"Are you satisfied now, friend John?" he asked.
I felt all the dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me as I answered him: —
"Nuh uh."
"Fuck you mean, 'nuh uh'?"

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"Are you satisfied now, friend John?" he asked.
I felt all the dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me as I answered him: —
"Nuh uh."
"Fuck you mean, 'nuh uh'?"
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in the hospital. straight up "slurpin it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. My professor's blood
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There is a different side to Jack Seward that gets unlocked once Van Helsing enters the story, and I think that speaks volumes on how deeply layered their relationship is. Not quite intertwined, but complementary to each other. It still endlessly fascinates me that before Van Helsing, Jack is an entirely different character to the reader.
Jack's appearance and personality is of one slowly unravelling, slowly becoming more unhinged. He cannot get over Lucy's rejection and instead uses Renfield as a distraction. He gets invited out with the boys but we don't hear him talk about it, it's almost as if another Jack Seward got invited. He talks about how vivisection was misunderstood and maniacly plans to let Renfield escape so he can study him further. The audience can feel he is spiraling though he does not want to admit it.
And yet when Lucy is sick, Jack does something unexpected - he asks for help. He reaches out to his old friend and mentor, and it softens him into a different person. When he writes to Arthur about Van Helsing, his arrogance about the hierarchy of man melt away into earnestly describing how incredible his former professor is. And in turn we see how quickly Van Helsing drops everything to go see him.
Not only that, it changes our perception of Jack as well! When Van Helsing teases Jack and confuses him with his vague statements, he's still so accepting. In the next few entries, we will see Jack's character diverge from being a brooding "mad doctor" type to being pathetically loveable. He becomes less sure of himself, yet somehow more vulnerable, more impartial, more sympathetic.
I cant get over it. These two doctors drive me mad, actually.
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I'm just thinking back to Jack's letter to Arthur from 2nd September, introducing Van Helsing. It reads like Jack has never mentioned Van Helsing to Arthur before, which is fine, he might have kept his crush to himself.
But I think it's much funnier if we assume that Jack has, in fact, spoken to Arthur about Van Helsing approximately twelve million times before. I'm just imagining Arthur receiving this:
I have written to my old friend and master, Professor Van Helsing, of Amsterdam, who knows as much about obscure diseases as any one in the world.
oh here we go
Van Helsing would, I know, do anything for me for a personal reason
yes, we all know that, Jack
He is a seemingly arbitrary man, but this is because he knows what he is talking about better than any one else.
yes, Jack, I know
He is a philosopher and a metaphysician, and one of the most advanced scientists of his day; and he has, I believe, an absolutely open mind.
yes, Jack, I KNOW
This, with an iron nerve, a temper of the ice-brook, an indomitable resolution, self-command, and toleration exalted from virtues to blessings, and the kindliest and truest heart that beats—these form his equipment for the noble work that he is doing for mankind—work both in theory and practice, for his views are as wide as his all-embracing sympathy.
Jesus Christ would you ever just kiss already.
it's valentine's day soooooo!! i've had this wip for ages without finishing it but ykw it's cute ♡ doodle based on Bite the Hand that Feeds by @bluecatwriter and modeled off that painting of ivan the terrible and his son... ough
I love how Jack Seward goes from
"Professor, let me be your pet student again."
to yelling and smiting the table with
"Dr. Van Helsing, are you mad?"
to
[Van Helsing] raised his head and looked at me, and somehow the tenderness of his face calmed me at once.
all within seconds
Listening thru Re: Dracula and how did I on my first read miss Van Helsing mentioning casually that Jack Seward sucked poison out of him the one time?!