Feb 20
thinking about transmigration as a metaphor for becoming disabled ... a sudden big change that you're left to live with in whatever way you can, no way to go back to how things were in your life beforehand, a new world you don't have the tools to navigate and that can't be navigated in the ways you already knew how to navigate a world, people around you don't or can't understand the experience you're having ... im simply thinking about it ok
#specifically like: one thing happens and you become chronically disabled to be clear#on disability#fic insp#hidey speaks#trope analysis#thank u combinatiom of therapy + xiahou dan for producing this thought ig#the limitation of your choices ... the limitation of what you can have of what you want ...#the disappearance of being able to have certain things you want forever ....#having to figure out new ways to do familiar things ... guys i could rly go on ok ...#hidey watches how dare you