electrons or quarks) possess incredibly simple, rudimentary forms of experience.
Cosmopsychism: Rather than building mind from the bottom up, this theory suggests that the universe as a whole is the primary, fundamental mind, and individual conscious experiences are just localized parts of that broader cosmic awareness
Mystical Perspectives: These concepts parallel non-dual and ancient mystical traditions, which argue that the separate "self" is an illusion, and that we are ultimately the universe itself, experiencing reality from different, localized points of view
everyone is special this is how i new i was a capitalist republican asshole the fact that everyone dammit is special in their own unique ways. if not special then a fucking lie then a fucking declaration of uncharted waters of anything more then a inbred assembly of the system. and it is just fucking sad you know. i swear i could draw a fine line for every fucking thing problem in this world. and if you couldn't see what i was talking about, you truly were nothing more then sheep
bitter cold
pain isn't just a quiet fight it is a deliberate intentional means to an end.
their is nothing more, then that.
if more then that a cry for mercy
a shout of compassion
a sigh of sympathy
how deep does it go
it goes deeper then everyone of you
for the intentional sacrifice of self for the sins of others
nothing was more compassionate no ifs and or buts
about that, you suffer for the eternal glory of self
yourself died for the sins of others
so that they could believe in something larger then oneself
compassion, fierce, graceful, deliberate and silent
within the realm of self
you bleed to get to know me because
what i see was the reason why i be
the reason why compassion and a special been existed
soul, a spirit that only knows when the water let you in
and when the letter spoke to them
why did i have to see that, the same reason why you had to
forget that, you compassionate humans to fragile to ever learn that
buddahs were nothing more then that, god hid within that
whatever it take to feel that, forget that, presume to be that
however hard bitter zen it became that for moment you cherished that
in an instant you forgot what it took to become that not anymore then your very own addiction to forget that
suffering meant to share in the glory of that
nothing is greater then gods mercy
when you look at another human soul don't forget that
two pigs and a fight were just that
we shall fight for the glory the compassion if nothing else the we call that
freedom for you to choose that
we do not fight for your freedom that was yours to keep
because no one is going to learn anything besides what your soul wanted to keep
so then we are nothing but wolves with the sheep if you read this right
you were not a sheep better yet understood why you had to realize such feet
jump jump jump i dare you no not until i understood you and only then will you know yourselves to be.
many play by this depth feet yet are not doing anything but being sheep under your nose like candy cane to the elves it was much to keep
if new one thing it was always helping those sheep i presume your a capitalist and no not anything about yourself you inbred sheep no different and not special so you play a side without knowing what resides
fucking such sad sad sheep this world was more fucked up to me then i ever realized before seeing my feet time was still a gift to those sheep
only if and only if they understood me.
hmmm what you do its pretty simple you are special arnt you
and if you arnt i was subject you to a ward and you dont get anything
but my time, and if you understood my time, then maybe youd switch sides this time
and if you switched sides then you then would be participating in something much better
such a great start now presuming to be special you must give up your time
only if and now you know what side
if you truly understood mine i would go much further then time.
really something special dug a hole straight to china
i am not trying to save anybody or the world i am just finding meaning in my side if any of it ever mattered it truly truly does matter if you ever want civility and the pursuit of happiness i am given to you on a silver platter.
I hate myself for being so ignorant throughout the years look at the hole I dug but look at song that I have written down here will they understand me Will they let me out, let me through, I will not let them have a choice. I will tell them what I am who I am and you will begin to feed me my plate.
Go on a walk they say ride a bike they say make baby’s they say I have something bigger planned on my agenda don’t you seeee is anyone here to help me yes and it’s a start and I appreciate every follow only then could you truly build something special
because because because because i am not indoctrinated and you big mad over my been.
nothing but compassion here, time, and money, far better true company.
someone who understand and will explain it to you if you have what you think you have, lets see a fight over pursuit of happiness so lets exchange things and if you do not see the way my been never judged you for been but stayed under we understood true meaning i promise you i would stay longer then you so we are able to see who was right in been
ok your sex ok
I'm in the park at midnight
empires of you if and not like me
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roman table
get away
no not always
keys forever
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manly shy shy beast
relative sit me in do fear
am in the prod and laminar
come to smile at them if I saw
GOD of empire
to enter lagoon
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I don't know if and if the pore dynamiz
everyone welcomes me a baby son
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sea gun
if u gave up go and not teina
fuck if you want
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winemaker from vienna
letter in front with in
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indigo have the piro
o o o o oh oh oh hooo chapo's hanami become not victorious on my cell the in piano einstein effort me if you're afraid
tode reminisce lord.
well I'm not alone
erodson me not for you
dummy feint girl
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I know marry me
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lay me down to rest me arrrdy
mase form you slow yes
woe me so
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You blow a horn that rests a panic from the disco she wont be coming near without a quote you sent a note to her she quote may your time be bright no longer we have to fight you sent me on a flight that you no long have to fight your love came bright i never stray far from your sight your near a tail in the mist of the night i never came so close to forgetting your sight so do me unto you that we may last another night i'm coming in the mist of the night your love you gave me forgave me right i swore on the bible i wouldn't forget your knife you snare me in the grips of my life so god help me give you my delight
love me. love me. cause I love you. if not ill be forced to lose. I am not sorry but we can talk about it. the one person I am scared of most is myself and you nailed it. so what do I do when my love for you is like the stars. nothing to do but love like I love you. you are my purpose. it is true. without you there would be nothing. so let us set this world on fire. for it was love that brought us together. and love that will destroy us. so I ask let it destroy us. and I will protect you forever. if not I will be forced to lose. but it is true you are the only one I see myself through. and I will die for everyone, but there is no-one like you. so forgive me for my sin. though we are all alike. but this love grows deep and it is yours to keep. so I ask you keep me like I keep you. for the world is ours, and we cant lose.
OCD, ADHD, ADDICTION type
God was always up here
(24)(17)(13)Not my moment
(9)(6)(3)The moment
size of my cock if you only new me i suppose these mattered most a smaller decimal of the whole meant for me a higher been wired for you.
It was always a projection
In philosophy, projection is the concept that the mind actively attributes its internal states, subjective experiences, or cognitive frameworks onto the external world, rather than simply recording reality objectively
Philosophy of Science: Views scientific laws and concepts—like "causality"—as mental frameworks projected onto nature rather than innate features of the universe itself, a view famously held by David Hume.
Philosophy of Religion: Initiated by Ludwig Feuerbach, this perspective argues that religious concepts and deities are projections of idealized human traits and collective desires. i think i sold my soul to the devil.
Existentialism & Phenomenology: Explores how individuals project meaning, purpose, or anxiety onto a fundamentally meaningless universe
Psychology: Carl Jung built on this philosophical foundation to propose that we unconsciously project our unacknowledged, repressed traits (our "Shadow") onto others, deeply distorting how we perceive reality
It all means as far as i have been studying, that causality is a real thing most certainly, as far as i know how things are Correlated, hell is real, heaven is a state of mind, your perception on reality only reaches as far as you are aware. what i know about purpose, intuitive, probable, statistically certainty is a purpose proposed by fate, and or destiny from a omega super natural force of nature. so in the realm of being manipulated by a governmental force of nature, i would say all propaganda bullshit is a udder complete joke to the human soul, manipulating, controlling, and much worse. it is udder denial to the human race. The letter of the law(laws) where it fits into it all, the nature of it all(Yin and Yang) the force of it all, and then god being the Creator of it all, The moment of it all.
with all this being said, i have made certain your philosophy are correct. for the purpose of all human kind the mathematics equation god formula is so in tune, and deeply rooted with this realm that nothing is ever far from the truth. when looking deeper we are more aware to make choices that are not far from the truth. so then the purpose of solving individuality is pointless, besides if you would ever want peace that is with being, and world order. the laws that stand are very much a law and very much has purpose, as everything else does, that co exist with this reality, whether it being good bad indifferent, we all have a very place in it all, so then what was the point of anything philosophical, at all, to better understand purpose, and the great design i guess, it is a natural phenomenon, always co existing with us. so God is most certainly real. The god formula well with all these philosophy adding up, and making sense i think we are picking at it, and will eventually uncover the full understanding of the universe, if the universe ended with the veil, the veil being the outer edge, yet we are all trapped in it still without direct understanding of self, there can and wont ever be free will. even with free will their is no escaping the grand design of the veil gods formula still has a ways to prove to me, an existence beyond being, beyond nature, beyond good or bad. the bigger question is is not that nature exists, because it surly does, and everything is connected, but does god even exist within nature, or are we all predestined only to know as far as the womb had us, as far as your first boo boo, or breath had us, what was the first thing that stung the most, had you at the tip of your toes the entire time, evermore constructing reality, the imprint you left behind, projects the imprint of the great design. without reality there is no dogmatically, without that there is no predictability, no uncertainty, no mystery, so the question lies does god even exist, or are we unconsciously, only consciously following the constructs of nature as a whole, as what imprint that burned the most. i would go as far to ask the universe if god did exist beyond nature, where could i find it? in the mind, in illusion, in art, in spirituality, in awakening, i guess that would all be nature then would it, conscientiously unfolding into a great permanent design. where would our free will lie outside what already co-exists, would be your choice to pick or not to pick what you think you should or should pick that certainly would be mystery then what you pick so spin around a little more and spit, if it fell on your face, id say it was grace, in this design it most certainly would be space. finding peace was easy, not in the realm of contempt mentality meant another form of disgrace to me, being so spiritual it all mattered a lot to me. i wasn't at fault for my dogmatically, the universe had me. so with a guided mindset there was no mystery. or maybe just maybe there was more to to the world. It really stump me. at least i found a rabbit hole within me.
#thedeepestleasure #Determinism
It is everything I have described in a bigger point of View Your imprint of reality is whatever you reflect to them Assume I am sexy I reflect a feared aspect to my reality Assume it’s insecurity it will kill there moment and be far much weaker controlled ever more by the fiddler You get what I am getting at a Tricky business nonetheless I will bake a cake for everyone to read to understand the true meaning to transformation And reality within relativity we find complacency The moment meaning within reflecting back to someone We could only ever be so much of the same Yin and yang In between the moment we find presence and a skillful authentic been Paint whatever picture for me and I’ll reflect it into Reality not a moment but the moment inside relativity we find true conversation and companionship A Idea none the less sparked from conversation Mystery darkness
a pipeline so you new. two points. two holes, dug for you deliberately, patiently, calculated; for you two.
Ribaudiere (typically written as La Ribaudière) is a French surname and toponymic (location-based) term that originates from the Old French word ribaud, which referred to a rogue, wanderer, or a person of loose morals during the Middle Ages. #noname
i think reflection may be the part you see most in
the scene about your been so then we interpret and presume to
be i suppose he sees her within me. and most certainly i am within
many things. "a wearer of many hats" he would say
In the moment- may we pretend to be authentic and true the more you grew and uncover the deeper things within you get it uncover and look deeper within the moment too
If this blog doesn't describe just that i don't know what to tell you. if that reflection turns into repetitive, distressing, and uncontrollable mental loops to resolve absolute uncertainty, it may cross into being a symptom of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
DREAMS
You know I realized when I dream I can have choices
When I dream and listen to music I hear the music in my dream
One thing is dreams are predestined because if you new how to get out of that dream you wouldn’t be dreaming anymore example
kill youself in a dream you wake up
I hear the music the entire dream but do not relate it to the dreamer
Figure out a loophole that the dream is not real you wake up
That being said it must be predestined because you do not think about these things in a dream even if they were so surface leveled you think of everything else
You think of everything else relate to everything else
My question is are we all just in a dream here
And to wake up we have to find a deeper meaning
A deeper loophole avenue to go down call them opportunities
Somewhere within the void god exists somewhere out there hiding away in the deepest darkest pits metaphysically god is certainly the entirety of reality human existence manifestation communication rationalization a lot of good very good things that people just are puzzled to ever consider being expressing no more then their Contempt on reality such huge imprint you small small beens At least I know I will be a good capitalist son of a bitch money hungry freaking loving human been Then again in all order their is disorder so I find compliances in my order a higher order to be something great within me To figure this out was a great thing to not only guess but to certainly know a higher order in truth So we presume to communicate you and I and find something that only lies so deep within each other God is real, and only within these laws may we find a larger world order Bunch of twos and yous and who’s and whoopty dos was a great rime Anyways there is a strict world order and it was to be a good human And to do that you had to know what it was to be a good human behavior It’s really everything those feelings are not you find spirit true spirit The bible was true you know but that man’s story was for a different view you know Quiet literally the view to only be and good as you And many fight with contempt for a better view The view not in the world but of the would Only then you would find much more distraction Within self rationalization dissection and only then truly we may all come together for a bigger grander view of each other it’s sad many are in contempt propagated like cattle to find no other view then to help you I don’t want to help you I want to help the grand design and the bigger view of the moment not your moment hallelujah
“Your so clever but you will never be clever enough”
“Taste the rainbow”
Gladiator
"Did you kill last week?" no "did you try to kill last week?" yes
Philosopher
"So your a bullshit artist!"
"Did you bullshit last week?" no "did you try to bullshit last week?" yes
When the power of love beats the love of power the world will know peace
Everything happens for a reason whether you sleep and wake up miss an appointment or pick up or don’t pickup a call or everything was supposed to happen for a reason
If you don’t get me get my consciousness.
It’s far deeper than consciousness trust me.
But nothing goes deeper than that.
The cause and the effect are just that.
You don’t even have to feel it.
It’s written in your entire been.
i am convinced this life is a obstacle course to only convince and disregard, or get rid of your consciousness. lets say you worry about something your always going to either talk about that perceive that in everything or run into it so with this being said the only other option is to get rid of such consciousness so you are able to integrate into the grander design.
In French, "comment on fait" means "how do we do it?" or "how do you do it?"
“I wish I’d acquired wisdom at a lower price.” Hosea Matthews. This phrase reflects a deep sense of nostalgia and regret on Hosea’s part. It reveals his acknowledgment that the wisdom and lessons he has gained in life came at the cost of sacrifices, losses, and difficult decisions. In essence, it expresses that attaining understanding and emotional maturity is neither an easy nor a cost-free process; life often teaches its lessons through suffering and adversity. The quote can also be interpreted as an observation on life in general—both within the game’s context and in a broader sense. Hosea laments that the knowledge he now possesses did not come sooner, back when he might have chosen a different path and avoided some of the emotional and physical tolls he has endured. It is a perfect example of how *Red Dead Redemption 2* humanizes its characters, revealing their weaknesses, complexities, and reflections on their own mortality and...
“When I was young, I enjoyed great freedom but did not value it; I had time but did not enjoy it; and I had love but did not feel it. Many decades would pass before I understood the meaning of all three, and now, in the twilight of my life, that understanding has turned into satisfaction. Love, freedom, and time—once so easily taken for granted—are now what drive me, especially love, my dear.”
a man marked by a life of violence, betrayals, and questionable choices; yet, as his life unfolds—and especially toward the end—he begins to confront his own mortality and the consequences of the life he has led. This phrase arises during a moment of introspection; it is an acknowledgment of his emotional fragility—something men often tend to hide or deny. This "fear" is not merely a simple dread of death; it encompasses the fear of regret, of one's legacy, and of failing to make peace with who one has been. On his path to redemption, Arthur begins to understand that fear can also signal a desire to change—to become something more. It is a fear of the unknown, of losing the only life he has ever known, of the judgment of others, and perhaps, a fear of facing the person he has been and the person he could still become. It is a reflection on the inevitability of fate. Arthur knows his days are numbered, and within this acknowledgment of his own finitude lies a sense of liberation: an acceptance of human fragility—the realization that we are all vulnerable, regardless of the lives we lead or the toughness with which we face the world. Fear, then, is not something we must always fight, but something we must understand and, ultimately, embrace as an essential part of the human experience. It is the fear of the void that emerges when life has been lived without questioning, without deep reflection on the consequences of one's actions. It serves as a reminder that, even in the darkest moments, a spark of awareness remains—one that allows us to confront our own fear and, perhaps, find some measure of peace.
"comment on fait" how do you do it?
WORLD ORDER if not world order then the right to pursue happiness."GRACE."
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Number one reason we call the world, world. and self self, is because conservatives. now if I spell it out for all of you to understand how deep, this world is. I could spell consciousness backwards, and reflection nothing more than consciousness. meaning the point into the void was directly your ability to conform to authenticity, true authentic self. Being very much like the mystics and or the Buddhas. If we all let go we may preserve life . If we all conform to something we start war so this is the first level to understanding self and world "meaning do not conform".
It is not hard work, if I explain it all to you; So the second level of manipulation is power.
We can, and can only be powerful; if we are feared. so they propagate influence, fear and propaganda into the entire realm of existence. and so only then may we only so very much propagate ourselves into Starting wars, and once a forest fire lights up the whole damn thing lights up what I mean is; when one person doesn’t know the whole world, well not only not know anything but then will, and won’t know. Until one person points it out for the world; So what power influences it propagates fear and war. "so you do not conform"
Third, and most powerful is money. It fits into all three; the ability to instill fear, and propaganda and as long as there's fear and propaganda there will be money. but "who gets to decide what one thing like money do or do not do?" If I, explain it all to you, maybe you will understand. A bigger purpose is the perception that this whole design is damaging. Not only your self confidence, your right to be authentic and true but only to yourself dignity, right for liberty, and justice to all who do not conform; how about that pursuit to happiness?. but it is severely damaging your right to conform or not to conform, into the grander design of power, money, great influence . Who cares? that is life? is it not? absolutely but do you want to live on a planet that manipulates the climate; it is called global warming. knowledge yourself; the great power, influence, and especially justice for all to not conform to the idea that we are all fighting for a bigger right, not only to be here but to live in udder liberty; justice, and pursuit to happiness. Now let me explain. Justice in the grander design of things; there is no justice without liberty, the right to not conform. and there is no liberty without your right to the pursuit of happiness; so without money meaning power, influence their may never be a real ending to your pursuit to happiness, because you are always conforming for your right to what liberty, that was stripped from you the second you gave into propaganda to conform into the larger design. They call it a government; society. So what? That is life? well let me explain again, so you get it a second time. If we conform to this design, we are most certainly conforming. and giving up our liberty, and the right for pursuing happiness. why? because you start a war. "That is how wars start." Always, and only always by conforming. and propagating into the larger design, a never ending loophole. until pointed out, and explained by the hands of one individual. It only took one to start a forest fire, and the whole damn world would be on fire. Third, let me explain that conforming, not only strips you of your dignity; and your right to pursue happiness; by not only swindling your ethics into the grander design to conform, and start wars. But you're ever furthermore, being indoctrinated. so then there will never be justice, liberty, and pursuit to happiness; will never end with or without money; We are conforming to the grander design never ever knowing anything more than money, power, influence, propaganda. So what? What do we do then? we all manipulate the manipulators by simply not conforming.
Fourth, we will not conform by design, we may only conform to inform the greater design into only then a truer authentic self, and it all may seem like much, but given justice liberty pursuit to happiness may we only then find the ending meaning; Happiness.
"If you do not understand this, you will never surly ever find happiness." like the Buddhas, and or your true authentic self being the meaning, and the purpose to all existence. "GRACE." because if not money; then power, influence; propaganda isn't it then we must only conform to self obedience and only true willpower, and hard work. To tell a story; for the story teller's meaning, if we all start learning the truth, may we be set free to only the truth"GRACE". and maybe neither a democracy or republican; but true liberty is a right to only work hard for your fellow neighbor. To only believe in a more authentic being; I like to call spirituality. Because if we only conform to what is not being conformed; "The grander design of things." Then maybe we will all find true authenticity. Being to not start, or cause wars; but to share truer information, among the world"The Moment, the grander design." And that truth my friends is simply "not conforming;" Not conforming to; fear, propaganda, your right to any more purpose; Then yourself, and only then may we see compassion"GRACE." it is not that deep. We may only conform now to things that set us free, meaning deciding to be someone better than the whole grand scheme of things; like "GLOBAL WARMING". The play they mock, evaluate, propagate and manipulate. It only took one caveman to start a fire, and then the whole entire world knew how to start it. Be it; Believe it. "GRACE." I believe we will end up in the position of preserving our life's. real conservation.
“The image of the world is half the world. He who possesses the world but not its image possesses only half the world, since his soul is poor and has nothing. The wealth of the soul exists in images. He who possesses the image of the world possesses half the world, even if his humanity is poor and owns nothing. But hunger makes the soul into a beast that devours the unbearable and is poisoned by it. My friends, it is wise to nourish the soul, otherwise you will breed dragons and devils in your heart.”
"a cord of many strands is not easily broken" -Anonymous
"A coin of many sides has only one side so we must decide what side no other then inside and outside may love bare much fruit and transform this world beautifully" A mystic- Mr Unknown.
Natural Mystic By Bob Marley
Mysticism; Manuscript up next?
Remember that you will die"Memento mori"
"I died, but nobody noticed." — Anonymous thinker
There are deaths that come without a coffin or flowers—only a body that keeps going while a soul is left behind.You got sick. You sank. You went to the hospital or to a psychologist without telling anyone—not out of pride, but because you didn't want to "bother" anyone, or hear the usual "just stay strong."Secretly, you hoped someone would notice your absence, that someone would text you, "Where have you been?" or tell you, "You can count on me."Nobody asked.And that silence hurts like a gunshot that doesn't bleed.
"Why are you crying? It's just a stupid book..."
"Why are you crying? It's only a silly book..."
💀 Three Pillars for a Conscious Life 🌹 Classical wisdom offers us powerful maxims for living fully and finding peace. These three concepts are an essential guide!
1. Memento Mori (Remember that you will die) (Represented by the skull and the black book) Meaning: The awareness of our mortality. Teaching: It is not a somber thought, but a reminder to prioritize, stop procrastinating, and live with purpose today. Every day is precious.
2. Amor Fati (Love your fate) (Represented by the hands and the book of Casimiro Ruiz) Meaning: Radical acceptance of everything that life gives you, both the good and the bad. Teaching: Instead of fighting against what you cannot change, embrace it. Your destiny, with all its trials, is perfect for your growth. Love what is.
3. Carpe Diem (Seize the Day) (Represented by the rose) Meaning: Seize the day; live in the moment. Lesson: Don't get lost in the past or drown in anxiety about the future. The only reality and the only place where you have power is here and now. 🔥 Final Reflection: By remembering death (Memento Mori), accepting and loving fate (Amor Fati), we find the strength to make the most of today (Carpe Diem). Which of these three maxims resonates most with you at this moment in your life?
Death is not the end, but a reminder: every second you waste is time you will never get back.
"Do not fear dying; fear reaching your last day without having truly lived."
Memento Mori — remember that you will die. To the Spartans, these words were not a warning, but a call to live without hesitation. Death was not feared, only dishonor. Each day was treated as if it might be the last chance to fight, to protect, to leave a mark upon the world. They trained their bodies into weapons, their minds into stone, and their hearts into unshakable resolve. For when a man accepts that death will one day take him, he is freed to live — and to face the battlefield without trembling.
Remember Mori. Remember to love more. Embrace more. Forgive more. Live intensely. Because one day you will die, and the sun will rise for you for the last time. Don't leave words unspoken, dreams untried, or love ungiven. Life isn't meant to be survived, but to be lived fully. Today is a good day to remember that time is a gift.
Index
11 points 20 pages each.
human psyche
philosophy/"memento mori"
science
ethics/letter of law
biology/health/ nature of it all
power
influence
conservatives
The moment/ the moment of it all
world order/ higher constitutional right
mysticism