#hunting things

[haikeren]

[deanstryker]

My Edit of Promo Pic.

[bakerstreetirregular]

I think Dean does this thing where he thinks his job is an excuse for every other thing going wrong in his life. Every flaw in him is a result of him being in the hunting business.

He drinks too much? Comes with the job. He has a horrible attitude most of the time? Comes with the job. He's emotionally constipated? Comes with the job. His complete disregard for his physical and mental well-being? Comes with the job. His bottled up rage that comes out in waves and consumes him entirely until he does something that's so messed up he can never come back from it? Comes with the job. His entire life is just about saving people and hunting things and absolutely nothing else? Comes with the freaking job!

I think that's because that was the kinda role model Dean had growing up. John was an absent father who made a lot of mistakes and Dean probably thought it was okay because Dad was on a mission. It was okay that he was never around for their birthday's or that he never cared about their feelings or never respected their choices. Because he had a job. And that's all that mattered.

So, that's how Dean grew up, I think. Constantly looking for a cause to fight for. A role to play. And as long as he had a mission, he didn't care about anything else. That's why we see him so driven. As long as he got the job done, everything else was just a distraction.

But Sam didn't grow up with John as his only role model. Sam had someone else. Someone who showed him that you can do the job and also be yourself. Sam saw Dean, going on hunting trips with their Dad but also never forgetting Sam's birthday; sneaking him away to the arcade every once in a while; respecting his choice to go to college and just being their for him in ways their father never was.

So, Sam grew up different. He didn't make his entire life about hunting. He had hobbies and little habits that made him 'normal'. He never let the job consume him. But it was Dean who taught him that. It was Dean who taught him that he could be a hunter and be his own person.

But Dean doesn't realise that because when he was looking after Sammy, that was his cause; that was his mission. Look after your brother. Everything else came second. And in a way, as Dean grew up, that cause just blended in with his "saving people" motto. Because that was all Dean cared about. Devoting himself to the cause. That's why he was always saying he wanted to go out swinging. On the job. Because, maybe, that's all Dean Winchester sees when he looks in the mirror: a tool for a cause. He never saw himself for what he was: a human. With real feelings and doubts and questions. Because all his life, he's just been told to follow orders and do things you don't like if the job called for it. And I don't think that cage he was in, ever went away. He was always trapped in his cause: saving people, hunting things, the family business.

[helpimstuckposting]

Okay Morpheus, yesterday you were in a fishbowl and now you’ve adopted a child

[gendernonconformingpriestess]

This week on Supernatural.

[incorrectspnforfun]

Sam and Dean: *walk in* Lucifer: I thought you’d be here sooner. Lucifer: *turns around* Don’t worry. I’m not going to kill you. Dean: Well, imagine our relief.

[thewinchesters-pants]

"Spread your legs, pretty girl. Let them see you." Dean's voice is husky as he nibbles at the shell of your ear, fingers splayed over your stomach as his ankles hook around yours to keep your legs spread.

   "You want me to touch you, sweetheart?" Dean grins wickedly, fingers slowly sliding up your body to pluck gently at your pebbled nipples and cup your soft tits in his hands. 

   You nod your head yes and your head lulls back to rest against Dean's shoulder while your eyes stay trained on the little red, blinking light of the laptop camera.

Hey, guys! This is a blurb from an idea I've got rolling around in my head and I wanted to know if you think I should make a full one-shot out of it. What do you think?

P.S.- the gif is not mine, credit to the owner!

[questions-from-cas]

It’s not fair

Is anything on earth ever fair? My Sam and Dean never got the chance to be a child. John took it from them. Azazel contributed too, but John... He could have left my boys out of it. Instead he taught them how to kill things like me. How to lie, cheat, steal, and bribe. Why? I want to give them what they lost. I want them to be happy, to not carry the weight of the world and all its problems by themselves. They deserve at least that little thing.