#helluva full moon

[yuamusuzuran]

Still heartbroken over the end of "The Full Moon", but I want to say two things:

We saw from a mile away that this won't go smoothly

Neither Blitz nor Stolas are in the wrong for reacting how they did. The whole thing is a very unfortunate timing and neither of them being ready to reasonably react to each other's trauma response (Stolas shut down, Blitz was enraged)

Both of them have such a long way to go, but even though it was like a shot through the heart, I do believe this breakup is a catalyst for their healing and coming to terms with certain things about each other.

Both Stolas and Blitz are so complex and such beautiful characters

[sapling-d]

Hear me out: Blitzø in Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood

I don't owe you my heart, and I don't owe you my body But you should know that I'm sorry for being careless with you

Lord knows I owe you more than I'm pretty sure I ever could give anybody

But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects Bottom shelf erotic products like me

So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length Or, hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake

Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough Unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush

And I swear I'm really trying Get it together, Will Blitzø, know and do better

It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for mе

I swear, I'm really trying Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best

I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet

...

I still don't know who you are, I only know that I'm still lonely

That morbid sort where even company can't cure me

And the more you reassure, the less I trust

But still you gave me your heart, I only gave you my body

Honestly thought nobody'd want it, let alone notice it's gone And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now

I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends

I've lived more lives than enough, I haven't died quite as much But I'm not a real person, just the shit you can't make up

And I swear I'm really trying I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes

When we make the closest thing to love that I'm capable of

And I don't know why you would care, but I'm really trying Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best

I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet

... ...

Did I really have any of that gravity? Maybe you're quicksand

Because I really couldn't tell how deep my footprints went

The vertex of my redemption arc, the searching on that virgin heart I'm catatonic in your arms, crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"

I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours

Don't say "I'm sorry, but this can't go on," I know you've got scars of your own

But hide my knives before you go

I'll either live or die alone

I swear I will die trying

I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress I promise, I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible

I swear, I'm so fucking sorry

I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all

...anyone else?

[jellyjamheadobb]

Fizz’s gay lil outfit made me so happy

[counting-stars-gayly]

Not “bitch” suddenly turning from a sexually masked term of endearment to an actual insult meant to cause harm. The contrast hurt SO BAD

[wollowstar]

For those who aren’t on twitter <3

FULL MOON EPISODE NEXT WEEK Y’ALL🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[sinnerfr0mhell]

"Goodbye, Blitz."

[ladymiraclewings]

So how are we feelin' ?

[thedrunkenreadersreviews]

A small, yet, HUGE thing that happened during the "Full Moon" episode of Helluva Boss.

Pineapple whiskey for this one, folks. Sweet but burns all the way down, just like parts of this episode. (Side eyes the Cherubs).

*Sip, sip*

Blitz runs away. Granted, he is an immensely complicated character (which is why I love him just about as much as I love Alastor), with a plethora of emotional baggage. But it is a common trait for him when faced with difficult situations, especially regarding intimate partners, to just run away.

He, in part, ran away from Fiz.

He ran away from Verosika.

He ran away from Stolas as well.

But when Stolas tells him he cares, when Stolas confesses he wants more and sets Blitz free and admits to having these heavy feelings, Blitz yells and screams and says some hurtful things (no, I'm not on Stolas' side. They were both right and they were both wrong, but that is for another post).

But he doesn't run away.

"You can't just dismiss me like that! ... Well, I'm not letting you, bitch! Let's go! ... Stolas, wait. I'm sor---"

Blitz, who pushes everyone away while running in the opposite direction, stays to have the conversation just to be pushed away.

Blitz has grown. Tremendously. And I am so damn excited for more of him. And based on those few glimpses that we see of him in the S2 second-half trailer, he is not going to give up easily. He is not running this time, he's not pushing this time. Now he's fighting if only to have the conversation and I am here for it!

Blitz running towards something---someone ... I love it.

Cheers.

*Sip, sip*