Hayden pike who's like Mormon. Or some other heavily religious background that he abandoned to play hockey, but could never truly leave behind, he never actually left the church. He stayed in family contact despite it pretty much all being him called a sinner, he still thinks of things as being sinful, prays despite not really believing... religious guilt to the max.
Marlow makes out with him in a dingy bathroom stall and maybe they jerk off, and it's so so hot. It's so much better than the other few times he had premarital sex with women and could barley get it up, he was so hard it hurt the whole time, and he could barely think. But it was a man. He just hooked up with a fucking man. And that's sinful. That's so fucking sinful. He barely makes it back to his hotel before he's sobbinga Nd vomitting into his toilet.