love triangle - part three
Paring: Tom Holland x Reader, Shawn Mendes x Reader
Summary: What would happen when you fall for the school bad boy? What if your best friends has fallen for you as well? Who would you choose in this love triangle?
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“Honey!” You hear the girl, Hailey, say to Shawn. Honey? What does she mean by honey?
You turn to look at your best friend. Whos honey brown eyes are already on you. He looked shocked- like he had seen a ghost.
“Honey? Are you okay?” The girl next to him spoke again. You were probably more shocked than Shawn. He shakes his head, dropping his eyes from you to the ground, to look at the mess he had made.
“Y-yeah, sorry.” He mumbled to the girl as they start to pick up the popcorn from the floor. Your eyes still glued on him. What was going on? You were so confused. Was he dating that girl, and didn’t even bother to tell you? He always told you that you were his best friend, but if you really were his best friend wouldn't he tell you about a girl he was seeing? Shawn’s hands were shaking. You could tell- his breathing was a little heavier than usual and his eyes found your face from time to time.
“Are you okay mate?” Tom’s words bring you back to the real world. Turning to look at your date, his beautiful brown eyes find yours and you give him a weak smile. If you could leave you would, but you didn’t want to show Shawn, or anyone else in this room, that something was bothering you.
“Yeah, sorry everyone.” Shawn apologizes, but you don’t turn to look at him. Instead, you lean into Tom and turn to face the tv. Tom’s arm wraps around your body and he brings you closer to him.
“You can start the movie already.” Shawn continues, prompting one of the guys to put the movie on. A couple minutes later, the girl, Hailey, sat next to you, and a little later, Shawn sits next to her. You could feel his eyes on you, but you don’t turn to look at him. However, from the corner of your eye you can see Hailey lean into Shawn, whispering something into his ear and leaving a kiss on his cheek. A lump grows in the back of your throat, the anxiety building up in your chest and all the things running through your mind- all because she called your best friend honey, and kissed his cheek.
Everybody laughing brings you once again back to the reality. You didn’t even know what was happening in the movie. Looking at the time, you see that almost half an hour had passed by since the movie had started. You turn to look at Tom, and he turns to face you as well, with a gentle smile resting on his face.
“Where is the bathroom?” You whisper in his ear, not wanting to disturb the others. Tom quietly tells you where to go, and you give him a nod and a smile before getting up from the couch. You walk out of the living room and turn to look back, seeing that Shawn was already looking at you. You quickly look away, and make your way to the bathroom. Once inside, you close the door, and lean against it, letting out a long sigh. Your mind is going crazy with everything that was going on. Why didn’t Shawn tell you? What was actually going on with him and that girl? Why didn’t he want you here? Was it because of her being here? He had lied to you when he said that she was the first girl he had seen yesterday night at the party. He knew her, he might have even been dating her. You felt so betrayed by him, your best friend, the one person you actually trusted.
“Fuck…” you mumble to yourself, walking to the mirror. You felt like shit, Shawn was making you feel like shit. You were supposed to enjoy your first date with Tom- but this was the worst date you had ever been on. Running your finger through your hair, you let out a long groan again. “I fucking hate this…” You mumble to yourself, feeling like you could hit something really hard, like your head… against the wall.
“y/n?” You hear someone call your name. You quickly turn to face the door to see that you had left it unlocked and someone was coming in. When you see the familiar brown curls and that sweet face you feel safe again for a moment. You were scared for a second there, thinking that some stranger was about to walk into the bathroom.
“y/n? Are you okay?” his voice was soft and calm. You just wanted to run into his arms and tell him how you really felt about everything. But you couldn't, he didn’t deserve that.
“Everything’s fine.” you tell him, giving him a fake smile even though you knew he probably could tell right a way that it wasn’t a real smile.
“Don’t lie to me princess.” Oh, how you hated when he called you that when you were mad at him. The stupid nickname made you go soft on him everytime he used it, but this time you wouldn't let him.
“Don’t call me that.” you tell him, turning around to face the mirror again. Of course he would know when you are lying to him, he knew you too well. “I really am fine, Shawn.” you say, fixing your hair before trying to leave the bathroom, but Shawn’s hand finds your arm and he stops you, making you face him again. His honey brown eyes were burning into yours trying to get you to talk.
“y/n, please talk to me.” You just shake your head and let out a laugh. How can someone possibly be this naïve?
“Are you kidding me Shawn?” You ask him before pulling your hand away from him, you didn’t want him to touch you or even be this close to you. Taking a step back, you feel your back hit the wall next to the door to the bathroom.
“What do you mean?” He asked you, but you knew that he knew very well what you were talking about. But in his Shawn way, he tried to act like he didn’t, so he wouldn't need to talk about it with you. He always did this when he didn’t want to tell you something- or want to talk about something you wanted to talk about.
“T-that girl!” You raise your voice a little at him, too mad at this point to try to stay calm. Shawn let’s out a frustrated groan, taking a step closer to you again, leaving almost no space between you two.
“Really?” You ask him but he doesn't continue- just stares at you, not saying a word. “Are you fucking kidding me Shawn?” You let out a sarcastic laugh. “That girl who you kissed yesterday, that girl you told me you didn’t even know, that girl who fucking called you honey and you fucking dared to lie to me that this was a party when it was just a small date night!” You push him further away from you. Your blood boiling at this point. Did he really think you would believe him when he acted like he didn’t know what you were talking about?
“y/n…” Shawn tried to come closer to you again but you just shake your head and put your hand in front of you to stop him from moving any closer.
“Don’t fucking take another step closer to me.” you let the venomous words spit out of your mouth.
“Please listen to me.” He tried again but you just shake your head.
“No! Shawn no!” you raise your voice again. “I don’t want to hear any of your lies anymore. I thought that we were best friend, but clearly, I was wrong.”
“Don’t act like a saint y/n!” Shawn raised his voice for the first time, clearly getting mad at you too.
“Oh you don’t have a right to yell at me!” You raise your voice even more.
“Come on y/n!” Shawn groaned.
“Fuck you Shawn.” You tell him before walking out of the door, the lump growing in back of your throat again. This was the worst fight you and Shawn had possibly ever had. You could hear Shawn call after you but you aren’t stopping to hear his lies. You walk straight into the living room to see that everyone was already watching you. They probably heard you and Shawn fight. You just shake your head and walk to Tom, giving him an apologetic smile trying your best not to sound like you were about to cry like a little baby.
“Thanks, I had good time but I’m going home, not feeling so good.” You whisper in his ear, not letting him say anything before walking to the front door, taking your jacket and shoes and leaving the house. You felt bad about how you left, but you really didn’t want to cry in front of the others, all because of a stupid fight with your best friend, or was he even your best friend?
“y/n!” You can hear Shawn calling after you but you just kept on walking. Just done with the fighting for now, maybe later you could face him, but right now, you were too weak for this and too proud to show him how much he really had hurt you with this whole thing.
“Let her be mate. I will go after her.” You could hear Tom talking to him.
“No, I will!” Shawn tried to argue back at him.
“I think it’s better to let her cool down for a minute.” Was the last thing you could hear Tom say before you heard someone run after you. You hoped that it was Shawn a little bit, but at the same time, you wanted it to be Tom so you could let this settle down for a moment and you could just calm down. Feeling like you were making so much drama that you didn’t ever want to see any of those people again. You felt so embarrassed, oh god.
“Hey wait for me!” You stop at Tom’s words and turn around to face him. As soon as you see his face you feel like you could just break down crying. You were so hurt, felt so betrayed, confused and alone. Shawn was your best friend, he was the one who would comfort you with everything but now you were here fighting with him a second day in a row. You two never fought and now that seemed to be the only thing you did lately.
“Hey, hey everything will be okay,” Tom tried to comfort you, but he only made you let out a sob before you turned around to hide your face from him. Why would a guy like him even want to date you, and why the hell would he want to see you ugly cry.
“I-Im okay. Just go back home.” You try to tell him but he just wraps his arms around you, making you turn around, and putting his hands on your cheeks, and makes you look at him.
“He was just acting like an asshole, but I’m sure you two will be fine.” He tells you before placing a soft kiss on your forehead. Was this the same bad boy everyone was talking about? That guy who just used girls, never called back when he promised, and treated the girls like trash after getting what he wanted? Because this guy who was with you was maybe even sweeter than honey itself.
“S-sorry, I’m so embarrassing.” You let out a small laugh as you wipe the tears from your eyes and give him a forced smile.
“No, you are not.” He tells you before pulling you into a hug again. “You are just hurt and it’s okay.” He places a kiss on top of your head. “I’m here for you, I can listen to you if you want to talk about this?” He mumbles against your head, squeezing you a little harder against him.
“Thank you.” You whisper against his chest before pulling away from you. “Sorry for ruining our date.”
“No you didn’t, it’s not over yet!” He lets you know and takes your hand. “Maybe we can go back to your dorm and watch a movie together and order a pizza?”
“That sound perfect.” You let him know, and the two of you start walking back to your dorm. Tom tries to make small talk, but you are quiet most of the time, still in your own head. As you two make it to your door you open it and let him in first. Closing the door after you, you turn to see Tom already on your bed with a goofy smile on his lips.
“What do you wanna watch? And what pizza do you want?” You just can’t help but smile at him, happy to see that Zendaya wasn’t here after the conversation you two shared before you left.
“You can pick any movie you want, and pepperoni?” You tell him before taking your laptop and sitting on the bed next to him.
“Could we watch Spider-Man?” He asks you with the same goofy smile playing on his lips.
“Yeah, that’s a good one.” You tell him before opening the Spider-Man movie for you two.
“This is one of my favorite movies.” You whisper more to yourself than to him.
“Really?” Tom’s voice sounded so surprised.
“Yeah, it is? Is it that shocking?” you ask him as you turn to face him.
“Well yes… It’s mine too.” He tells you proudly.
“It’s a good one, isn’t it.” You joke. He gets up from the bed and calls the closest pizzeria and orders you guys a pizza.
“Are u ready?” you ask him as soon as he ends the call. He climbs on the bed next to you, and puts the laptop on his lap before making you cuddle into him. It felt safe here, in his arms, watching a movie. You use to watch a lot as a kid with a guy you kinda liked. You had forgotten about the stupid fight with Shawn by now, way into the movie and good company you had.
You two spend the rest of the day like that, cuddling, watching movies, eating pizza and you may have stolen a couple of kisses from each other. That was what lead you two to this point. You on top of him, full on making out, his hands inside your shirt and your hands lifting up his own when someone opened the door to the room. It scared you shitless, making you jump off Tom and fall on the floor, butt fist.
“Oh, oh wow!” Zendaya looks as shocked as you were. You had forgotten that you lived with her for just a moment.
“I’m sorry!” You mumble to her getting up from the floor. Quickly looking at Tom, he just acts like it was totally normal for you to be making out with him when a girl he had slept with walked in.
“Wow, okay…. umm.” the room fell silent. You felt so uncomfortable and didn’t know what to do. “Maybe I should leave?” She asked you and you shake your head for a no.
“No, no, no it’s okay. W-we will leave?” You turn to look at Tom for the last part. You can’t make her leave her own room just so you could be alone with a guy, right?
“Yeah, sure if you want to?” Tom answers you.
“Okay… well uh, I saw Shawn. He asked me to tell you that you should call him back when you can.” Zendaya told you. Had Shawn tried to call you? You hadn’t looked at your phone since you and Tom left their frat house.
“Thanks.” You thank her with a small smile on your lips as you turn to look at Tom. His hair was messy because you had been playing with it and his lips swollen from all the kissing. “Ready to go?” You ask him still smiling at him with an awkward smile.
“Yeah, okay.” He got up from the bed, kissing your lips, and walking to the door, putting on his shoes and jacket. You turn to look at your roommate to see her staring at Tom like a piece of meat or like she wanted to yell at him.
“Okay, bye…” You wave at Zendaya as soon as you get your shoes on and grab a jacket. Closing the door after you, turning to face Tom to see him having a smug smile on his lips. “What?” you ask him.
“Nothing.” He just smirks taking your hand and starts walking.
“Where are we going?” You ask, trying to keep up with him, he turns to look at you and gives his signature smirk.
“To the diner? Is that okay?” He suddenly sounded unsure about his plan.
“Yeah, that’s great.” You tell him. He pulls you into him and places his hand on your lower back. The walk to the diner is filled with talking about the movies you watched, and Tom showering you in compliments. It was the first time in your life that someone, especially a guy you liked, had told you how beautiful and amazing you are. He made you feel so special, so loved and appreciated.
“Oh come on S-Tom, stop.” You push him a little, hoping to god that he didn’t catch on how you almost called him Shawn.
“But it’s true darling, you are so beautiful.” Shaking your head, he kisses your lips quickly before walking to the diner door opening it for you as you pull your phone from your pocket to see that Shawn had texted, called, and left voicemails for you.
“You can go inside, I’m just quickly going make a call, okay?” You ask Tom, as you see him opening the door for you.
“Okay, don’t take too long or I will miss you.” His words make you blush. You wave him off as he walks inside and you pull up the voicemail Shawn had left you.
“y/n… can you please answer my calls or even text me back okay?” He lets out a loud groan before continuing. “I know I fucked up, I really did. I’m so sorry, agh, y/n.” He sounded so stressed and sad. “I-I feel so bad for this stupid fight. I hate fighting b-but with you It’s even worse.“
If you could you would just squeeze him into a tight hug and tell him everything is okay .
”You are my best friend and I love you so much, you mean the world to me and I don’t want to fight with you like this ever again. You are the most important human in my life y/n.” he stops talking for a moment, takes a deep breath in before going on. “Please just call me, I’m so sorry about this mess. It’s all my fault… just please call me back when you can.” he lets out a sight again. “Please…”
You feel like you could start crying. You felt like an asshole for leaving before you talked everything out, and for not answering his calls or texts.
You look for Shawns name in your contacts. When you find it you, press the call button. You let it ring and ring and ring, but he doesn't pick up.
“Okay, this is weird…” You mumble to yourself. He always picked up, even if you were calling in the middle of the night. Plus, he had asked you to call him. So you decided to try calling him again. Turning to face the diner, you almost drop your phone when you see Shawn sitting at your spot with that girl Hailey. How he looks at his phone, he sees you calling and he just turns the phone around and ignores your call...
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