#i am just...

[iknewitiknewyou]

I was just giffing something and I realized that the little mirrors in Belly's room don't have glass in them and I went back to check and they definitely did before. Someone also pointed out that she didn't look at herself once in the mirror in the 3x07 scene with her and Taylor in the bathroom at the club. This along with Belly's narration being gone for the most of the season to show she's losing herself and doesn't even recognize herself anymore...

Belly has gotten a lot of hate this season and I think this might not be an accident. I think they're trying to portray that Belly is at her worst and most immature when she's with Jeremy (I'm talking about this season particularly because she was a teenager before and her immaturity can be explained by that). And so this made me think right, why wouldn't she want to look at herself in the mirror? Is it because subconsciously she hates who she's become?

And like it's so funny because she says Jere is her best friend, but we've continuously seen Conrad step into that role this season. He's constantly there for her, making sure she's eating, talking to Laurel, they have some deep conversations and incidentally he is the only one who tells her this wedding isn't her. He's not sugar coating it, which is what a best friend is supposed to do. Be honest. And while Taylor hae been very supportive, I do feel she's maybe not being entirely honest with Belly about what she thinks. She's trying to avoid another fight and she knows Belly needs a friend, so she's pushing it down.

This all paired with the fact Belly's narration returns after the bathroom scene, further paired with the fact that the last TS song we've heard before that was You're Losing Me - I can't find a pulse /My heart won't start anymore - and Belly's narration returns in the bathroom scene, during which False God plays, a song that starts with a... You guessed it, a heartbeat.

Just... The genius you are Jenny Han. She really said "what if none of it was accidental". Honestly I am so baffled by the symbolism this silly little teenage show delivers.

[courteous-cryptid]

Jason Todd as a character is deeply sad in a way I think a lot of us are afraid of. Imagine you were a child, taken in and more or less beloved. Things weren't perfect, even more at the end, but they were the best years you've known. Imagine you're growing up, youre changing and with how your guardians act, you're scared they won't love who you're becoming. Imagine that when it's at its worst, you're presented with what looks like a silver parachute. Sure, your dad didn't love you and your mom died and your guardians think you're capable of murder (and if they're willing to believe that, who knows what they really think of you. They definitely want to be rid of you.) None of that will matter if your birth mom wants you. And she does! You're so sure of it you fly to Ethiopia! And you meet her, and she's a little rough around the edges but so are you and she loves you! ...but she doesn't. It was all a trick. And you love her still, and you're so sorry she got caught up in your life because now she's dying with you and it'll be all your fault, but only if Batman doesn't come. And maybe he's been upset with you lately, and maybe he thought you killed that guy, but he doesn't want you dead. He doesn't want anyone dead, so you know he will save you. You believe that as a fact, it's not faith it's knowledge, he's coming and he won't let you die here! ...but he does. He's too late. You tell your mom you're sorry, right before the fireworks and then... nothing.

Until.

You're back, and you're not you, but it's okay because Talia is willing to bring you back (as a favor to bruce, who doesn't know you're alive) and then you're you again or sort of, you're different, you're wrong and you're so so angry and hurt. She brought you back for bruce, Bruce who wasn't fast enough, Bruce who has another kid in your boots, Bruce who will never killed the joker, not even for you . The world marched on without you, and now you're back like a piece of gum on their shoes, and youre pissed that's all you are so fuck it all you can at least become a thorn in their side, if you can never be their beloved soldier again, you can at least become a problem. While you're at it, you'll save all the people batman never could, you'll clean up the streets permanently because there's already blood on your hands and they already thought you were a murderer anyway. And in the meantime you'll scare that kid out of your boots before he goes and gets himself killed just like you did.

You don't know they want you back. You're too scared to hope. But they forgive you for the blood. They're willing to work with you. You didn't know. And somehow it's not too late.

[korrolrezni]

Oh......Oh, Simon you gigantic idiot.

[finngualart]

jesus christ the heteronormativity is so strong in some people, i am arguing w someone on IG who is trying to prove to me Nandor is straight, did you WATCH THE SHOW?

[lululawrence]

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[books-and-cookies]

it's surreal to me how elon musk can cough up 44 (fourty four) BILLION dollars to buy twitter

i can't even comprehend that amount of money

0.00001% of this sum would solve my entire life

the fuck. The fuck. The fuckkkkkk

no human should own this amount of money

[ainomica]

Ppl who think CWN is not at least 10% to blame for the rift that happened between him and MR will be the same people who would think Ben Solo is the problem and Luke wasn't since TFA and blame TLJ for screwing their obvious dubious take 😵‍💫