#high willow posts

[willowskindaobsessed]

Man I miss less tamed me. Bitch was wild and I wish I still was.

- I said mean shit but it was true so

Today I try to be much nicer. It’s exhausting sometimes.

- Got violent and would start fights

Consequences are much higher now. In more than one way.

- So much less of a people pleaser

I miss being inconsiderate (I wasn’t really just like child type selfishness)

- Less embarrassment

Yaya the effects of severe bullying. Also like growing older and learning social norms. But how you think I learned? Bullying.

[willowskindaobsessed]

None of my thoughts are very appropriate to share with the class rn

[willowskindaobsessed]

Been think about it all day. One of my favorite “lazy” accent changes (what I call it when vowels slip because we like to move our mouth as little as possible) is the word “for” which has no correct pronunciation in my mind. I find I say it with a schwa, and also a softened r. I soften/get rid of r’s as much as possible. Was actually originally just say I pronounce it like “fur” but I realize I mispronounced fur minorly as well. It’s funny that I can pick up on the difference of r sounds but can’t unconsciously produce them.