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How I feel 8/19/18

I feel sad, because I will never be enough for everyone, but I do know that I can be enough for me. The only problem is, that I want to push myself yet, sometimes I feel I cannot carry my own weight. I want to love someone but I feel I’m just so much to handle, and I make them feel “uncomfortable”. I feel I won’t be enough of a man, in my families eyes. But I just want to be a better man for myself and for the people I love. And for the people that love me. Even though I may have periods of long dark days, I am trying.

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

Guys. I'm leaving. I will come back one day. But I have to leave, I can't do this anymore.

Stay safe and I love you. Remember, what you give is what you get and life's not out to get you.

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

I'm not supposed to be tearing up and crying in back of the main kitchen. Where the employees heat up their lunches. While I can barely eat mine. The thought of her aches still. She's my ghost that haunts me. And damn I feel like I was over her but I'm not. I'm tired and I wish I wasn't so down the night she broke me. I didn't want to beg her to stay, but I wish I did. I've turned into something I didn't want to be but, maybe it just happened for something. I still have this fire for her only her, like I still have hope and faith. She was the one that got away. I wanted to marry her. It's late. I miss her.

J.M.H (We weren't ready, it wasn't supposed to be like this.)

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

No More Excuses, You have to seize the day. Blaming covers bad behavior. All of us has been treated badly, we have to stop making excuses. We cannot live in the past nor the future. Live in the present. 

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

Have you ever felt like at ease with yourself like your soul has experienced something peaceful. It has only happened to me twice in my life time. I'm laying in bed and I just don't feel sad but I feel at peace and it was only for a minute or so. Although it was one the greatest feelings ever.

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

Reached a thousand followers. Thanks you guys :)

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

I just want to be a better someone for a unique someone.

[i-will-call-upon-your-name]

It's raining so much over here