#hallowthoughts

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Harry: Merlin, I hate bad drivers

Draco:

Harry: Not you baby, that guy was totally in the way being on the sidewalk like that.

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Harry: I forbid you from speaking with those old biddies ever again

Draco: I said I was sorry

Harry: Sorry, doesn't help me inside this cell does it

Draco: Well, no, but you always say an apology goes a long way, so either it does or you are a liar, Harry Potter.

Harry: Go get Ron before I commit an actual crime

Draco: Oh, so you want Ronald again . This is just like the fourth year when he was your most cherished person. I could get you out here, I have money, and I'm your significant other and -

Harry: I meant go get Ron because he always has keys to the Ministry cells, but sure, let's rehash fourth year when you made badges siting my Oh so wonderful smell

Draco: I'll just go find Ronald. I just want you to know it's not my fault you didn't enjoy my humor. If you had read romance novels, you would know I was only striving to get your attention. Just know our love story could have started at the Yule Ball.

Harry: You just told me you would have rejec- . No, I'm not getting into this with you again. Go get Ron.

Draco: I'm going but only because I want to not because you told me too

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Movie: I'll never make you cry, well maybe happy tears

Draco: Couldn't be me! One of my favorite hobbies is making people cry

Harry: *Flashbacks to every time Draco has said his Hobby is really picking up after visiting Ron at WWW. Who is he making cry? Is it Ron or the children that enter thr shop. Both are bad just he cares about the latter more than the former. Maybe.*

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Here in my arms- Hellogoodbye

Post one year in Azkaban. Harry and Draco meet again. It's a shaky friendship with both scared of losing someone they have truly come to treasure. They are Potter and Malfoy but also scarhead and ferret. When they realize that they are no longer Slytherin and Gryffindor; they become Harry and Draco to each other. They take long drives in Harry's car at first trying to outrun the memories and fears. It isn't till they fall asleep in the car underneath the stars that Harry will realize he has fallen in love.

Draco whispers: I miss you quite terribly

Harry: I like where we are

Draco: When we drive in your car

Harry: Well you are the one that lies close to me

Draco : I like where you sleep, when sleep next to me

Harry: I fell in love, in love with you quite suddenly

Draco: There's no place else I could be but here in your arms

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The vibe: Partition by Beyonce

Post War celebrations with a dose of Secret relationships

Harry is leaving in a car (a way the wizarding world is trying to be more integrated with muggles) from a Ministry Gala towards his townhouse in the center London. The rain makes for good distraction as he contemplates if he will return to find Malfoy still there. He thinks maybe offering to make him a homemade meal will go a long way in soothing the irate Heir.

Imagine his surprise when he pulls up to the Grim old place a figure stands in front of the steps. The car slows, and the driver goes out into the rain to open the door for Harry; another thing that itches at him. Instead of being allowed to exit the car, he is unceremoniously pushed back in.

Now if it wasn't for the familiar cologne he would have already started blasted. Malfoy places himself succinctly on his lap.

"Malfoy! this isn't how you ride in automobiles" Harry loses most of the admonishment from his words with each exhale as he feels his boyfriends hands travel up his collar and into his hair.

"Oh such a shame, I've been told I'm a dab hand at riding" Draco whispers

Harry is fairly conscious of the driver re-entering the vehicle and racing away from Number 12.

"Driver roll up the partition fast" the last words he speaks before he distracted once more by Malfoy.

It may be minutes or hours when he realizes there is a door closing and they have reached their destination.

The he hears it. The sound of a camera as well the flash.

"Took me 45 minutes to get all dressed up," Draco says as he fusses with his hair.

Though Harry is aware there is pictures being flashed at the car, he quite keep his hand from gripping on Malfoy's ass.

"Tsk tsk Potter, don't you even ask where we could possibly be. Now, how are we going to make it into this club?"

Draco's hair and clothes are mussed and though Harry loves the sight he also realizing there is paparazzi outside. There may also be handprints and footprints on the glass. Malfoy is also losing his slightly dazed look and visibly looked scared. He is trying to covering himself even if there in tinted glass from seeing inside.

"Maybe I could put on a glamour. No one has to know you have me in here, Potter. I can add length to my hair wouldn't take much to look like the type of girl you like" the words may try be reassuring but they hold real insecurity as if Harry would be ashamed to seen with him.

Before he can say more, Harry makes a decision, " Why would you do that when I already have the type I like right in front of me?""

There is no concealing the surprise on Draco's face. The smile that accompanies the small "Oh" make Harry feel lighter since he was stuffed into this stupid tie.

" Yes. Alright. Then you should probably open the door Mr. Potter"

"Of course, Peaches" He squeezes the plump arse he hadn't let go of for a minute, smoothing out the material as he shifts closer to the door.

Draco tries to scowl but can't because he has never been more excited to step out of the monstrosity Harry calls perfectly safe transportation. Though if this is how all future trips are taken, he can't say he would mind using it more often.

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The vibe: Vacation by simple plan

Ron whispering to Hermione: I know a guy whose obsessed with a guy, he talks for hours and still tomorrow he finds him again

Harry ranting: Can't he just go somewhere on vacation? I could book his flight and pack his bags. A one way ticket out of my life. Watching him fly away, I never liked him

Hermione to Ron: He doesn't care if he tries to ignore, he runs away but still Harry follows

Somewhere in the Dungens- Draco to Vince and Greg

Draco: I never liked him, I never wanted to, I never liked him

Vince: Still tomorrow you'll be here again

Draco: I'm not in love with him!

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Thelma: You say, this Ronaldo was his most cherished person. Oh honey, I wouldn't let that go.

Draco: It happened eight years ago,it's too late for me to make a fuss now.

Thelma: Listen to me baby. Here's what you are going to do .....

Harry: Draco, why is all my things hanging from a flag pole outside with red flag? When did we even get a flag pole?

Draco: Ah. Mr.Potter how good of you to show. As of 08hundred this, you are on probationary status of toad. It would be rat, but I detest those things, so toads it is and should still convey the position you are in.

Harry: Oh bother, what did you hear from the biddies from Book Club this time? I told you to stop listening in on their conversations

Draco: No, I did speak with them directly. And anyway, Thelma said you could never understand

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Wait chat lmk if this makes sense but like

I feel like I don't have anyone who cares for me. But like, not in an emotional sense kinda? I KNOW people care about me. I have friends irl n online or wtv, and I'm pretty sure they all care about me at least a little. But I have nobody who CARES for me. Like, nobody who regularly checks in, texts first, nobody who reminds me to eat or shower or be healthy. Nobody who would care for me if I was sick. I feel like I spend SO much time being a caregiver like that for others, but I can't really think of anyone who plays that role for me. Irl or online. Not even the adults in my life, I care for them too. It's not like I do any of those things for people just so they'll do it for me. I do it because I want to. But I'm so tired of texting first, getting short, uncaring responses, apologizing for bothering them and then hearing "no, I like when you reach out to me, it makes me feel cared about." Which is fine and valid, but I need that too. I like, REALLY need that. I need to be reached out to. I hate feeling like I'm putting 500% and getting back 75 or 50. I haven't been asked how I've been doing in months. I'm not gonna stop doing any of these things because I'm an important outlet to a ton of people, and I don't MIND being that. Like, don't take this as a sign to stop venting to me. I just kinda want a little more in return? If I never get that, then it's okay.

I js kinda needed to talk abt it ig lol