#heartbreak j.

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i love you endlessly.

beyond time & space.

& somehow…

i hope i never see you again.

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you love me like it's your God-given job.

you drink me like you've been dying of thirst.

your fingers prune & you never mind.

a love like this, a love so divine.

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everything i learned about love

was through ones that didn’t

know the first thing about loving anyone.

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loving you came at such a high price,

can't afford to romanticize the memories of you

& pay it twice.

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I’m tired of writing about you.

Book full of details to my own demise.

Looking you dead in the eyes when I close mine

talk about clarity

you see

someone once said you’re more alive in your dreams

& last night I dreamed I was dancing in your room.

I felt you around me, you were in the air I breathed

& I started to suffocate when I my alarm ringed.

is that why I’ve been walking around half dead?

not a single sentence that hadn’t been said.

about how I feel, & what I want

I’ve even tweaked it a bit to see what difference

it would bring.

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A tiny me appreciation post.

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Just friends.

A selfish lover and a beautiful friend.

A rollercoaster with an inevitable end.

Talking of what we could be turns to noise.

We could stop but then who could i trust to feel that void?

& what good is a heart that ain’t felt a little breaking?

Its all love all genuine taking.

We know we’re good people just seeking

Arms that close tight & a little insight

on what compatibility feels like.

Thinking to ourselves “how could they ever cause me pain?”

For so long we’ve been on one accord & time hadn’t changed.

Closer with each touch, getting that gut feeling

after every time we cut.

Now I watch who you look at

& care more about how you look at me.

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Found my selfie stick & honestly... talk about MOISTURIZEEEEED.