Grief.
I am addressing here the denial of grief, when you drown in your own sadness enough to judge how the loss should affected other persons concerned by it.
You can't make someone's else grief invalid because you THINK it was harder on YOU.
You can't force anybody to encapsulate an ocean of emotions because they shouldn't feel it that much.
"If I was able to gather my grief, I'll put it in a bag and throw it in the ocean. But every time it slips through my fingers, and every time, I think a part of me is leaving too."








