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YEEEEE THEYRE FINISHED!!
I don’t know what happened. I happened to be riding with my family in the car and all of a sudden my brain told me,
“What if Palindrome became a mutated fish monster?”
Somehow it made me want to rush to my tablet as soon as I got home. I don’t think I have made anything this dark in a while, as I’m normally not the type of artist who draws dark stuff.
So the whole au event pretty much takes place after the Zimvoid arc where the two were able to survive from Zim’s plan on annihilating the Zimvoid. I don’t what the cause of it could be yet, but Palindrome fish DNA one day becomes unstable to the point where he mutates into this creature and causes havoc wherever he goes. So 2K needs to find a way to help him and change him back to his original self .
Not sure if anyone is interested but if becomes successful, I will most like make more of these, as I have also wanted to draw some comforting moments as well.
y’know ppl say ‘anxiety + depression is hell’ but y’know what’s worse than that is ‘anxiety + depression + OCD’. Cuz y’know depression makes it so u can’t are abt things the same way as non-depressed ppl (and in this case it’s like no emotions, no caring, nothing) but then OCD makes u care a lot abt certain things, just not the supposedly ‘right’ things (like counting steps or having to move certain parts of ur body in certain ways bc of reasons and that’s just how it has to be, when u couldn’t give less of a shit abt more ‘important’ things like self-care and responsibilities and stuff) and then AND THEN anxiety makes a stunning appearance being like ‘what if this isn’t actually real what if it’s just ur mind playing tricks on u’ and then depression comes back in saying ‘yeah no duh u stoopid head ur just faking u dumb bitch u’ so u don’t wanna do the things OCD tells u to do bc according to depression u don’t care abt anything but actually u have to do what OCD tells u to do or else (cuz y’know the way that works? I can’t explain it it’s just like that) and then bc of the 2 conflicting things anxiety happens and so it’s all just so much too much to handle u want out u want it to just stop but u know u can’t kill ur self or die or anything cuz ur on lockdown in ur parents house (they put u there and ur phycologist (who they made u go see) sided with them on it and u felt powerless and actually u still feel powerless and u hate it but u don’t have a choice u have to stay there) and ur parents are watching over u like hawks and always ‘checking in’ like the overprotective assholes they are and u hate it but actually u know they’re doing it cuz they love u and want the best for you but actually no that’s not true bc u don’t deserve love and no one could ever love you (remember self-loathing is an ever-present companion). so u do stupid mundane ‘life’ things but ur OCD makes it nearly impossible bc it’s going untreated cuz u kind of maybe lied to everyone and ur parents haven’t heard that ur OCD and they just think ur faking everytime and bc of all that ur even more depressed than just when u were depressed but u can’t let anyone know bc ur parents don’t know the difference between being depressed and being suicidal so they’ll panic and freak out and do all the wrong things instead of giving u what u need (even tho u don’t need anything from them bc ‘they’re prob just pretending to care they don’t love u they don’t care abt u u piece of shit’) and letting u be like for instance they’ll be way too over-emotional (remember u can’t feel anything u have no emotions so watching them have all these emotions at u is rly confusing and horrible and u have no idea what to do and it makes everything worse) and it just puts way too much pressure on u even tho u already have too much pressure to be ‘okay’ and ur basically just trapped in this endless stream of suffering and pain and confusing shit and nothing makes sense and ur mind has all these paradoxes and it’s making u go insane bc u just don’t know what anything is anymore and this exact thing is always running thru ur mind bc u have to continuously remind ur self why u can’t run away or leave ur parents’ house or stop pretending to care abt the so-called ‘important’ things that actually I couldn’t care less abt bc they’re all meaningless to u and everything is essentially meaningless to u except for the things u massively fixate on (which is never anything real, bc u can’t never feel anything when it’s real and u don’t know how to sympathize with real ppl buf when it becomes fiction ur a mess) or the things ur OCD makes u fixate on (which u have to pretend ur not fixating on while still fixating in them bc no one can know ur fixated on them but u have to be fixated on them bc of reasons bc it’s OCD). y’know?
since im barfing stuff up anyway, guess i can throw this in too. got toba the tura’s design more or less figured (????) but the color scheme is the thing currently murdering me. there is no rhyme or reason to any of these, it is just literally like. i slapped down one set of colors and then duplicated the layer and dragged the hue slider back and forth LOL
welcome to my twisted art process
what colors do u even give to a giant ........ being of justice that builds a giant wall
Outfit ideas for my boy Dark y e e t
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Dude, I'm blown away by how quickly you're pumping out these updates! It's like I turn around and before I have time to blink, BOOM you post 10 more pictures!! Great stuff buddy! Keep it up^^
I'm a drawing MACHINE!!! It's pike being possessed. You get an idea and HAVE TO draw it or else your heart might stop! Hahaha. Now if only I didn't get distracted. Imagine how much MORE I could draw!!! I'm just always so excited to share ideas! <3
THIS MEANS A LOT COMING FROM YOU!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!
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send one for your character to reach out to mine.
she’s nursing the second martini of the evening, nothing scandalous considering the attributes of a high tolerance and mixed company — and in any case, tipsy claire was considerably more open to having a good time guilt free than the numerous other versions of herself. it’s been a month. and four days, as it were . . . something she was occasionally embarrassed by knowing on command. it’s been a month of fastidious calendar - keeping, of patient impatience, and carefully contained pining. she’s not been a wet blanket, despite the temptation to be, she’s just as present with their friends as she’d be with him there, but there’s an undeniable nuance to it ; the occasional target - less glance to one side, the twitch of an unheld hand. but she had been there, and she was having a good time, in spite of herself. the alcohol simply made her feel a little lighter for it. she’s tucked herself into some unassuming corner of mike and jeannette’s impressive backyard, blond hair luminous beneath the lazy twinkle of the fairy - lit trees, a little smile curling her lips as she reminisces on the boys’ indignant insistence that she get off the ladder and let them hang them up instead. she’d helpfully countered: oh ? where was that attitude a few hours ago, when i asked you to do it. ( really, claire — ) bobby, i swear, if you don’t hush and let me finish this, it’s you i’d worry about getting hurt. not me.
the rounds have been made by now, she’s brushed arms & knocked elbows, and so she feels comfortable taking a moment to exist on the outskirt, laughing as neil endures the opening remarks in what is sure to be an over - exuberant speech prefacing big news —- she isn’t sure, at first, what the sudden commotion is, but she cranes her neck at the shout she hears above the hum of background music & newly whispered conversation. there’s another unclear bit of surprised laughter and an additional shout, and suddenly neil’s being hoisted up on the shoulders of david and sean, a torch soon taken up by a number of others, none of which are raymond, she’s sure of that, but she doesn’t have a long enough moment to consider this information before her attention is called back as the glass in her hand is swiped unceremoniously from her hand by the whip - quick hand of a certain brunette. ❛ alex – ❜ confusion uttered in undeniable fondness, cut short by breathlessness as an arm is wrapped around her midsection from behind, and she’s pulled against solid heat, his laugh a burst of dry warmth against the shell of her ear.
her feet leave the ground, something that sounds a little too close to a yelp for her liking escaping her as he spins her around. the instant she’s back on solid ground, he forges forward, arms wound around her as he kisses her, a little off the mark, more to the side of her mouth than smack on it, but she can’t be bothered to care. if anything, it makes the giddy smile that breaks in the wake of it all the sweeter. a warm laugh follows this, interrupted by another press of his lips before she can find the space to speak. ❛ ray — ❜ she’s forgotten whatever it was she wanted to say, swathed in the acute awareness of him, the warm spread of his palms at the small of her back, the softness of his gaze as he pulls back, content even to hold her. hi. it’s the simplest greeting, but it softens the pale blue of her eyes impossibly further, and she raises up on tip - toes to press her lips to his temple before arms wind around his neck, chin tucked at his shoulder. ❛ i missed you. ❜