40,, 13, 6, 34, 22, ( picked randomly! )
6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
In general, my birthdays a depressing thing to me because I've never really get them celebrated and mine is nearly always forgotten or condensed down because it's right after the holidays. I was particularly upset on my 7th though and awkwardly broke down in front of my parents.....
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
Haven't had it! I doubt that will change anytime soon as well. When it does or even anything getting intimate will probably be really awkward because I wouldn't really know what to do and I'm doubtful I'll really react to anything but I'll be happy if it's with someone I care for.
22:Talk about your worst fear.
Quite simply that people will realize I'm not that great of a person and will cut me out of their lives. That is the sum of all my fears, that I'm not someone people care for.
34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
Probably a time on my meds. I've stopped taking them because they woke me up in the night from pain...
40:Talk about the end of something in your life.
Spring of my freshman year, I managed to cut myself out of a toxic group of people who I had a strong dependency towards. Most of them weren't bad people, but there was a lot of conflict and I wasn't getting the type of relationships I needed. The game room where everyone gathered had been addictive and I found myself automatically walking to it when I chose to cut myself off cold turkey (I decided I needed not to have anything to do with it for 2 weeks). I flourished a lot more those two weeks and realized that these people weren't the group that I should spend most of my time with. I liked to see them every so often after then but we had kinda naturally separated and it led me to spend more time with people like Montana, Jess, and Maddie who I didn't see as much because I was too attached to the game room and also meant I didn't miss chances with the people who I met after like Loren, Ven, and Seyi. My current friend circle really feels like my family and I can't help but to think how I nearly missed that.