@successfullybedazzledmyface - a para description of your muse from mine’s perspective
When you say she is the sun, you mean it.
Before you is a strong girl. Healthy. A slight tan, voluminous brown hair -- the fine curls at the edges catch the light -- you can make out the curve of her biceps through her sleeves. Every part of her frame, from her choice of earrings to the sacrifical scars across her wrists, proclaims that she will not be stopped. (Not for long, anyway.) Her eyes glint, alive, as she looks up at you -- a small tilt of the head -- she really does carry herself with all the enthusiasm of a puppy.
(She is made-up right now, adorned like royalty. But you know that she was just as beautiful smudged with dirt, covered with blood and ash, her features twisted with rage.)
Mabel Pines is not like you, dead and reborn each day, so regularly struggling to act like a member of the living. She is so very alive that it radiates from her, that she shares it with everybody -- when she goes to the petrol station, pays the man at the counter, she leaves that man the brighter for it. (You are not the only one who has noticed -- have on occasion seen Gideon and Pacifica exchange glances when she enters the room, that's her.)
And she nearly gave the world for a boy about to be hoist by his own petard, who had lied to her, stolen from her without even thinking about it, who eyed her with nothing but pure, black disdain as she lowered her weapons and surrendered. For him. It is a nearly incomprehensible degree of magnaminity, and she has not just granted it to you. She has forgiven a lot of people a lot of things. That generosity, that kindness, marks her as truly divine.
But she says that she is yours, her chosen one, that she would not want anybody else. (There is a moon on her wrist.) She changes her image to match you, rearranges her life for you, tries to fix y o u. You are still ecstatic. You are still aghast. You do not understand her reasoning, but then, why should you expect to?