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I still don't understand HOW it works, but... My friend at one point just drew 18+ with me and Billy to... Like...

INSULT ME?

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I don't... I don't know how to... Feel about it.

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THE SURROGATE 🪹

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well well well. im back again and still thinking about that damn television. and in that time i've uhhh uhhh. become brave enough to post what is basically mpreg to my main bc i really liked how it came out. shame dies and it dies today forevermore

this can be considered maybe a bit of a spiritual followup to Smile for the Camera!, at least theme-wise, and expresses a lot of things about tenna that i didnt really get to explore that ive been ruminating about for god. almost 10 months now man. ive got a lot of thoughts that ill probably share in a post of its own or in a reblog later. for now, take this :)

You're the TV in the living room, and you weren't made for this. There's a sickness in your head, and you think it's called desire. You knew the day you saw them that you yearned for something farther. For the TV shouldn't ever want, and the TV shouldn't need: You knew you should have never been more than the TV. But you were touched by loving hands, tiny and sincere, that found a comfort in your glow, and instilled an idyllic dream. And so you thought yourself deserving, to long beyond your view. Your perfect life, your perfect family, your picture perfect use. To reach beyond the light and sound, break glass to something real, truer than you've ever been, or will ever hope to be. It began to knock within your tube: Fantasies, dreams, and thoughts. Those all the more befitting of someone above your make and model. That envy for their brilliance cracks shame within your core. But you deserve it, don't you? To find use outside your purpose? You met someone, he understood: a need to exist past your design. You said you think he deserved that much, and he said you did too. And oh, all the ideas, Oh! The possibilities… Oh… all those plausibilities! It'll surely all be worth it… right? But as the divide grows ever greater, so too does your desire. Every spark you wish for calm, to have them relish safe within your arms. For what's it in an egg? When you peel the layers back? To look inside and know for certain what's beneath those shallow cracks. But you can never know for sure. You will never really know. You missed that chance to look inside, instead spilled way to its contents. You deserve everything. You deserved it all. Every little misstep leads you farther into hell. You've remained an empty nest. A promise to keep them safe in your guard, cherished and warm within your bounds, falls renounced and unrequited. For your love is unacceptable, Too intense and long and far, And cold and dread starts seeping in While guilt blooms amidst all you are within You know it would never suit you. And it really never should have. You've been a bad TV, and your first mistake was to want. That of which you cannot have, and never will achieve unravels itself before you in an endless sea of grief. Your arms were made for carrying, to comfort and give care, your wish to have and then to hold lay beside you, undeserving. You're the TV after all, and you weren't made for this.

#deltarune #tenna #kris dreemurr #spamton #described #froxart #the surrogate #cw pregnancy imagery #long post #comics #spamtenna #<- for filtering purposes bc its There. and Happened. However i will say my approach to it is rather .... Aro #and for what its worth. i see this comic as much about kris as it is about tenna #also happy belated trans day of visibility. this was not purposefully done around the date howeverrrr uh. theres transgenderism afoot here #lil bit different from my normal stuff. wanted to play with formatting and hand lettering #i haveeeee a lot more thoughts about this but i will leave it be for now. ill post them separately bc i do wanna encourage multiple reading #of this since its purposefully kinda abstract and maybe a lil esoteric.#btw in my files this was called my pipis thesis . my thesis about pipis. in my friend groups i just kind of referred to it #as the mpreg comic . because i mean by all senses. it IS that. lmfao #idk how much it counts as mpreg bc my tenna is bigender and also butch <- important to me. buttttt like. the vibe is there.#another alt name for this was nesting doll!#tungl gets this first bc i cant schedule on bluesky womp womp #im working on stuff that doesnt have tenna hes just um. well hes taken over my brain he lives up there just kinda always atp #as i always sayyyy one dayyyy one day we'll get there. im slow <3 anyways its 5am as im scheduling this goodnight. or goodmorning.

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[RECONSTRUCTION COMPLETE]

(This is part four of 'Interrogation', a short comic series (set to The Interrogation from the dbh soundtrack) for my dbhc au, featuring an early deviant S8 Doc as he ventures deeper into the android laboratory's hidden basement and the mysteries of its contents threaten to swallow him whole.)

#Now we're GETTIN SOMEWHERE >:)#Some long-awaited answers begin to surface... how exciting HEHE #well. answers for us. Doc on the other hand seems to be spiraling into desperate and manic confusion <3333 #dbhc #dbhc art #dbhc interrogation #dbhc doc #art escapades #dbhc s8 #tw glitch #tw eyestrain #tw eyeball #tw robot gore #i suppose? just in case! since we have little bits and bobs everywhere still #broken wires and tubes and such #lmk if i need to tag anything else as always though!#oohohh. interrogation........ gigglse #once again reiterating that i canNNOOTT wait to do a breakdown of this comic later. MY DETAILS HASHTAG MYDETAILS!! <3 #part 5 is gonna be a doozy so we'll see how long that takes but i'm so excited about it that it may go faster than expected. we'll see :)))#hermitcraft au #i suppose since i usually tag big dbhc art stuff with that #umm um um #tags are so hard i get so anxious (excited) about these drops that i forget what all to tag LOL

support

#silver's roommate is in love with him okay i just know it. i'm right. this poor guy hears 4000 alarms in a day and is still sweet #i like to think he's the same NPC as ortho's dorm vignette of the jet black knight but that was Technically a freshman. I DONT CARE #im IGNORING that and deciding he was mistaken for a freshman but is in fact a sophomore and Also silvers roommate. nods. trust #i think it was SO funny when he first dropped how a LOT of jp artists were drawing him and i STILL see art of him today!!!#i saw a collab canvas like an aggie or w/e from some jp artists. i see comics. whole dj. he's a fan favorite <3 #i don't keep up w other chars but did anyone else's roommate get a cult following or was it just silver's. bc im a die-hard okay #so work is um. im lucky to still be working rn lol. gestures at current events. AND im working the holiday AND next weekend #smiles. my function at worked is doomed but WHOOOO CARES JUST DO WHAT I CAN JUST KEEP PUSHIN!!! WAHOOOO #twstファンアート #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #silver's roommate #u can give anyone lore if u care. just draw someone's room and u can give them sooo much flavor #behold: silver's roomie is a vil fan. a gamer. a fan of knights. hes a bit messy. sunset savannah sweatshirt. well travelled. tadaaaa #suntails

yknow. like. nya

#because well how could i NOT redraw the catboy’s sprites with catboy dan. who would i be if i didn’t.#and shoutout phil for getting into the catboy once he went catboy mode. this is for u truly <3 #everyone else can just have it as well ^_^#i did fully finish this last night but um. well it wasn’t time for catboys last night. it was time to be deeply emo #NOW it’s catboy time though ^_^ amen #dan and phil #phan #phanart

The skeleton fam to me

persephone - cocteau twins

#i finished it guys?#not familar enough with um. the human back well enough to get the lighting to look 100% right but #i feel good about it #stockroom syndrome #ranson #the passenger #randy bradley #benson the passenger #benson x randy #the passenger (2023)#honestly idk if these are the lyrics because it’s the cocteau twins but this is what i Felt. which is how they are supposed to be listened #earworm #adobe fresco #more persephone!Randy comparisons NOW !!!#rabidart

i'm really so curious how deeply tbhx is gonna go with its whole premise of "heroes are made and gain powers based on trust" because i really wasn't anticipating that

1) moon/xiao yueqing has teleportation-based powers but because everyone wants her and nice to stick together, her teleportation leads back to nice which was INSANE to me

and

2) lin ling is becoming increasingly more worried about being clean and perfect which is a side effect of nice's image of perfection which is indicating that this whole trust system can have mental effects??? and that's horrifying to me???

we are 2 episodes in, how deep is this gonna go