#hrt things

[buddie-i-slitheredherefromeden]

Also my voice is low enough now that I’m a baritone (I’ve been everything from a soprano 1 to a baritone now wow-) and I’m not super dysphoric about it anymore so I can actually sing again

I was in chorus until I was like 13, and then stopped taking that as a class because of the voice dysphoria. And then got scared starting T that I would lose the ability to sing altogether. And it was rough for a while. But I can SING AGAIN !!!! And it brings me so much joy and I’m lucky enough to have a choral instructor who specifically studies trans and gender expansive voices at my school now and just- I can sing again and oh how I sorely missed the joy of using my voice and not feeling ashamed and hurt by it

Anyways I have my first concert in 2 days- it’s part of a Christmas service at a church which, not a big church fan but oh well, I’m just so happy I get to sing again and I get to enjoy it for the first time in like 6 years because it’s actually turning into *my* voice, the one I was always meant to have

Anyways another love letter to hrt. It doesn’t just save lives. It makes living life better, more joyful and exciting and full of love.

[asstrofem]

Prog arrives tomorrow. We’re basically adding a turbocharger, y’all.

This means that my estrogen is a 2JZ engine.

[dragonc0mmander]

Just passed my 2 year anniversary of starting T and so far it’s an experience of being more comfortable inside my own skeleton and unpacking the internalized transphobia from trying to exist inside and aggressively binary cis society.

[buddie-i-slitheredherefromeden]

I’ve only been using minoxidil for like 3 days so I logically know it hasn’t really done anything yet but gods it feels like it has? Like I was just doing all my skin care and applying the minoxidil while singing to the new hazbin hotel songs in my mirror in my dorm and like- I HAVE FACIAL HAIR and ik I did before but it’s just really starting to stand out and frame my face and ughhh I love it

All this bc I haven’t had the spoons to shave consistently and what came of it? Gender euphoria that’s what

And like I have a cis brother who’s close to me in age and like he’s never grown facial hair like this and I’m not even 1 year on T so like agajsjdhsoshwowhwiebbdn I got the good genes with this ig- thanks dad you did something for me for once in your life besides give me half your family’s extensive medical history all in one

[asstrofem]

Wanted to show y’all how my titties look so far

[koda-shoulda-woulda-but-didnt]

the weirdest part about missing a couple doses of my hormones is being bodily reminded that..........I am one bad decision away from mpreg

[bigtuna108]

Damn, two days in a row I forgot to put on a bra for work, luckily they are still small enough that it’s not a big deal but yesterday I did notice at the end of the day the difference

[asstrofem]

the urge to buy/make progesterone grows stronger each day lmao